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Posted using TxtLJ [Dec 21]

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nd bythamoment - I HAVE A MINISTRY 2GIVE on what isgoin down here n this is sumthn matt can receive, loud n clear- oh.my.God
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Posted using TxtLJ [Dec 21]

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Holy LORD -deb and i are havng revelations 1after the othr togethr today- God gave her a perfct msg 2give2me- wayyy ahead of time* omg i gets more profou
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Posted using TxtLJ [Dec 21]

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Now is tha time
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Posted using TxtLJ [Dec 21]

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Haha o werd. I overly appreciate folks- ps.
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Posted using TxtLJ [Dec 21]

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dude back around soon- its gonna b so healthy 4me. ThankYOUniverse, ha.. Dude, God- thx b.
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Posted using TxtLJ [Dec 21]

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so we didnt stay as close. But he's a top notch fellow- quality convos evry time: that matters so much in a friend. Peetah rulez- im soso glad 2have this
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Posted using TxtLJ [Dec 21]

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tablished & i nevr showed upwheni saidi wld.. But we were both new &needed each othr -2b listened 2 in tha beginning. My probs just lingered a bit longr
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Posted using TxtLJ [Dec 21]

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Thank JAH-luvv intheheavens above. Me n peetah r gettn back n touch. He was so busy w college &makn music + makn frndz /meetn grlz @ skool- gettn life es
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Posted using TxtLJ [Dec 21]

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Theres no hidng fact my life has bn consumed w it a very long time
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Posted using TxtLJ [Dec 21]

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r sleepn 2much or 2little.
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Posted using TxtLJ [Dec 21]

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Re: ru ok? -Still stubbornly holding onto hope that appears hopeless- givn luv where it isnt reciprocated BUT also settng boundaries- prayn a lot n eith
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Posted using TxtLJ -edit : eleveneleven [Dec 20]

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[ mood | forgiving/patient/selftrusting ]
[ music | fischerspooner- the 15th ]

Alright well- when u wana b like, wsup: ask yrself if 4rite reasons*- real interest*- *motives r kosh, b engaged*-openness*, **fully kind, respectful&present*:) then u can contact 2build an enjoyable friendshp. I welcome that anytime. Thats all march shld b about- or yesterday, whenevr u reach thatplace.

Not sucha ridiculous requirement is it? Seems natural 2me. Stay positive, curious, appreciative, nonjudgmental /defensive. 0 expectations or hidden agenda. Period- thats where i stand.

Thought we already got 2that lvl- its pretty basic...

U knw ive acted disrespectfl but make clear that ultimately irespect u- itwasout of character. Show me tha same &we start new chapter. Show that ulikeme, friend

Dig?

Ps im in yr hood. But its just unhealthy 2keep reachng out. Let those thngs settle in u- digest it as long as that takes. Word brother. Rpc is one love.

Iwish u very *best, quality relationshps and lessons n love. Ill keep giving my blessngs 4all our lives, even if it must b at silent distance. But u have yet 2see tha way i intend to bless u directly in life- 1day, u will discovr realfriend u nevr knw u had. I*am that devotional, not just throwng words @u

Shalom. Read every txt if u have it in u. Could u be loved?

Im learningsomuch frm this- in the end im always grateful- the greater the challenge the greater the virtues gained. We r entitled 2fukup- but U AND I both have what it takes 2make good use of our own fukups- it sets us aside frm tha rest. Isee it in u clear as day. Iencourage bcos irly believe in u- thats tha truth i wanted 2give u all this time- not bcos ofwhatu can do 4me but i just happen 2knw tha greatness that u are going to grow into- tha day yr heart grows bigger than yr ego... Im being patient in that sense, but tha ego wld nevr see that. Love u in tha purest sense* so dont b sucha megalomaniac :) jkjk <3

In fact, irealize 4evry time i falsely victimized myself i misused opportunistic moments 2practice courageous self-loving in my love 4u, still so unconditional. Therefor wasnt bein so generous or selfless bcos i denied us both, misrepresenting love.. Hmmm! We have2b equally lovng 2ourselves. Wowie maui.

Sumthng so seemingly obvious but real-life application in face of conflict can b sucha challenge- irealized probs ididnt knw i had. And im ok with it now--:)! Zzz

God is so friggn COOL. Gnite, hope u readmythoughts &find value n them. Hugz.

Ps thistangent isresponse 2yr askn if iwana buy yr car- hah. Maybe u can see how if u read back 2hours ago HAHA

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Monday, December 21DAILYkabbalahtuneupz:

Did you forgive someone yesterday? How about today? For those looking for wholesome spiritual habits, forgiveness is up there with the best of them.

Consider this: people generally don't have bad intentions when they hurt us.

Sure, we do some terrible things to one another. But most times it's out of ignorance and not knowing oneself.

Today, when it comes down to the wire, assume it's friendly fire.




