| Intuition strike again |
[16 Dec 2009|10:17pm] |
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Better to end it here that living it through illusion
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AGAIN!
Melissa's back alone with herself again
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| -=Intuition=- |
[29 Sep 2009|06:02pm] |
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I realized that i neglicted my LJ this past two months
Maybe because i found myself less alone with myself those days...
...or is this all just an illusion like usual!? and this is why i'm returning on LJ...
We'll see...
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| VACATION is 0n |
[14 Aug 2009|06:39pm] |
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Oh! My... long time no post!
I'm busy like hell what can i say there's so much novelty in my life.
Just wanna say that i'm on vacation starting now for two weeks...
I deserve it and i'm so tired. Time to relax or more "trying" to relax...
Planning for vacation:
-Going to Shawinigan-Sud, home sweet home, with my parents...
-Going to Québec City and going to see the exposition Body
-Going to Charlevoix (I hope...) So beautiful...
-Going fishing... :) and swimming in the lake near the home of my uncle...
-Going to my dentist at Shawi for a brand new mouth without cavities :P
Back in town the 27th of august...
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| A Last Good Bye from an Angel... |
[23 Jul 2009|09:19pm] |
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Last week, day by day, 0ne of my work colleague (advisor) died crush by a falling slab of concrete from a building when she was celebrating her birthday at a supper with her husband...
http://montreal.ctv.ca/servlet/an/local/CTVNews/20090717/mtl_guilbeault_090717/20090717/?hub=MontrealHome
She was 0ne of the sweetest person working at Cité-du-Nord...
Always smilling, always calm. When i was calling her she was available to help, everytime!
This is kind of weird knowing the person when a drastic accident like that happen...
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Today something very weird happen at the branch.
At 6:22pm a complete electric shut down occurred for 0ne second. But it was enough to make our compu going crazy and we lost for almost 5 minutes our connection to the mother-system. Seeing some "FATAL ERROR" everywhere on our desktop. After that... everything was going alright without closing the computers. The strange thing is that usually even if there's a big thunderstorm we don't even loose connection and today was a complete sunny day...
Something even more strange happened on the second floor where she was working and at the same exact time of the electric shut-down. A door at the (Advisor) reception closed by herself... but this door had no automatic closing device, only someone else can close this door.
We don't know the exact time that this accident happened but it what pretty much at the same time, same day...
So in my way of thinking it was the last goodbye from Lea...
When a soul has been projected in death suddenly without any signs sometimes they need to say a last goodbye before finding peace to their soul...
RIP now Lea....
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| Drastic event & weekend little review... |
[20 Jul 2009|08:37pm] |
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0ne of my work colleague has been crush by a "Part" of a building when she was celebrating her birthday with her husband at a restaurant. She would be back today at work after her vacation but never will be anymore...
Bad place at the bad moment...
Always taking away the best person in the world first...
The ambiance at the job is gruesome because of that event.
And well, i've gone to Quebec City this weekend but just had a glimpse of it since 3 years... But we had fun..... ;)
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Going at the bar Temps Partiel and it was fun even if the dancefloor is the same size of my compu room with an extra place for a big fan... that i forgot the name. But Dj Kronos was unbelievable and JF's set too..
I wish i'll be back there pretty soon...
In august maybe...
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| Dancing Fix... |===-- |
[11 Jul 2009|02:07pm] |
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I'm goint 0ut at Saphir tonight... :)
It's been a while really. I don't even remember the last time...
With all the previous situation in my life i wasn't in the mood to do so...
And now let's dance my ass 0ff...
(I hope :P)
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| Entomology Excursion |
[07 Jul 2009|10:39pm] |
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I found the gift for my mother from Alexandre an entomologist friend of JF...
He has so much species that i couldn't believe my own eyes...
I already bought the Xmas present for my mother there
She wanted a beetle in a glass and there it is...
A Goliathus variety...
Impressive & Elegant just like her...
I gave Alex a little extra and he gave me a specimen for my own :)
I named it my little "Ruby" :)
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| Weekend at Hull-Ottawa |
[05 Jul 2009|08:32pm] |
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I spent the weekend with Magenta and some friends at Hull.
I had a very long day at work friday and she was waiting for us to go...
We went there most of all for the the BBQ party at Hugo places...
A very neat new little home, with an awesome diner table :P, a toilet in the Entry coat wardrobe (perfect for a person like me who's suffering of the "pee-pee" walk syndrome when she enters her home) and "dancing pipes" in the basement that we made fun with during the party :P
Seeing the cat refuge near the Parlement of Ottawa saturday. With no cats! Only black rat-tree eating cat food and a beaver in the middle of that. That was funny! :P Last time i've gone to Ottawa i was very young i didn't remembered all the details of the architecture of this monument but with my adult eyes... i was very impressed.
We went to Gatineau Park today...
Thanks to the great weather!
I liked the little walk there...
And was angry at me because i forgot my digital camera :/
We took some great pictures of us and the spider in front of a Museum in Ottawa.
The sculpture was similar of the creatures of the movie "War of the worlds"
When i saw this spider... we had the obligation to stop for some pics :)
Nice weekend and now a zombie state for several days...
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| Worst movie ever... |
[29 Jun 2009|06:12pm] |
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...The Cell 2
What a waste of time...
The first 0ne was a piece of art and the other 0ne didn't deserved to be call a sequel of The Cell. The quality of a B-series but not good enough to be shown on television even on TQS. That was the worst movie i've seen in year (more than 10years). The special effets visuals of the mind part was even worst than the movies in the 80ties... Finally the cast was awful too...
