Cover Me With K I S S E S!

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 01:51:32 GMT

I haven't updated in so long. But livjournal is so bleh now lol. Everyone is myspacin' these days. I never have anything good to write in here anyway. Life is so so, has its ups and downs. Boys are such a waste it's not even funny.
I'm done wasting your time.

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 02:38:44 GMT

First day of school was actually really good.
I'm tired of being single. I want a boy to hug and kiss and all that blah blah. But I really don't want the drama and tears. It's gunna be tough to find that. I have two boys in mind. No one is going to find out until something happens between me and one of them. Danielle knows but thats it.
Everyone looked beautiful today wooh!

Schedule

Period 1 English Gage

Period 2 History Zumwalt

Period 3 Photo Dickerson

Period 4 Chemistry Hedberg

Period 5 Fashion Molinaro

Period 6 Algebra 2 Sweat

I'm thinking of switching my Algebra 2 with an Int. Algebra, anyone in that class or know anyone who is?

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 00:05:06 GMT

Home at last.
School tomorrow.
ehh whatevs
How was everyones summer?
All in all mine was great.

Back from vacation then leaving again soon.

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 03:10:50 GMT

So I just got back from river/parker/laughlin/havasu. It's called "the damn vacation" it gets insane. The whole vacation was pretty chill then fucking last night in havasu was insane. the world was spinning, it seriously felt like i was on e or something. just too many shots i guess hahaha. i threw up so much. my dad knows i drank and he said the hang over is punishment enough. me and my dad are so chill now. i love it. we seriously had to stop every 5 miles so i could puke.
laughlin wasn't that great though. didn't get too drunk and there was this one person who was bugging the fuck out of me but im over it.
what's happened since iv been gone?
oh yeah and on monday im going to the beach, staying at De Anza cove on the bay. I'm gunna be there until next sunday. then school the next day. ehh. I kinda wanna go back to school but not really. It's gunna be really wierd without all the seniors.

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 20:19:15 GMT

Laughlin tomorrow til the 15th then Arizona till the 17th or 18th.
it should be interesting. this one faggot is going. ill probably end up killing him :-)
so shopping today
hair done yesterday
picture soon
:edit: PICTURES NOW! :edit:

Love it? Hate it?
Tell me.

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 06:12:05 GMT

Boys are stupid, but I love them!
Fuck the past, let's start over?

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 21:20:44 GMT

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.

You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you.

You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.

You tend to always dream of things within reach - and you usually get them.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 23:53:19 GMT

post you're name and i'll
1. post my favorite memory with you
2. what reminds me of you

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 20:55:09 GMT

haha so i feel like an idiot.
i was reading the word seduction and i could not pronounce it lol.
i kept say sed-u-cation like education just with an s in front.
then i realized what the hell the word was lol
wow blonde moment

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 19:08:40 GMT

My moods fluxuate so much. I was in the wierdest move last night. I miss people. We need to hang out this week, because it's the only week I'll be home until school starts. I'm going to laughlin for ten days on the 5th then on the 15th, the day I get back, I'm going to Cibola for a week. Then I'll have 1 days before school starts. Sweet huh?

niggaaaaaaaaaaaa

Freddy call me for lunch!

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 04:52:13 GMT

Tonight was...
Let's just put it this way, I want to cry.

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 21:36:02 GMT

I don't really know how I'm feeling right now, all I know is I don't like it. I've been in a shitty mood for way too long. I hate liking boys or having crushes or whatever you want to call it. Boys are way too much work. I think I like two boys and I'm definately not sure what the hell to do. They're friends and I have no idea how either of them feel. They both know, or at least I'm pretty sure they both know I like one of them. But with him it's like every time we kiss I'm afraid its our last. The situation with him is just really shitty. And I realized lately, how much I can't wait to move out. A family friend that's like 27 said I could move into her spair bedroom. I think I might start living there a little. It'd be really nice to just get away from everything. I leave for Laughlin on the 4th and I can't wait. San Diego is too depressing, or at least the people in it. And everyone has drama. Blah!

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 22:41:37 GMT

I NOW HAVE MY CELL PHONE. ALL YOU SUCKAS BETTER GIVE ME A CALL NOW, NO EXCUSE!
507-1367

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 05:46:52 GMT

Not to eventful of a weekend but relaxing and good. Shopping yesterday blew my paycheck, well most of it. Bought so many cute shirts! Was supposed to go out tonight but dad didn't want me to. But tomorrow will be amazing! Better believe it biatches! I love having Mondays and Fridays off, except I need more hours. I only get paid like $150 every two weeks after taxes, that's like one shopping trip and it's done. I'm getting my atm card and account in a couple days then it will take like a week to get activated, and new cell phone tomorrow. Having to buy my own shit makes me realize how much money I used to waste just buying whatever whenever with my dad's money. I mean I'm still gunna splurge every once in awhile but not as much.

