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i'm trying to keep it together, but i'm falling apart
so talk about forever since i've updated. what has happened the past 2 months. umm. i'm dating brady now, shocking. i went on trek, and it was amazing. i went to the mae show with the love of my life, and i havent seen jew since then, which was a month ago tomorrow. i've applied for about 7 jobs and no one is hiring me. i do a whole lot of nothing nowadays. my birthday is in 11 days!!! i'm getting my haircut friday. oh yeah, i dyed my hair. i'm leaving monday for EFY, and i cant wait, because i need to leave this place, and everyone. yesterday my neice turned 2, and i hung out with greg yesterday and someone thought that we were a couple and it was hilarious. i wont see brady for 2 weeks, but thats his own fault, because he never wants to see me anyways, so i'm not going to have any guilt next week after meeting a whole lot of new guys. i hang out with my mom a whole lot, and everyone should be jealous, because she's cool, although she can drive me crazy sometimes. i have a cool camera phone. my mom wont let me go to philly in august since i dont have a job, even though thats not my fault. and i found the most perfect plane ticket ever so now i'm dying to go even more. kristie was supposed to come see me, but she didnt, surprise surprise. she could careless if i dropped off the face of the earth it seems because the only thing she ever does is fool around with evan, or get wasted with maureen. i have basically none of my summer reading done, which sucks big time. gah i cant wait to meet new boys. if i lived near jenni, life would be fabulous because then my days would never go to waste, and that way when i get ditched by the same person over and over again, i'd still have something to do. she's still my bestest friend in the whole wide universe, and i wouldnt trade her for anyone. i love most of all my friends, and miss a whole lot of them. i cant wait for the new laguna beach season to start, because that show is awesome. i'm not ready to graduate, because i hate change and i dont think i'm ready for the change its going to bring. i love target, i'm there all the time and i want to live there and i hope they hire me. i'm tired of never doing anything in my life and i hate being left out. i hung out with nicholas this past weekend. it was my first time seeing him since march. me and sadie have been talking a lot and spending a lot of time with each other, and i'm glad and thankful for it. i appreciate her friendship much. i'm going to watch million dollar baby with my mom, since my stupid boyfriend doesnt ever want to see me or do anything with me. it's time for a change
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