Everything was awful!!! Don't even think about renting it...
You'll waste your money....
Awful Preview:
I "fast-forwarded" the last 45minutes and missed nothing, seriously!
You even saw the killer in the preview... wow!
This was the only "little intrigue" in the movie :P
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| -=Good Bye Grandma=- |
[22 Jun 2009|05:42pm] |
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I've been away from the net for a while because my last grand-parent just died at the age of almost 93 years old. She was the "Iron Lion Woman" till 2 and half weeks ago when she got a stroke. Her state was deteriorated day after day since that...
She died peacefully june 18 2009 at 6 pm and she's now born to something else that us (living people) doesn't know yet... She was my godmother, my grandmother and last year at the same time the owner of the place i'm living right now. Last month she was still autonomous but with a big lack of memory. Her visual faculty was 100% even at the end of her life. She never wore glasses... Still driving her car at 91years old. She was energetic, she was very artistic (painting, decoration, sewing) and just died as fast because she knew that she lived her life 100% and doesn't wanted to live it under this percentage...
Her name was Simone...
My middle name is Simonne with two N because my two grandmothers names was Simone...
This is from a photo-shoot taken in 2006 by the photographer Julie Durocher...
http://www.juliedurocher.com/
A very talented photographer...
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| Love doesn't seems to be real... |
[26 May 2009|07:25pm] |
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...for me
It's like another fairy tales that doesn't seems to exist in my world.
I have a lot of imagination and i can figure 0ut how it could be...
But i never felt the real part of it...
Just like i missed the boat once when i was eighteen and nothing more is going to happen in the future. It will "maybe" not be the case but the tarot card ruling my life is The Hermit...
"Alternately, The Hermit may be the old man or woman, metaphorically, that we meet who gives us the insights or tools or training we need to confront the beasts of the forest, the sealed cave, the gated castle, the wormhole."
Picked from: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Hermit
...The Gated Castle alias the fortress that i'm in...
Not that i'm feeling bad about it right now...
I'm more "Man mentally free" than i ever felt in years...
Thanx to recent coincidence!
It's been almost 3 full "single" year in my case in two months...
One another thing to say:
NO MAN'S LAND....
That's pretty much the sentimental world i'm in right now...
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| KinetiK 3.0 Wishlist |
[21 May 2009|08:33pm] |
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Suicide Commando
Hocico
Painbastard
Alien Vampires
A7ie
Nurzery Rhymes
Aslan Faction
Solitary Experiments
Colony 5
Covenant
...and others that i doesn't know yet...
Because discovery is a good part of this Festival
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| The 14 step... |
[19 May 2009|09:48pm] |
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alias the military dance in figure skating
My favorite and still...
Put some industrial with a military beat in background and you'll see...
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| Puzzle SteaK |
[10 May 2009|02:55pm] |
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I dreamed of the most original meal of all...
I was eating a puzzle steak. All the pieces was cut perfectly and it was pretty to see.
Now try to figure 0ut how can you cut those pieces perfectly in reality!? With an exacto maybe? :P The easier way to make it happen would be a tool with cutting edge with the puzzle form. You put the steak 0n it and you press with a top with the pieces mould in it.... :)
I dreamed of an amazing huge white home. The architecture was modern and original. It was my home but all i could see again was the imperfection: dirty curved windows, damaged kitchen. In my dream, I was always trying to find the way to correct those defect... but never take real action to make it happen :/
...and in the same dream i slept with an ugly guy. God! He was so ugly!
I woke up in that part. Don't ask me why: i was traumatized LOL
This isn't the first time that i'm dreaming of my "home" but always so many job to do in it. Just like my life...
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| Pensée philosophique du jour |
[08 May 2009|06:02pm] |
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"Parfois les amitiés peuvent être éphémères; c'est ce qu'elles apportent sur le moment qui importe"
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Avant de m'endormir j'ai souvent le cerveau à "High"... :P
Je pense aux situations courantes de ma vie et "pop" une pensée philosophique en ressort. J'ai prise l'habitude de me lever de mon lit et de l'écrire dans l'immédiat parce que le landemain matin en me levant, je ne m'en rappelle plus... :P
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| $$$ Incoming from ET |
[07 May 2009|09:37pm] |
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I received 48$ today for doing nothing...
Money gain for me for placing 2000$ with a interest of 2.4% for 0ne year...
But with the economy crisis the percentage is now 0.20%...
for the same saving account...
WOW! *sarcasm* :P
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| Hell is coming... |
[06 May 2009|07:53pm] |
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Many changes is coming at work...
For me to learn a lot of new job that i'll need to learn very fast...
I take 10 days off for most of all Kinetik and for the rest i'll need to take one day after another...
I dislike being push around to learn 3 jobs at the same time for the vacation of those person. Too much for me... and in some way. And i'll have to learn my job to other person at the same time.
But for this fact i didn't have been told already...
But this is obvious....
My summer will be like that: stressful moments all the way...
But a good opportunity to show what i'm capable of...
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| Walking d0wntown... |
[04 May 2009|06:37pm] |
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Yesterday i was in a zombie state like every month.
But i went downtown for a walk...
Thanx to Jimmy.
A new companionship has been form 0ut of this...
For my tulips picture project on McGill.
I'll have to wait for my vacation next week to make it happen.
They wasn't ready yet...
But i had this inspiration to lay on the steps of Place-des-Arts and this 0ne is already 0ut and modified...
The major modification on this picture is that every0ne sitting near me has disappeared. Only the steps remains. And the deep meaning of it is simple:
"Resting moment on the step of life..."
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