hello random.

boredom led to the decision for a new journal.


today was nicole time since she leaves for chicago until like tuesday i think.


friday i start working for carol, and im so excited.
i know its probably going to be hell for a while, but i think i'll learn alot.
i wish i was good enough to ride for a living.
scratch that, i just wish i was callan, anyway.


things are pretty good lately,
my friends are awesome,
this summer has been quite alot of fun
its pretty funny, ever summer goes the same
it starts out so slow for me and then towards the end its like i dont have enough hours in teh day to do what i want to do.
the end of july and all of august is going to fly by.


i start working, then im going to try and fit in going to LBI with nicole
then i go to NY with carol
then i come home, go to trooper week
which causes me to unfortunately miss phantom with kendall
but she said she'd go see it again, i think my mom said end of august
and all the while im going to have to try and make sure toolman starts moving along more
and im sure theres other things,
but i'm glad that i have things to do
i would hate having to just sit around.

ive come to terms with so many things in my life,
like how things really do work out if they are meant to be
and how to think of the bigger picture
and not to get wrapped up in the little things
how i dont need a boy to make me happy
how if im determined and really want something i can do it
ive learned so much the past few years
anyway, id say im a happy girl right now

i love you all.