urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables Jessica Jessica 2008-10-05T19:03:24Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:103982 2008-10-05T19:03:24Z 2008-10-05T19:03:24Z I don't feel well. <br />I want to go home but I'm stuck at work. <br />I have to many options and that's where a girl gets herself into trouble. <br />That's all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:103708 2008-10-02T06:47:36Z 2008-10-02T06:47:36Z estelle - the 18th day.<br /><br /><br />things are wonderful.<br />i'm seriously stressed but i wouldn't have it any other way.<br /><br />boy is lovely.<br />he makes me smile.<br />(this is probably jinxing it - haha)<br /><br />hair cut today... well trim and it looks healthy.<br />it's getting LONG.<br /><br />&lt;33<br />corrrrrraaa how's school?<br />mish yew. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:103383 2008-08-29T03:13:22Z 2008-08-29T03:13:22Z Just one of those days. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:103066 2008-08-16T03:00:52Z 2008-08-16T03:00:52Z Love my blackberry urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:102708 2008-07-02T06:23:37Z 2008-07-02T06:23:37Z i'm over gladiator sandals.<br />i washed my blankets today.<br />most amazing thing ever.<br />new tire tomorrow.<br />watching an anthrax documentary on the history channel.<br />I had a wonderful hair day.<br />and tomorrow i think i'm helping tiffany file?<br />i dont know.<br /><br />&lt;33<br /><br />ps i still have no idea where my camera is. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:102614 2008-06-21T04:18:41Z 2008-06-21T04:18:41Z friends and family.<br />despite all your advice I purchased a jetta today.<br />I'm in love.<br />and I can have a life again, well almost haha.<br />I have to change my spending habbits.<br />but helloooo life.<br />&lt;33<br />just an update.<br />I'll post pictures when I find my camera.<br />I hope your weekends go as wonderfully as mine is suppose to.<br />&lt;33 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:102343 2008-06-14T15:46:59Z 2008-06-14T15:46:59Z <a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/___47syllables/pic/00032894/"><img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/___47syllables/pic/00032894/s320x240" width="320" height="240" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />i want a day off. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:102031 2008-06-13T07:11:47Z 2008-06-13T07:11:47Z I feel like i'm being replaced by another girl named jessica.<br />my guy friends don't really call me to hang out anymore because this new jessica gives head and other sexual favors and I am strictly the female friend that is just a friend.<br />I will pick you up at three am because you're drunk and bring you to mcdonald's. then drive you home bring you inside help you get into bed and then lock the door on my way out.<br />I'm a wonderful friend - but they want the skank.<br />whatever.<br />also.<br />i have a crush, haha understatement.<br />I have, i'll guesstimate it to be six crushes.<br />only two would i pursue, the other four not so much.<br />but whatever i'm jessica the girl that doesn't get along with females but is buddy buddy with the dudes.<br />lantergzhhar<br /><br />car shopping is still happening.<br />it is 3.11 in the morning and I have to get up for work in four hours.<br />oh well - another wasted friday night here i come. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:101822 2008-06-12T05:54:33Z 2008-06-12T05:54:33Z i just want someone to spend my lunch break with.<br />either on the phone or in person.<br />that's not asking for much.<br />also.<br />i would like to feel pretty.<br />and skinny.<br />and 'worth it' whatever that may mean. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:101261 2008-06-09T05:15:34Z 2008-06-09T05:15:34Z i have a terrible stomach ache.<br /><b>stress is killing me</b>.<br />i just want to go on a nice date,<br />and i mean nice - with a nice boy.<br />where i can have a decent conversation.<br />the end. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:101022 2008-05-29T18:58:09Z 2008-05-29T18:58:29Z "<i>out of sight - out of mind</i>''<br />that is exactly how i've been living recently.<br />idk if that is a good thing or not. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:100695 2008-05-27T05:46:12Z 2008-05-27T05:46:12Z oh my. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:100597 2008-05-23T05:01:00Z 2008-05-23T05:01:00Z it went well.