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[20 Dec 2004|07:54am] [ music | let you down -- three days grace ] been really busy these last 3 days so, i'm going to update for you. friday - FiNALLY! we are out of that dump of a school, swift creek. i knew i would start liking evan again .. such a sucker for good basketball players. he just looks so freaking hot when he plays basketball he's way serious about it too. anyway, we had a chorus party .. it wasn't that long because there was only like 20 or 25 minutes in each class. then, half of us chorus geeks (  ) skipped our d period. me & my friends walked through every hallway, we were in the 7th grade hallway the most & then we ducked to the gym. that is where there were a lot of guys playing some basketball, including evan. man, i'm a dork. i finally get to become a member in YCWA since they were bugging me to become one. i had to go find the nicest teacher to write something good about me & that was coach eto. he said i was one of his best students & i always give 100% .. not in his class i don't. oh man, i swear i saw evan a gallon time of not adding gym, which we have that class together. anyway, that day was cool. saturday - woke up thinking about evan .. i've just now realized that i like that boy alot. arrggghh, after all my thinking i had to take a shower & then my family & i went to the mall .. we were looking for my little brother one of those wwe wrestling rings. if he becomes a wrestler when he gets older, i won't be surprised. after that, we went to wal-mart & just bought some junk. came home & then my dad who was suppose to pick me up yesterday called & asked my mom could i come with him today. so yeah, went back to wal-mart & waited for him because my stepdad doesn't want him around the house so, i waited at wal-mart for him. at wal-mart i saw alex, lost little lonely girl who wandered from her mother & never found her. finally, he got there & then we just rode around & talked. i had a headache so, he took me to his friends house & this guy came out with some kind of spray or whatever sprayed it on my hand & just rub that stank crap on my nose my forehead & the back of my neck. it was making my eyes all watery & stuff.  after that, we went to my aunts house & my little cousin like attacked me right when i got in there. after all that, i went in a room to continue writing my movie script. sunday - i was still with my dad. we rode around some more, went to go get my sister & then rode around some more. we stopped by a church, i was kind of like 'why are we going to church in some jeans?' luckily, it was over & they were all just in there eating. we chilled with them for a second, then we left. we all, except my dad, went to wal-mart to get my cousin this big jeep toy truck that he can ride around in & got him other toys & then my aunt went grocery shopping. oh yeah, we also went to go see my aunt in the hospital .. i couldn't see her because i had a cold & that wouldn't have been good for her. around about 6, we went back to the house chilled, ate & all of that & then i had to go back home. moment with my brother: i told you the place my granny use to take me was the credit urine. ( i thought that was pretty funny. ) </b></b> that was my weekend. love you lots.  -- * eriCa <3 If you want more luck, take more chances. -- Brian Tracy i see people won't ever meet.

[18 Dec 2004|10:01am] [ music | something's missing -- john mayer ] i've just now realized how much i want him. i see people won't ever meet.

[16 Dec 2004|04:23pm] [ music | My <DSMBR -- Linkin Park ] holy moly taday was awesome. you know what's messed up though? i have a friend gilda ( niecey ) & today on our way to the capital, we were making jokes about each other. then, it came down to her & we were like "we heard aaron carter is looking for a girlfriend." it was only a joke, ok. she got mad & didn't talk to us for the rest of the day. i think this is what it is, we kept pairing her up with all these white guys & for some reason she didn't like that & got mad at us. weirdo 0_o. oh crappp, greg is like the craziest kid ever. want to hear a story he told me? i'm going to try & make it close to what he said as to where you can understand it. you ask me what ass tastes like? well, one night in prison .. my bunk-mate, bobo got a little stirry so, he sat on my face & said 'suck it'. i could not breath so, i had no choice. after i sucked out all of the nuts, i discovered what ass tastes like. hah, then on the bus once we got back from the capital i was like "i want your bod." so then, alex is like "greg, erica said she loves you." he goes "i know, i like a bit of chocolate swirl. i like my coffee black with sugar." that was so dang funny. woah, woah, woah .. in the chorus room guys were changing into their uniforms & we went in there to get our stuff & they are all in there with their shirts off .. it was great, some of them really had some nice bods. so, once we got back from the cap they went in there & changed again so a lot of us girls like ran in their to see them .. they strip-teased. then, mrs. rollins came so .. we all had to leave. perverted, i know. want to hear something weird? me alex & lacey were all in the library & alex was like "i want to see jabriel." & i was like "i want to see evan." & right when we walked out he was walking towards us, gahhhh it was embarrassing `cause alex was like, "he's looking at you, he's looking at you." that's enough, i know i'm annoying you. love you though. -- * eriCa <3 A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love. -- Stendhal i see people won't ever meet.