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http://www.erinpavlina.com/10-Ways-to-Raise-Your-Vibration-in-Under-10-Minutes.pdf
http://www.stevepavlina.com/articles/courage-to-live-consciously.htm

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Daniel
Daniel everything around you and every moment is amazing
Mood: romantic romantic

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  • arinosaurus rex! aka betty the exorcist
    that's fucking awesome.
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    Before you embark on any path ask the question, does this path have a heart? If the answer is no, you will know it and then you must choose another path. The trouble is that nobody asks the question. And when a man finally realizes that he has taken a path without a heart the path is ready to kill him.
    - Carlos Castaneda

    The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain. Is not the cup that holds your wine the very cup that was burned in the potter's oven? And is not the lute that soothes your spirit, the very wood that was hollowed with knives?
    - Kahlil Gibran

    You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, "I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along." You must do the thing you think you cannot do.
    - Eleanor Roosevelt

    Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature,
    nor do the children of men as a whole experience it.
    Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than outright exposure.
    Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing.
    To keep our faces toward change and behave like free spirits
    in the presence of fate is strength undefeatable.
    - Helen Keller

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i sold my soul to a megalomaniac ////// and he really doesn't wanna give it back [Dec 20]

___scarin
[ mood | warm fuzzies vs cold prickliez ]
[ music | makeluv*daft punk////// james brown [is dead] - it's a man's, man's, man's world ]

http://www.72.com/lks/freetools_meditation.php



fishyscope:
If you recently decided to make improvements to your lifestyle by upgrading your diet or exercise program, you might have to face a minor setback now as you realize that you have slipped from your new goals. Whatever happened, this is not the time to worry about failure. Instead, restate your intentions and try again. Don't give up; success is closer than you realize.
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Hi Arin!
Your sweetie has an agenda that, at first glance, seems totally dependent on your self-sacrifice, but take another look. Taking care of your own needs is the best way to help everyone out -- really.
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olive juice.

olive juice - school zone, originally uploaded by the ben day.

pcola style

 

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monalove* is a scorpio north node too, just like yew.



***Sunday, December 20 dailykabbalahtuneupz:
The best way to put out the fire of hatred when someone hurts is to forgive.

Today, assume that everyone is a bit like you - a combo of courage and fear, love and cruelty, brilliance and dullness, optimism and desperation.


 
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eO3fYphfzJE


olivejuice.xo

 

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Warm Fuzzies and Cold Pricklies

July 24th, 2006 by Erin Pavlina          Email this article to a friend Email this article to a friend

Years ago my spiritual mentor told me this story and it had a profound effect on me.  You may have already heard it, or you may have heard a different version of it, but I’ll share the version he told me. 

Once upon a time there was a village.  All of the people in the village got along very well.  There was kindness, love, compassion, and justice.  Every person in the village owned a special bag.  It was given to them by their parents at the age of 3.  Inside this bag were hundreds of warm fuzzies.  Warm fuzzies were soft, cuddly, cottony little puffs.  When you gave someone a warm fuzzy, they felt warm and fuzzy inside.  People in the village gave each other warm fuzzies anytime they wanted to let someone know they were loved.  When someone received a warm fuzzy, they put it in their bag.

One day, an evil sorceress came to town.  She saw that everyone was giving out these warm fuzzies from their bags and she didn’t like it.  She went up to one villager and said, “Why do you keep giving away your warm fuzzies?  Aren’t you afraid you’re going to run out?  Here, take this bag of cold pricklies and give these to the people in your village instead, and keep all your warm fuzzies for yourself.”  The villager took the bag because he believed the sorceress’ tale.  The next time he ran into a friend, he handed him one of the cold pricklies from his new bag.  A cold prickly made someone feel cold and prickly inside, like they were swallowing a pin cushion.  Soon all the villagers went to the sorceress and asked for their own bag of cold pricklies since they didn’t want to be the only people handing out warm fuzzies if everyone else was going to hand out cold pricklies.  Once you had a cold prickly, you wanted to give it away to someone else as fast as possible.

The sorceress was pleased.  Her plan was working perfectly.  Now the village was in a state of fear and panic.  Everyone started avoiding everyone else so they wouldn’t be given a cold prickly.  People hoarded their small supply of warm fuzzies and didn’t give them out to anyone anymore.  But no one was happy anymore either.

One day a prince arrived in town and almost immediately someone handed him a cold prickly from their bag.  The prince, recognizing the cold prickly, refused to take it.  The villager was surprised and tried again.  The prince handed the person a warm fuzzy from his bag.  The villager was surprised, and a little ashamed that he had tried to give this warm prince a cold prickly and instead received a warm fuzzy. 

The prince addressed the crowd and said, “Why do you give each other cold pricklies?”  One villager said, “Why should we give away all of our warm fuzzies?  Shouldn’t we keep them for ourselves?”  Other villagers agreed.  But the prince said, “Every time you give away a warm fuzzy a new one is created in your own bag.  Don’t you see?  The more you give away, the more you will have.”

To demonstrate, the prince had everyone put down their bag of cold pricklies and retrieve their bag of warm fuzzies from their homes.  He asked everyone to take out a warm fuzzy from their bag and hand it to a neighbor.  This they did, but warily.  Then the prince told them to notice that they all still had the same amount of warm fuzzies in their bags as before.  People started giving away more warm fuzzies and noticed their bag was never empty.  There were indeed enough warm fuzzies for everyone.

