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[Feb 02 2007 6:46pm] |
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im sick and sad and pmsing and i cried during apparel class [and it probably looked like i was crying over nothing] and then when we were talking about getting engaged, and ashley said she wanted her future fiance to ask for her fathers permission, and i almost said me too, but then i remember that would require grave digging. and i have now gained back every ounce of fat i lost last summer, plus some. and i had this dream the other day that was one of the worst of my entire life [and i always have strange dreams, so for this to reign as the worst is a big deal] and its been haunting me and keeping me on the verge of tears for the past few days and im really just past the point of exhaustion and im not sure i can make it through two hours of baby ballet tomorow morning, or more, i really just dont want to. and i washed my moms hair in the sink earlier, and we both found that entertaining.
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[Dec 21 2006 1:06am] |
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i can't believe i turn seventeen in 23 hours.
i absolutely am not ready for this! i havent been sixteen long enough!!
oh well.
i hope this is a nice birthday, the past few have really been quite shitty.
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[Nov 14 2006 4:29pm] |
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fuck this perpetually foul and hatefull mood I've found myself stuck in
as well as having the power to manage to screw things up once again
[not that any effects have been seen.]
i think my biorythm charts have lied to me.
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[Oct 29 2006 6:22pm] |
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2 years and counting and I miss him more than ever
and I still havent figured out what to do about it.
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___________ohmy