[15 Dec 2004|07:13pm] [ music | back to you -- john mayer ] did i mention that today is tyler's birthday? - it's so sad. - i see people won't ever meet.

[15 Dec 2004|07:09pm] damn crackpots. i see people won't ever meet.

[14 Dec 2004|08:05pm] [ music | no phone -- cake ] wowwww, i'm dead. there is a chorus concert happening right now & i'm not there. mrs. rollins is going to be so pissed off tomorrow. i'm to freaking cold right now to even go anywhere. so, why would i go outside to freeze some more? i can't get warm, my mom says it's steaming in here & i'm not hot. this is not normal, it's going to be like 20 something degrees tonight & tomorrow morning & through the rest of the week .. not cool & not natural. oh my goddd, the kid i like was trying to be so smooth today. i asked him a question, right? you know how when teachers can't hear you & they have to lean closer to you & like put their hands behind your back or whatever, he tried to put his arm around my shoulder. weird. on the other hand, i'm still thinking about the fact that tyler's birthday is tomorrow why did i have to know when it was!? the without a trace episode i just got done watching showed enrique so many motherfrucking ( heh ) times & when that happens, i'm happy. he's so beautiful, if only i was molly sims .. i'd be the happiest person alive. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! previews for the next american idol! wow. "stop! stop! stop!" man, simon is freaking awesome sometimes. Erica: This guy had us outside running in thunder & lightning. Lacey: Don't talk about him like that. Erica: I'm serious. Lacey: He makes hairy legs look sexy. ( Referring to Coach Eto ) WoOoOo, MERRY CRUNK-MAS! o k k k k k k. =) I love you!! -- * eriCa <3 If you play it safe in life, you've decided that you don't want to grow anymore. -- Shirley Hufstedler i see people won't ever meet.

[14 Dec 2004|07:25am] [ mood | cold ] forgot to update yesterday. i had a cramp, still & basically i was PMSing i wasn't that mean though. actually, i don't think i barely said much. at lunch, it was great .. i have this friend, brittani. she's nice, & does not say 'NO' very often so, i was kind of like "one of these days, you are going to say no." like 15 minutes later, me & alex asked her for some of her food to see what she would say & she finally said no. "no! and that's how it goes!" yay brittani!  yesterday was also erika's birthday, truthfully .. i forgot. i mean, by lunch i remembered it was her birthday. since today is the 14th that means one more day until tyler's birthday. it sucks just thinking about it.  in gym, we had to run & coach told me that i placed first with the girls. i hurt my ankle & he's like "you hurt your ankle for a pizza party?" uh, no. i hurt my ankle because i didn't want to hear him & he would've made me run anyway & i probably still would've placed first .. i seriously can't help that i'm a fast runner. LET ME BE iN A SCARY MOViE!!  anyway, i have to get ready for school. oh yeah, i think i like someone else. grrr, why must i like these guys so fast? anyway, catch you later!  -- * erica <3 The supreme happiness of life, is the conviction that we are loved.</b> -- Victor Hugo 1 moving on down my street, i see people won't ever meet.

[13 Dec 2004|04:59pm] [ music | Dream -- Sisqo f/ Chinky ] ( i'm tired of rumors starting, i'm sick of being followed. ) i see people won't ever meet.

[12 Dec 2004|11:32am] [ music | Vitamin R ( Leading Us Along ) -- Chevelle ] Mannn .. I have not updated in this thing for a while. Wow. I'm bored. I want to make some icons but, I don't have have any of the things to make them with. I'm too lazy, I use to have it but, this stupid computer screwed up & when they fixed it they deleted everything so .. I have none of the icons I made & I have to start all over. Once again, I'm too lazy. I have a cramp & it sucks .. it's also very cold outside. I hate when it's cold in Florida, arggghhh. Went to the mall yesterday, since I didn't want to hear any of the cheesy music they play .. I took my CD player. I can't seem to take the Maroon 5 CD out for some reason so yeah, I was listening to that. I got a ski jacket, hah. Now .. where shall I ski? It was cute so, I snagged it. Ohhh man, the Jay-Z/Linkin Park CD, it came out the say after my birthday [ Nov 29th ] .. I have it & I love it. They should do more songs together. OK, I'm getting really bored & tired .. I'm listening to rock music to keep me awake, all that screaming. Love you! -- * eriCa <3 but i, cannot forget. refuse to regret, so glad i met you & take my breath away. make everyday, worth all of the pain that i've gone through. i see people won't ever meet.