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 20:47:29 GMT

Laughlin on the 5th for 10 days. Excited? Hell yes! Me and Amanda are gunna party so hard in Laughlin. Last night was fun. Went to Amanda's then Kattey took us to Jeffrey's and we were there until 2:30. Cuddle time? Loved it. Hahaha so I had been feeling really sick today and I threw up this morning and I had no idea why. I just realized I haven't eaten all day and I don't think I did yesterday either. Hmmm... Whatever. Oh who's going to Rascal Flatts? I wanna ggo but I haven't decided for sure yet. Plus I think we're going to the river. We'll see.
ok bye.
♥

I'm a working girl!

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 23:33:50 GMT

So I finally got my hours for this month scheduled. I only work 3 days a week! Yes!! I work Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday. I normally work from 9-1 except on days I have to go in later or earlier because my dad's secretary has other appointment.

So I work my dad at his office and it's right around the corner from my house so I usually just walk there. Well today on the way to the office I see this gross bro guy washing his truck with his motorcycle in the back and his friend is in the upstairs window and whistles and yells get r' done. So I just keep walking then the guy walking his truck starts pointing the house in my direction and asks if I want to get wet. I give him this dirty look and say no and just keep walking. So as if that wasn't wierd enough less than two minutes later, this mexican bro gangster guy in a black dodge ram drives by and whistles at me. I just look the other way like w/e. Then he turns around and pulls up to me and his exact words were "Hey babe, do you need a ride. It's dangerous walking by yourself some creap might try to hit on you and get you to go with him in his car." I tried so hard not to laugh. I just said No I'm fine. I mean come on what the hell are you doing? Yeah hitting on me and trying to get me to get in your car. CREAP! haha
so i get to work find out i have the greatest schedule ever.
then on my way home I see my maid. wierd then i see this old guy riding a moped with this huge ass goggles on. this guy was like 80.

Today was good. Last day of summer school tomorrow. I want to celebrate, so if you wanna hang out call me or something.

Oh and I'm looking for another job to work when I'm not working at my dad's office. If you know of any places hiring please let me know.

♥♥♥

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 20:17:22 GMT

Weekend was gooooood. Monday was AMAZING! Ugh I like a boy. He gives me butterflies like noone has before. I get shaky. And I'm hanging out with a boy tomorrow. I don't wanna get hurt. I'm scurred. WTF Boys suck!!!!!
I'm gunna marry Alfie the british sex god egg baby when he grows up k?

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 01:50:53 GMT

I'm so happy right now and lately. I just want to jump around and giggle like a little girl. Weird? yes But I'm really glad I'm happy.

And like 6 guys have given me their numbers lately wanting to hang out. What a studess I am lol. I guess I've become a man's lady.

Well life couldn't be better. Mainly because I love my bean freddy :-)

bean...

♥♥♥

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 23:28:49 GMT

I wanna fall in love. ew. Not now but soon. I want it to be perfect, and cutesy and hugs and kisses. But I don't want boring and serious all the time, I want lots of fun and goofing around. Is that too much to ask for?

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 21:27:55 GMT

I'm can't just forget it anymore. Everything it's happening all over again. I'm not strong enough to fight it. The scars, the cuts, the tears they all prove I'm weak. I'm promised myself I wouldn't let it happen again, but I lied. I can't do it. And I'm seriously considering running away. I have no idea where I'll go but I need out. I can't take it anymore.

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 00:39:35 GMT

Life has it's hardtime, but fuck em'. Life life and love every minute of it.

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 01:28:06 GMT

So this week just started and already a lot has happened.
Monday- First day summer school. Broke up with Mike. Hardest thing I've ever done. I'm still in like shock, like I don't know what to do or how to act. Missed work. Went to Amanda's. Decided I'm dying my hair either black or light light blonde. My mom found out about me and mike and I thought she was gunna ground me or something she loved him. Wow tough stuff. Oh and I almost made some freshman girl cry.
Tuesday- On the way to school my mom's truck started to shake and the tire blew out. Dad picked us up then went home and we took his truck to school. Some white girl in my summer school class wants to be black says "Don't trip" and wears two bras and is way fucking annoying. I discoverd I could sell the shrooms that are growing in my backyard. My dad thought he broke his toe and we had to go to the hospital. Come to find out he just dislocated it. But it was crazy. Hospitals scare me and I almost passed out and had a massive panic attack. Then I almost got to drive home from the hospital because my dad thought they'd drug him up. So the hospital now thinks I'm 16 and have a driver's license. Oh and I told my dad about me and mike and he was being all "do you wanna talk" and it was wierd, for my dad at least.

Let's see how the rest of the week goes.

And I have a huge headache. Everyday for the past 3 weeks now.

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 04:14:51 GMT

You're only as strong as you pretend.

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 21:10:40 GMT

It's finally starting to feel like summer.
I'm dissapointed that I haven't gone running once yet, and I haven't started working yet. What the hell. I will take responsible for the running lol, I'm a slacker I know. But the work thing is my dad's fault, I ask him everyday when I start and he never says when. I guess I'm going to summer school after all. But shopping...I definately am in need for a huge shopping session. Say 2 grand?

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 20:25:47 GMT

fuck bad moods
fuck you i'm not gunna cry
i'm stronger than this