The sorceress was very upset and tried to interrupt the prince and get everyone to give out cold pricklies again.  But the villagers didn’t want to listen anymore.  They threw all their bags of cold pricklies into a wagon, set the sorceress inside it, and sent her out of town. 

The villagers realized they’d learned a valuable lesson. 

When you give someone a warm fuzzy, they in turn will give it to someone else.  Eventually, it will come back around to you.

What do you carry in your bag?
 


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..."So what happened?  Did my intuition fail me?  I don’t think so.  We never would have known about that science museum if we hadn’t gotten on that exact on-ramp.  If I had read the map correctly, we would have missed the Science Center completely.  Remember, my intuition told me we should get on that on-ramp, not the one coming up in the future.  Why did it do that?  Because my guides knew what would happen if we did, and that it would serve my life better than if we got on the 10 in the right spot.

This isn’t the first time I’ve followed my intuition and ended up in a pickle that later turned out to be a blessing.  Sometimes we can’t always see where the road will go, we just know we need to be on it.  Sometimes when it seems you’re lost, you’re actually right where you’re supposed to be.  Sometimes when you feel like you’re headed in the wrong direction, a wonderful surprise is waiting for you just around the bend.  Consult and trust your intuition.  Especially if your mapping skills are similar to mine. ;)

Has anyone else ever taken a “wrong turn” only to discover that it was exactly where they needed to go?"....

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......"If I do get a memo, I’ll let you guys know.  My guides look at me with great amusement when I ask about 2012.  They think it’s a great way to whip people into shape.  Repent now sinners! ;)   And when 2012 comes around and nothing bad happens to us?  Someone will find the lost Incan calendar that ends in 2064 and we’ll have another 52 years to get it right. But you may as well start working on it now.".......
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...remain present and deal with the moment


IWeekly Kabbalah Tune Up [dec 20-26]

I'm often asked the question: when is enough, enough?

On one hand, we know that everything happens for a reason, and there are no mistakes or coincidences.

On the other hand, we learn that we can never give up, knowing that with the right tools and energy, we can reverse any decree or karma.

So, which is it? Let the Light decide, or never give up?

The answer is: both.

At any given moment, it's not about where we are supposed to be. It's about what work, which relationship, what decision I take. Every moment counts. Every decision counts. And if we look at our decisions in life as such, we stop battling and start winning.

But unfortunately, we can never truly know if we're making the right decision.

What we DO know is that wherever we are, that's where the Light wants us to be. It's the best place for us to be NOW. And as long as we don't try to control the situation, then we won't end up in the place we shouldn't be.

The problem begins when we are so focused on the fight between yes and no that we lose sight of the bigger picture. If we can remain present and deal with the moment in front of us, no matter what our battle, then if we lose, we'll know that ultimately we weren't supposed to win that battle in the first place.

This week, focus on the person in front of you, the opportunity in front of you, the choices you can make right now. Especially now, when many of us will be spending more time with close friends and family, we need to keep focused on the things we can affect. And I know I needed that reminder.

What about you?


02.  recapturing the sparks

yud      lamed     yud



Shards of Light are drawn out of the destructive entities that reside within my being. Their life force is cut off and I am then replenished with Divine energy. Life grows brighter each and every day as billions of sacred sparks return to my soul!

All the best,

Yehuda



“There are more things in Heaven and Earth than are dreamt of in your philosophy.” 

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Posted using TxtLJ [Dec 19]

___scarin
IaskedGod2 speak2me bout u inthaformof afortune cookie &itsaid "an admirer is concealing his affection 4u" -this shit got old a long time ago. Is there a point?

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We spent hours on tha phone today &im the only 1who knws how 2saywhat ireally feel- u just luv hearng it so much. Yr energy says it all- its written all over.

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U invite me out &try2act detached wheniget there- so scared, ofyrown brilliance clearly. Bymarch uneed 2havemade sum major changes- showme tha man u are, 4once.
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Posted using TxtLJ [Dec 19]

___scarin
Id rather be dead then spend anothr day broken hearted
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Posted using TxtLJ [Dec 19]

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Matt thrives on conflict. Ive decided 2put this friendshp on hold til he works on makn sum serious changes
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Posted using TxtLJ [Dec 19]

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Going2get free toys 4tha kidz today
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Posted using TxtLJ [Dec 19]

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Matt invites me to a show last nite &Lord knws y. Pointless- whats wrong w him?? Im so discontent icant stand it anymore. MATT fkn stop playing games!!! I SWEAR its enuff already! G o d p l e a s e g i v e th i s m a n a cl u e! !!! Fuuuuck-@---! Love is supposed to feel good!
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Posted using TxtLJ [Dec 18]

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I wana be a better woman 4u
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Posted using TxtLJ [Dec 18]

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Id sacrifice evrythng ive evr had or wanted just to be close to u and share what we really r- openly &trusting. If i cld hold yr face &tell u what u are to me- its bigger than tha both of us. U can have that love, in all its fulness, til yr dying day if u only knew..
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