Man to day like everyday

I wake up to my dad giving me meds
300 mg of effexor(anti-depressant and the max its 223 god know how i got 300)
Adderall Xr 30 mg later (I'm supposed to take the instance release 20 mg but its taken when i take the 30 mg for a rush and to come out of the CNS suppressant known as abifly)
I GET UP AND Great the people that talk back to me on aim then i play quake 2
after that i play yahoo pool with is pretty fun
then i sit hear for like 4 hours waiting for my PC to do something fun how ever it doesn't
i usually get off at 10:00 pm
and take my meds of limitacl (anticonvulsant/mood stabilizer)
and abifly (CNS suppressant/mood stabilizer i don't know why I'm taking 2 mood stabilizers)
but fuckit i realy dont care
FUCK it sucks doing nothing.