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I take summers off 'cause I love winter beef
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| Too many goodbyes |
[22 Jun 2006|01:28am] |
I had to say goodbye to Bri for the summer yesterday. It was awful.
And just a minute ago I had to say goodbye to Andrew until November. He, Rachael, and Andrew came over at 11 and we had a campfire in the backyard. We just sat on the swing and talked the whole time, nothing big at all, just little stuff. I'm going to miss that kid so much. I can't believe I'm not going to see him until November.
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[21 Jun 2006|02:02pm] |
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This is my horoscope for today.
Obstacles that might stop a lesser love-seeker in their tracks are no match for your perseverance -- and quick thinking, and ability to see the humor in it all. Keep on keepin' on, baby.
This means don't let the Kayleigh thing bother you.
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[20 Jun 2006|11:59pm] |
So. My phone breaks, and from 2 until 11 I am not able to be reached. I get "BABY OH MY GOD I WAS SO UPSET I DIDN'T KNOW WHERE YOU WERE I WANTED TO SEE YOU SO BAD I HAVEN'T TALKED TO YOU SINCE YOU LEFT LAST NIGHT OH NOOOOOO". Haha.
I have this shit in the bag. Imagine what he'll be like when I take his virginity.
On another note. We got into a little argument (argument=me yelling) about this girl Jordan today. I guess she really likes him (go friggen figure) and he forgot her birthday today, and she was really upset. He was real dumb about it too, she was like "SO WHAT'S TODAY?" and he said "Uh...Tuesday". He told her that he thought her birthday was this Friday because that's when her party is. He stopped when he was telling me this and asked me if he should go to the party. I said it would probably be a good idea, considering the fact that he forgot her birthday in the first place and made it seem as if he was going to show up. It's the least he can do. So then he pulls a "dur I'm not going unless you go" to which I was just like WHATEVER ANDRES. At first I thought it would be really mean, but then I thought about it and changed my mind. I'm not going to shove it in her face or anything. So we went over that whole thing, what he will and will not do around this girl (assuming that she's nice like I think she is...if she gives me attitude we're TOTALLY having buttsex in front of her haha), which was painfully hard to relay to him. Then all of a sudden "Whatever we're not going, I don't want to go, she's not even really my friend". GAHHHHHHH.
I love arguing haha :)
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| Andrew's graduation party |
[18 Jun 2006|08:00pm] |
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So I'll give you the whole story. I got there before Andres and his family did, so Rachael, Andrew, Kaylee (not to be confused with Kayleigh, the poor girl that tries to keep Andres and I apart like it's her job), and John sat on the deck by ourselves. When I heard the car pull in I got really, really nervous. Not the reaction I expected to have. I don't know, I guess it's because I haven't seen him in so long. So homeboy walks out to the deck and doesn't even look at me. It looked like he was going to walk right past me. But he comes over, still not making eye contact with me once, KISSES ME ON THE MOUTH, then sits in a chair behind me. His mom (who I hadn't met previously) yells "Watch it!" in Spanish. I was like GREAT Andres now your mom hates me. Us girls went inside to talk shit for a little bit, then I stayed inside to call Crystal while they went out to go in the hot tub. I guess on her way out, Rachael sat down and talked to Andres. She asked him why he wasn't talking to me, and he said "Because I like her Rachael...you know why". But then he came in and sat on the bed with me. We talked for like two minutes then went and sat by the hot tub. When we were walking outside I walked past his Mom and she smiled really nicely at me, which was a relief. She's really really cute. When we were outside he kept putting his hands on my knees and holding my hands but we didn't talk that much. They had to go watch a boxing match after a few hours so he told me he'd call me later. After that we all hung out in the hot tub. I'm going to miss Andrew so much, he's leaving Thursday. Besides Wyatt he's my only close guy friend. My Mom ended up driving to pick me up at like 1 or so. When I charged my phone back up I had a text message and a voicemail from Andres. He sounded kind of upset in the voicemail.
Today he texted me when I was out. I guess his Mom really liked me, she said I'm "so pretty I look like a doll". I'm really glad she thought that, I'm always worried about that stuff. He asked something to the effect of what was going on with us, and I told him I'd call him when I got home. Which was kind of ambiguous, I always forget that people don't know what your feelings are haha. I called him and told him the only thing keeping us apart was Kayleigh and all that bullshit, which is the fault of all three of us.
So. I'm supposed to see him tomorrow and I guess I'll have a better idea from there. I'm going into this with no expectations at all.
I really do write a whole lot of nothing in this thing. I could have said all of that in like one sentence.
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[18 Jun 2006|01:18am] |
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So. Lyndsay and Andres the Remix. Number 5. Stay tuned.