[20 Nov 2004|07:31pm] [ mood | hyped ] [ music | through with you -- maroon 5 ] hah, had a long convo with erika with a K today. here's some different stuff from that convo. CallMeASafel3et: oh goodness. it's so embarassing. i'm always looking at *blank*, and sometimes he sees me. and i'm all like ''ahh!" and turn red and stuff. CallMeASafel3et: i feel like jim from american pie. yay its eriCa x3: hah. CallMeASafel3et: except. a girl. CallMeASafel3et: and i don't play with pie. yay its eriCa x3: i hate that. when you're looking at them, they somehow turn around like it's as if they know you're staring. CallMeASafel3et: haha. yess. CallMeASafel3et: and trying to play if off as if you weren't is the worst. Haha, you people out there who like someone. You know how that is. CallMeASafel3et: erica. i'm so sick of those preps who have "i LOVE SOANDSO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and all that other crap. when you know by next month, they'll have a new boyfriend. yay its eriCa x3: it would be cool if they were just like .. billy, 11/12/04 <3 or something like that. they have to go through all the exclamation points & the capital letters. Seriously people, it doesn't take all of that. It's cute that you have a guy but, tone it down. CallMeASafel3et: swift creek could be the next dagrassi. yay its eriCa x3: seriously. CallMeASafel3et: haha yay its eriCa x3: man, it'd be better. CallMeASafel3et: awe, but who would play ellie? yay its eriCa x3: anybody. CallMeASafel3et: nobody pretty enough. =( yay its eriCa x3: oh true. yay its eriCa x3: it doesn't have to be exactly like that though. yay its eriCa x3: it can be hardcore. yay its eriCa x3: degrassi: jerry springer style. CallMeASafel3et: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA! Yeah, with all that drama at Swift Creek. Friends messing with another friends boyfriend, bring on the cameras for the crying & the fighting. By the way, I'm obsessed with the Jerry Springer show. =) -- * eriCa <3 2 moving on down my street, i see people won't ever meet.

[18 Nov 2004|04:54pm] [ mood | bored ] I got this from 121603 (A) First, recommend to me: 1. a movie: 2. a book: 3. a musical artist, song, or album: (B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. (C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything. * eriCa <3 2 moving on down my street, i see people won't ever meet.

[17 Nov 2004|04:37pm] [ mood | annoyed ] Yeah .. since November the 2nd, wow.</font> It's been fun .. bad .. fun. =) Been talking to that beesh Evan more. I really don't feel like writing in this diary or any of them. I have a cramp & I'm just not in the mood. Jerry Springer is a freaking hilarious show when I get older I'm going to go on the show kick ass. I will get on there some how. Robby told me I was obsessed with him today. Psssh. Just because when he's around I always say "Wow. I'm getting really hot, is Robby around somewhere?"I'm just kidding with the boy. He does have the sexiest eyes ever .. not afraid to admit that. Got my progress reports .. got 2 D's, 2 A's, 1 B, & a C. Ms. Prichard, I hate that lady. I'm switching to Mrs. Zoda's class .. Mrs. Schroeder, I hate that lady. I'm going to try to get in Mrs. Crowder's class. I'm definitely going to try to get out of Mrs. Schroeder's class. I could deal with Bitchard for a year but, not Schroeder. I have a major cold because freaking Coach Eto has us out in the cold playing damn soccer. The afternoon, I wouldn't mind but we have him in the morning. He even has a cold, I think. What a dork. 2 moving on down my street, i see people won't ever meet.

[02 Nov 2004|06:10pm] [ mood | content ] hah, i talked to evan about my liking him .. he's cool with it. think i'm kind of drifting away from all of that now that i've talked to him. this chick that also likes him comes up to me & is like "did you write evan a note?" yar, i did .. is that a problem? this girl also liked tyler, the other guy who i liked last year. i don't like her, not because she likes evan & LiKED tyler, it's just .. she's not herself. she completely tries to be someone else to fit in. off of that. in math john winston rebecca jawanza greg travis & all of us were having fun. we were picking on each other & singing but, then we had to do a worksheet & john looks at my paper & tells me i got one wrong & tried to help me but, ms. pearson wrote his name on the board which pissed him off. i was hyper today. man, i just have to say this .. KERRY/EDWARDS `04!!!! need a new damn president anyway. oh man! i got a new favorite quote .. if you watched david letterman last night, you'll know what i'm talking about. this was on his top ten list last night .. "I saw your sister with Mary Cheney - there was no sign of Dick." if you don't get that, wow. haha, that's just amazing .. david letterman is wild. another quote i like, by cedric the entertainer .. "These some wild times to have that dumbass president we got." if that offends anyone, i'm sorry. it's just funny to me. we had to play a dodgeball game in gym it was one side for bush & one side for kerry the bush side won both games `cause they cheated, they wouldn't get out once they got hit & coach eto acted like he didn't see it. he & coach jeter voted for bush, that's not cool.  they aren't cool anymore. woah, this is long. i need to do my homework anyway. love you.  -- * eriCa <3 1 moving on down my street, i see people won't ever meet.