<br />we talked.<br />I'm happy with where we are.<br />how scarry is it to actually open up to someone?<br />even someone that years ago being open with was a normal thing.<br /><br />we're working on it.<br />i'm feeling better.<br />more comfortable.<br />more confident.<br /><br />thank you&lt;33<br />mz - ill telephone tomorrow afternoon.<br />home or cell phone? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:100329 2008-05-22T05:35:40Z 2008-05-22T05:35:40Z i just sent an email pouring a bit of my heart out.<br />now we wait. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:99869 2008-05-21T12:13:02Z 2008-05-21T12:13:02Z i'm over analyzing myself into a heart break. =/ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:99271 2008-05-10T03:44:48Z 2008-05-10T03:44:48Z it's good.<br />i'm good.<br />life is beautiful.<br />but that's never changed.<br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:98874 2008-05-07T22:47:04Z 2008-05-07T22:47:04Z here we go again.<br /><br /><br /> <br /><a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/___47syllables/pic/000313xd/"><img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/___47syllables/pic/000313xd/s320x240" width="180" height="240" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />yeap. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:98691 2008-05-02T02:28:29Z 2008-05-02T02:28:51Z I can play the same game he does.<br />I know I can. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:98412 2008-05-01T07:50:38Z 2008-05-01T07:50:38Z rodney is back in my life.<br />fuck.<br />fuck.<br />fuck. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:98281 2008-05-01T02:39:06Z 2008-05-01T02:39:06Z pacsun made a better offer.<br />i stayed.<br />missy is leaving for the commons.<br /><br />you're my beneficiary.<br />don't tell dad.<br /><br />ps. im 19 and he tried to give me a midnight curfew.<br />the last time my curfew was midnight i was 16.<br />HAHAHA he's fucking kidding me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:97945 2008-04-28T05:52:33Z 2008-04-28T05:52:33Z fuck today. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:97564 2008-04-25T20:21:20Z 2008-04-25T20:21:20Z thomas just called.<br /><br /><font size="9">THEY OFFERED ME 2nd ASSISTANT!</font><br /><br />that means new job kiddies.<br />&lt;33<br /><br />i'm nervous<br />but<br />wicked excited.<br />wish me luck&lt;3<br /><br />and thank you all for keeping your fingers crossed urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:97314 2008-04-24T19:22:26Z 2008-04-24T19:22:26Z so im honestly in love with the new album<br />but I miss the old sound.<br />a lot.<br /><br /><br />and on another note.<br />I had a conversation with someone this morning via. txt messages.<br />and haha we didn't know each other it was a wrong number.<br />haha<br />big opps on their part for starting it.<br /><br /><br />nice day out.<br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:97268 2008-04-22T02:43:00Z 2008-04-22T02:45:05Z i read a bunch of journals today.<br />random people, friends of friends.<br />and it made me think.<br />I adore my life but my list of spring resolutions needs to be accomplished.<br />I need to take charge.<br />I had my second interview today.<br />it went well.<br />please keep your fingers crossed and if you pray, throw me in there at the end?<br />Thanks guys.<br /><br /><br />I have one eyelash on my left top eye lid that grows down, the rest grow up.<br />now it's the most annoying thing ever, but today after i did my make up i was looking for that one eyelash because i normally have to i guess, scrape, the mascara off it so other people wont notice it... but the eye lash wasn't there. It made me really sad, I'm hoping i just did an awesome job of curling it up today, and that it didn't fall out. I dont know why but if it's gone I'm going to be really sad.<br /><br />Boys are upsetting me.<br />Boys that I am interested in.<br />Not the boys I hang out with on a daily basis.<br /><br />updates?<br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___47syllables:95393 2008-04-03T05:42:44Z 2008-04-03T05:42:44Z a little bird told me that today is someone's twentieth birthday.<br /><br />sooooo<br /><br /><img src="http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y206/___47syllables/happy-birthday.gif" border="0" alt="Photobucket"><br /><br />HAPPY BIRTHDAY <a href="http://inochisuru-shi.livejournal.com/profile">inochisuru_shi </a>!<br />enjoy you're day.<br />and don't do anything terrible.