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| I'M FREEEEEEEEE |
[17 Jun 2006|03:19am] |
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So today was OFFICIALLY my last day of school. It's that whole Friday after finals deal where no one goes in--but I had to because Ms. Epps said she would fail me if I didn't (because of my absences bullshit). So I was all hot and bothered at the beginning of the day, even though I knew Armando was picking me up and taking me to the beach afterwards. I told Richardo about that (explaining why I had my swim suit on) and he was like "OH MY GOD YOU'RE SO LUCKY I HAVEN'T BEEN TO THE BEACH IN FOUR YEARS!". I was like dammmn boy we only live like 10 minutes away, the fucks your problem? So of course I invited him, I told him I'd run it by Armando first but he wouldn't care. So Richardo and I hung out the whole school day, mostly in Grove's room. I called Armando after 6th block and told him we were ready so Richardo and I ducked out with 2 blocks left. He was SO EXCITED, like I kind of felt bad for him. He really doesn't go out with his friends at all...if I'd have known that all year I would have been hanging out with the kid everyday. He's REALLY awesome. Like the kind of awesome I felt when I started talking to Crystal, I can really see us becoming close.
So, we all went to the beach, just kicked it for a few hours, then Armando had to go to work so Richardo and I went back to my house. He stayed for a few hours then had to go home. Maeve came over soon after, we hung out, then went to Kohl's. I got these really cute white slip on flats with rhinestones and these grey pants that make my butt look amazing. We got home at like 10:30 then Armando came back over because he just got out of work. As it turned out he had already met Maeve so that was cool. We watched Identity then went for a walk. We ended up walking for like half an hour then Maeve went inside to go to bed. Armando and I walked about a mile then I went home. He wants me to chill with him and Derek tomorrow because Derek is leaving 5 o'clock in the morning on Sunday. I don't know, I definitely want to say goodbye to Derek or whatever, but...that's his boy. I don't want to cut into their time at all. I know I've known Derek longer or whatever, but still. I don't know though, he seemed like he really wanted me to go. Maybe I'll just chill with them for a few hours then tell them to go out by themselves. I have two graduation parties tomorrow, Andrew's and Glen's, too. So I don't know.
All of that was fluff pretty much...I'M DONE WITH SOPHOMORE YEAR BABY!
And now I need to go to bed.
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[15 Jun 2006|11:05pm] |
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So today is OFFICIALLY my last day of school. It's that whole Friday-after-finals-that-no-one-goes to ISH but homegirl thinks she can fail me because that will be my thirteeth absence. BITCH PLEASE.
But nah I'm being a baby and going, I really can't fail spanish. I was all bummed at first, but Armando's picking me up and taking me to the beach after school so I'm happy again :)
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[12 Jun 2006|01:33pm] |
It's my birthday and I have the best family and friends in the world :-)
EDIT: Just kidding this birthday was fucking horrible.
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[08 Jun 2006|02:49pm] |
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I was walking today and Danny came running up behind me. He smiles and says "So are you happy?" and I asked "About what?". He replied "Your birthday! It is in 4 days, no?".
Lyndsay. You are a dumb, dumb girl sometimes.
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[06 Jun 2006|11:18pm] |
Today, Bri gave me...THE DECEMBER ISSUE OF PLAYBOY WITH MARILYN! Pat had it and told me he would bring it, but I didn't expect him to and I wasn't going to bug him. But today Bri was like "Lyndsay, I have a surprise for you..." and made me clothes my eyes and IT WAS SO EXCITING.
I'm going to miss her so much this summer :( Dumb Georgia.
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[03 Jun 2006|01:54pm] |
So this was my horoscope for yesterday...
"You're all fun chitchat, but a certain someone may have more on their mind. Make your boundaries clear to avoid hurt feelings -- or are those boundaries suddenly (and unexpectedly) expanding?"
Now you all know how that's usually not my style...but I got with the party boy last night ;)
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[01 Jun 2006|08:27pm] |
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Happy birthday Marilyn!
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[31 May 2006|11:36pm] |
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So yea. I'm quitting Montville High School and that's okay.
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[29 May 2006|05:29pm] |
You know how I said I feel bad for Andres? I take that back. This kid needs to BACK THE HELL OFF ME.
NOT INTERESTED means NOT INTERESTED.
EDIT: He just said that he'd still have feelings for me if I weighed 400 pounds. Oh man.
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[29 May 2006|12:47pm] |
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Yesterday was my first beach day of the year =)
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[27 May 2006|11:51pm] |
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I just had my first hula performance and it was really really awesome =)
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[27 May 2006|03:38pm] |
Oh man, I totally forgot. My mom found out about my nipple piercings when we were on the cruise. She didn't even care. I thought she was going to like kick me out of the family. Hmm. Even though it doesn't seem to bother her, sometimes I wish she didn't know. Oh well.
And Gordon tottttally thinks he's going to get with me again. Playa please. I ran into him at the store today, I totally wasn't prepared for that. He just kind of popped up out of nowhere. He talked to me for like ten minutes. He asked if I still had his number and I told him no, and he gave me a dirty look and said "Why?". I told him I got a new phone and couldn't transfer my numbers, and asked him if he still had mine, and he said no. Ooookay. How are you going to get mad at me for not having yours when you deleted mine? Then he asked for it again, and at first I hesitated, but I was like whatever and gave it to him, like I still want to be his friend. He asked what I was doing tonight and I said that I had my hula performance (so excited!) and Danielle's party (which I probably won't go to). Then he said he wants to hang out with Crystal, Glen, and me tomorrow night. Riiiiiight. It's not going to be like that haha.
But yea...I can't wait for our performance, I'm SOOOOO EXCITED!
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