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You say "Oh well" like it's a curse

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But accidents will happen, and they do.

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Laconia, New Hampshire, United States

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1988-12-09

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♥ These are the words I am writing you, and they are never through, never.♥

Yo. My name is Chantel, it means singer or “rocky land” and was randomly chosen out of a baby book when I was born. None of my family knows when I was due, but I unfortunately popped out on December 9th, 1988. That makes me sixteen years old. I abide in Laconia, NH which I have to say is going to be the suckiest place to live as soon as fall comes. My family is complicated. My mother ( I have been told ) is a crackwhore who is most likely dead in a ditch somewhere. Last I knew she lived in Ohio. She has an amazing Elmo impersonation, which I haven’t heard since I was a baby. I miss her about twice a week, but hide that fact from everyone. My father is my father, he leaves and goes to Jamaica all the time. I don't blame him. Lately, I've been worried about him. I have six siblings. A brother named Justin whom I have never met, a brother named Sterling, who I have met once, and a brother named Mike that looks like a caucasion Usher. I also have a sister named Crystal I have never met, another sister named Crystal that lives in Mass and is currently rendering her second child, and a sister named Jadelyn who is currently living on a tanning salon floor (she is twelve). In the midst of this mess, I live with my grandmother, who is the biggest Mormon you will ever encounter. She hates everything about me, but gets upset when I let her know that I know. I have an amazing boyfriend named Patrick, and I am very happy to be with him. Unfortunately, he has moved to Maine. I play my music louder than anyone ever should, and will never change that fact. I love to sing, but am going to end up having my vocal chords removed if I don’t smarten up about it. I eat my cereal in even numbers, always leaving the last one that’s odd in the bowl, after drinking the milk. I like to stay up all night on roofs in Jamaica talking about nothing. I am a lisenced driver, but I don’t currently own my own vehicle. I’ve always wanted a Jetta or a VW bus. I play piano, guitar, flute, French horn, and drums. I dance in my underwear everyday. I am employed by Dunkin Donuts, and my manager sucks. When I am angry or upset about something, I clean, and won’t stop. When I was little I was run over by a tractor, three times in a row. A small tractor, but a tractor nevertheless. I love to make friends with unique people, I don't need a whole bunch of friends that are exactly the same. The friends I have I keep and always will. When I was a little girl, I used to pretend I had friends, because I didn’t have any. Now I think I’ve got some. I have my eyebrow, belly button, ears (once gauged to 00), cartilage, and soon to be nipples pierced. I have also had my nose pierced. I was offered a record deal once, but turned it up for a boyfriend. This boyfriend later smashed my heart. I should have gone with the recording. My bathroom has cool acoustics, and I will sit in there for hours and sing. I couldn’t live if it weren’t for drama (as in, actually onstage, not petty online bitch fights). I am a complete thesbian. I am afraid of making myself happy at the risk of making others unhappy. I want a small dog named Buster, whether it is male or female. I would give a lot to be in a band and on stage. I do not know how to flirt, but every other person I know does. At the same time, I do not feel the need to learn how. I also do not know how to use people, even if it could at times become handy. I love new notebooks when the first page is clean and empty and I like corrupting them with my words, as if they are so important to dirty an immaculate notebook with. My favorite card game is Phase 10, and I could play it for hours if someone was patient enough to play with me. I love laying in silence cuddling and playing with hair. I want to be a vampire, and have a biting fetish. I have never been intoxicated by choice. I am afraid of the dark, and small dolls. My best friend is an eigth grader. I feel small in big cities but want to go to college in NY. When I grow up, I will live in canada. I don't always dress how I wish I would let myself. I love to clean the lint of the filter of the dryer. My favorite snack food is plain Triscuits. The genre of music that makes me smile inside and want to wiggle in my undies is ska. I am trying out for this season of American Idol. I doubt you read this all.

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