[personne]

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 06:51:44 GMT

mi so sick of being alone. im so sick of thinkign that you loved me. you brokw my heart and im so alone im so sick of crying alone, and sleeong alone, and im here with a bottle of haha and ots sad. please save me. IM LOST IN BLAH SAYS CONOR OBURSTOl.

you said you hate my suffering, you said you would take care of me, where are you now,.

im so saf
d

ohshit,
i dont know anymore...........................................
you said our love would never die.
okay
im gonna be lit on fire.!!!!!!

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 17:26:09 GMT

what is not, not to like
a shiny bike
no lock, no key
its there for me
its for real
im gonna steal
a pair of wheels

[..]

you travel far
without a car
and pedal hard.
so, join the fun
you could have one!

waiting for my lucky day to get my speedy getaway

[.]
you want it now?
ill show you how!

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 10:34:01 GMT

so many of my friendships have gone down the drain, but i dont want to gain them back, whatever is sucked into the pipes, is what i've washed off myself,
ive lost so many friends lately, and i dont really care, cause its just not the same.
the friends i have right now, the ones i hang out with, and talk to, are so amazing, it makes up for everything, and everything else, hahahahaa can die.

peace out you niggers, im sleepy and boys are annoying me

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 03:56:28 GMT

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 20:18:39 GMT

i love him

goddamn

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 04:23:16 GMT

Today was tizzite shizzit. I got my wrizzist pizzierced.
Translation from nigger to ENgLISH :
today was fun, went to hollywood with dan the man and got my wrist pierced, and I took my high school exit exam, it was fun stuff yo

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 17:33:08 GMT

I'm really scared about something. I'm scared that things won't turn out the way I want them to, especially because I've been wanting and waiting for the longest fucking time.
oh fucking motherfuckers, shoot me now

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 00:22:01 GMT

i cant stop crying. i hate my life

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 23:48:02 GMT

decisions, decisions...

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 21:04:34 GMT

It sucks to lose the one you love..
&&how great do you think it feels to gain it back?

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 00:46:37 GMT

Don't you just love me

yeah you do, yeah you do

oh and shut up sarahballs. you ssackie whool.

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 01:18:38 GMT

hi u floppers~!
so u boca burgers with bran muffins and cheeeeeeeeese
^^^^ that shasserie up there was alexisballs and her bablymouther. ...........!!but im olympia, somewhat stoney ssacko with sloopy infront of vons //gushers with sarahlah on the pavement, ya know. but sometimes its the milk with the lactose.. OH NO! Oh my goodnessballs with sackerues, and shrimp!?ewwwzeys?!shrimper shrimpballs, shrimpos! hipidi hippos! hippidi hippoopoos.! alrighty. ive made an (_v_) (ass) of myself.
oh lordy manners

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 02:13:00 GMT

It's funny how ungrateful I was until I realized today, how lucky I am, and how fucking lucky most of us are. I know there are some really shitty things in our lives we have to deal with, but seriously, there are some fucking people who have to deal with living on the streets, girls having to fuck for coke and survival, it sucks.
& I know how unfair most shit is for us, but if I hear one more fucking complaint from you or myself, I'll just laugh, we're all so caught up in the most superficial worries that we end up losing side of what's really important. And those people out there fucking for coke or whatnot, those are the people who know what they're talking about, regardless their lifestyle, I'd believe their words over anyone's here anyday.
Buuuttt, these are just my thoughts...

On the other hand, I'm really happy today, I don't have anything significant to complain about and I have 10920293 things to be happyass about, such as, Jaime<33

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 19:09:16 GMT

This year, so many things have triggered the change of my outcome, I already know what to expect from the world. I hate knowing whats going to happen next, all of the antisipation, you know.. I love not knowing things, and wanting to know, asking questions, getting ideas,..but this time, I already know, I know exactly how everything will end up. The only things I don't know are when I'm going to die, and where I'll be after I'm 18, or if I'll ever become 18. i don't know that, but everything else, I know.
My life is bullshit, I'm an asshole, and I don't give a shit about anything, all I do is talk about the same things OVER AND OVER again. I'm always crying over my loves and losses, living through a stream of artificial happiness, and wishing things would get better, and that I could stop thinking for once, that I could forget how shitty things are deep down, from the roots, and just smile with oblivion. I need to die, or maybe stop smoking or someshit.

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 16:41:14 GMT

i want the summer to be over already, oh my fucking god, i cant wait until then.
fuck you
bye

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 22:57:21 GMT

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 00:53:21 GMT

I dont know what I'm doing anymore. I need a new life, being Olympia sucks...Only because I'll never get what I want.
Fuck everyone and everything.
I want to run away from my life cause I can't cope with it, but where the fuck would I go?

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 10:29:08 GMT

he's really what i call perfect <3

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 20:56:27 GMT

i w o n d e r w h e r e

i a m

i cant find myself. i got lost in someone else..

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 22:53:08 GMT

hahahaaa we're all idiots, including you
ahahahahahahahaha

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 02:25:20 GMT

I don't know anything. Too many people have too many tricks up all of their sleeves, when it's not one thing it's another...
I can't wait until the end of the summer, I hope the one thing I believe in, is as it seems, cause everything right now is a fucking joke.

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 23:01:09 GMT

...does the outside always bleed when the inside is completly punctured...

k i ll me

im a li t t l e [sad] a b ou t my li fe a nd e very thin g a bou t it

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 03:13:04 GMT

i feel so lonely, as if theres nothing inside of me, im so empty, i keep trying to fill in the hole in my heart with drugs and alchool and its getting me farther and farther away from happiness and closer to becoming a livewire, im just shooting out sparks that are digging a pit around me.
:-(

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 16:29:56 GMT

are you really what i think you are.. cause im losing track now.

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 00:49:50 GMT

wheres gooseylou!!?