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| User: | ______ashlee (4079379)
that was then...
...this is now
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| Name: | ash-uhhh-leee |
| Website: | myspace; |
| Location: | Calabasas, United States |
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| ______ashlee | @ | livejournal.com (Jabber) |
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| AOL IM: |  antii emo (Add Buddy, Send Message) |
| Bio: | Read this; it's very interesting..
i was repeating the impersistant nothing in my head after exclamation marks proving i was addicted.the vein sheer selfness was too much to contain it was too hard to intake.the fear of not having a crime to committ was a distinct sin; not to have held or to have seen.i simply needed it right? wrong i went to take my soul and burn it.but my addiction grew yet stronger.pleading to rewind and replay the times and times over again.but not to impartially intake the reinactment of pure rotten addiction.i never really understood why people 'try' to committ suicide.its not that hard of a task.if you really wanted to die.you would.thats why to crave attention; is the same as to crave your own addiction.therefore; my head shall spin in works of art and continue to spare myself the regret of bleeding my own heart.it wasnt good enough to want to die or to try to die.you have to actually die.would i know.no; i am completely nieve to the project of death.black on and on.or reincarnation? such a happy word.such a horible gift.to live.why live if you can just be dead; and live death.eventually we will all be dead.but now is too late.i hated the fact that everyones relashing view was in complete control of their individual soul.everyone had a mind of there own.yet we all copy eachothers anti-persistant theme.rememberence of the slits down my wrists and the blood dripping down my sleeve hours and hours beetween.i cry to myself to stop the addiction of satination.to breathe and breathe and gasp to try to catch my breath.i couldnt breathe.not anymore.i was slowly rolling my mind away; into the deepness of thoughts of selfishness repeat and repeat or hate and hate addiction of myself.
By McKenna.
Rest.In.Peace Chanelle Lee Villalobos.
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| Memories: | 1 entry |
| Schools: | None listed |
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