[30 Oct 2004|09:43am] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | through with you -- maroon 5 ] eriCa has screwed up once .. again.  crushing is the most horrible thing you could ever do. now, i have to go talk to him. guess that'll be kind of good in a way. but, whatever. yesterday was still a good day, sort of unforgettable. mainly because of the cheesy pep rally. the dancers did really good there but, in the lunchroom .. that wasn't so fascinating. the cheerleaders looked so unenthusiatic. you know? it's whatever. haha, i'm so stupid .. our teacher asked us what word [ satellite, bulletin, television ] had only one l in it & i said satellite. heh, i spelled it wrong on my paper. see, on the paper i spelled it sattelite i was just focused on seeing which one had only one i `cause that was what she asked first but, it was the wrong question. wow, in gym .. woah, they were playing some dodgeball game & one of the kids threw the ball really hard & it hit this guy right in the face .. it literally blew the guy back when it hit him.  never thought i could see anything more funnier. lunch was fun too, the teachers were trying to sing it was pretty funny. i was really hyper today, i ate two starburst in my first class & then i ate some more in my third class. after that, i was eating SKiTTLES .. so yeah, that had me hyper.  in science, matt was picking on everyone. he was picking on brandon really bad .. then, they started cracking on each other. it was pretty funny. i need to go wash some clothes. red ribbon week, say no to drugs is a fun week. seemed like people were on drugs though. gotta go! love you.  -- * eriCa <3 1 moving on down my street, i see people won't ever meet.

[28 Oct 2004|08:45pm] [ mood | hungry ] "you have a huge cranium." they were picking on me but, it was quite funny. what's really funny is .. their heads are bigger than me. my eye was irritating me all day, it was red yesterday it was red today but now i don't think it is red anymore but it really itches & i don't want to scratch it but, i think it'll be impossible not to. then school dance is tomorrow, i want to go because i'm sure evan is going. i'm going to go with my friend to another pary though .. friends first! why are guys so much more funnier than girls? it's just really weird to me. also, guys don't really backstab people as much as girls do, i was just thinking about that. interesting to me. WE GET TO GO TO THE PEP RALLY TOMORROW RATHER THAN CLASS! WOO-HOO! =) I know it's going to suck but, I'd rather go there than to class & have to read a boring story. Tomorrow might be a very special Friday for some uncertain reason .. might remember it for a while.  -- * eriCa <3 2 moving on down my street, i see people won't ever meet.

[28 Oct 2004|08:12am] [ mood | apathetic ] yesterday was cool. maybe it was because half of the day we weren't at school. the play we went to go see, horrible. i was trying to go to sleep but, i couldn't find the right position those damn chairs were so uncomfortable. but, we were sort of talking the whole time. then, the bus rides were fun too. people were singing those kid songs the "ghetto" way. before we left, you know .. our school is cheap so we only had two buses & they were those jail buses. my whole class got in the bus except alexandria, tracy, christle, kyle, & me. we had to go with the other group, that was good because all my friends were on the second trip. so, while we were in their waiting .. we were taking pictures for the yearbook. it was hilarious, we took some of the craziest pictures. we took pictures on the lockers, the boys` bathroom door .. it was funnnn. =) after we got back to school, we ate lunch then we left & started walking around, some of us went to the gym. then, they sent all of the 8th graders to the lunchroom where we had to wait for some of our teachers to get back to the school so we could go to class. wish it was like that everyday. anyway, i have got to go. love you.  -- * eriCa <3 1 moving on down my street, i see people won't ever meet.

[26 Oct 2004|07:59pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | sunshine -- jojo ] today was also very fun. everyone wore jerseys today & i was surprised to see that lots of people were wearing 'Florida Gator' jerseys. the gators rock my world! people were very hyper today. haha, in math today jawanza was singing that little 'i'm a ford truck man, that's all i drive.' or whatever those words are. then john & winston were singing some other country song. weirdos.  hilarious in gym .. i asked for a soccer ball, right? then some little boys came out & wanted to play soccer so i was like sure then, they invited all their friends. so, i went back inside & since i got bored .. i went back out to watch them, they started a game. while they were playing one of the kids kicked the ball & it hit another kid in the face really hard & at first i was like "oh my god." then, coach eto started laughing so, that made me laugh & then he tried to say that i was mean cause i was laughing at the kid. he started it first! now, the second time i laughed myself & then the third time, i just had to go inside it was getting too funny. my friend wrote in pig latin on my hand .. iay ovelay vaneay rigmanbay if that is pig latin. if you know pig latin & that's right, you should know what it says. if you don't it's i love evan brigman.  interesting. pig latin, is that what that funny language is called? all my favorite shows are about to come on so, i gotta go. love you.  -- * eriCa <3 i see people won't ever meet.

[25 Oct 2004|08:24pm] [ mood | bored ] gym was great today. i HEARD COACH JETER TALK!!. that was a highlight for me, i never hear him talk. he said like 6 sentences at one time. that wasn't the great part, don't think i'm crazy. nah, everyone was just playing around being crazy .. people were talking about nasty stuff though. the boys were talking about who could play football better, they all suck on the field so .. didn't matter. independently, they're great. together, woah. people were fighting over kool-aid powder. i think i like two guys now, evan of course & then there's another guy. won't mention his name, it'll turn up soon though, i'm sure. BOO YOU WHORE. i love that. anyway, i got to go. i guess i'll go watch the two people running for senate debate on tv, nothing else is on. DEMOCRATS ALL THE WAY!! <33 -- * eriCa <3 1 moving on down my street, i see people won't ever meet.

[23 Oct 2004|11:52am] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | james dean -- daniel bedingfield ] yesterday at school was cool. even though i had a cramp out of this world, it was fun. chorus was sort of fun, i said something that i didn't mean for it to be mean or funny but, the sopranos have this really really really high note to sing & maybe it was because it was extremely loud but, they didn't sound so great. so, i was like "high notes are horrible." & people just started laughing. i can't talk though because when us altos have to sing high notes .. gosh damnit. you don't want to hear it. math is always fun, were the fun class. i had to make up a test but, i was talking to john & jawanza the whole time. then, she let us play a game but, it ended in like 5 minutes because we couldn't shut up. you can't blame us though, she asked a group spell the last four letters in the word correspondence those dumbasses said ince. come on now, that was funny. that was the easiest question & they got it wrong. one person spelled it first which was wrong & then the other guy is like "no! let me do it." he went & spelled it the same way the other guy did. that made it more funny. it was hilarious after lunch too, they kept us out of the hallway because they said there was a snake in there .. i don't think there was a snake i think the teachers were just having a party & didn't want us to see anything. i saw him kissing a girl in the hallway. for some reason, i didn't make me mad. grossed me out but, didn't make me mad. yeah, my day was still wonderful. love you. -- * eriCa <3 1 moving on down my street, i see people won't ever meet.

[21 Oct 2004|07:42am] [ mood | recumbent ] [ music | page avenue -- story of the year ] he's done it again. he is going to go back out with the same girl again! thought he would've learned by now, guess not. i can't complained, i wasted time & she got him before me .. again, wait, for the 3rd time. this chick hasn't even broken up with her other boyfriend yet, what the fuck!? know what? i'm not even going to get myself in a bad mood for all of that. hah, i hate sitting between two boys who listen to country music. in my math class, i sit between two guys, john & winston .. they love to listen to country music. they also love to sit there & sing so they can annoy the shit out of me. in a way, it's sort of funny but, i don't listen to country music so then, in a way .. it's annoying out of this world. they also like to make fart noises with their hands, not cool. then, i have to sit in front of greg who i swear was behind me fantasizing about some girl. out of the blue, "i like girls." or "yes, i like that." i was like, wow. then, i have to sit behind jawanza who just LOVES to annoy me. he likes to hit my folder that has enrique murciano & eric close on the front, he knows i love them so, he tortures my poor little folder. sean, he's like the only cool person over there. he's nice to me. =) "look, there's a black spot on the board & it's moving." that is so funny to me, you have to be there to know what i'm talking about. anyway, got to go. love you. -- * eriCa <3 "keep up with style, vote for kiara & kyle." [ man, that is so pimp. ] 4 moving on down my street, i see people won't ever meet.

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