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[23 May 2004|07:24pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | fugazi ] attention; i have moved, my new lj name is _____mesmerized addme&comment. b/c im debating about making it freinds only or not. the reason for change; i need to start completely over with everything, and im taking the time to do it, because i NEED it. i need every bit. <3 never forgive her

[23 May 2004|11:33am] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | someday i ] well last night was purddyyy awesome. iman you rock <3 rinimeatballs Iman picked me up, and we went to the restaraunt called.. Meritage? I'm not sure I don't remember how to spell it. The little taquito things were OK, but they left a super bad after taste! haha. then after that we went to see shrek 2 :) i laughed my ass off pretty much. the little cat was the most adorable thing in the world <3 his little boots *teehee* well it looks like im pretty happy, cause i had fun and i haven't hung out with iman in forever! i missed her! <3 never forgive her

[22 May 2004|07:09pm] [ mood | different. ] [ music | thursday ] weee, tonights gonna be awesome, because im waiting for IMAN to pick me up and i haven't hung out with her in like forever <3 feels great to be with my friends:) but anyway, im about to leave so i'll talk to you all later. have a great night. ( 1 ) never forgive her

the worst day of my fucking life. [22 May 2004|01:33am] [ mood | scared ] [ music | thursday ] you know what, fuck people, fuck all of them. b/c i seriously don't fucking care right now. i want to fucking die and yes im fucking serious. i don't really give a flying fuck what happens to me anymore. i've cried wayyy too much today and im sick of looking at my face and it always looks the same. wet from tears and red from the stress. then i have a headache. how do you deal with this? how do you deal with your parents? how do you come home to the same fighting and the same hitting and the same stuff over and over again? WE HAVE NO WHERE TO GO. but we can't live on the streets, so what the fuck is up. no one fuckin cares. no one does a damn thing about it. THESE PEOPLE FUCKING HELPED ME OUT TODAY - MICHELLE, JOEY, MIKE, KENDALL, JILL, CHELSEA. I FUCKING LOVE ALL OF YOU. (they talked to me when i needed it today) although i still need to talk to mike. btw, i still love the rest of you, they just helped me the fuck out today and it mattered to me a lot. <3 ( 4 ) never forgive her

[18 May 2004|09:46pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | thursday ] DEAR DEAR ALEXIS, watch your fucking mouth. because for one, i didn't come to your fucking school to look at YOU, ok? okay good. and if you want to call me fat then you have a lot of fucking nerve. because i didn't fucking say shit to you. i was considering apologizing to you, but fuck that because i don't need you. so i'd appreciate it if you keep your comments to yourself, because im keeping mine to myself. so fuck with THAT, please! and for your info sweetie, i didn't start any of this. so look at who the fuck you're talking to first. handle your scandals ______&you BETTER not lose your nerve. ok, i do believe im done. thank you &have a great day. ( 8 ) never forgive her

[15 May 2004|12:51am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | btbam ] I FUCKING HATE LIARS! AND FUCKING FAT ASS PEOPLE NAMED, oh nevermind. HAVE A JOLLY FUCKING DAY MOTHER FUCKERS BECAUSE IM NOT! btw, the show was pretty fucking great. btw, stop lying to yourself dumbass, cause i fucking hate you. i hate too many people. oops. ( 6 ) never forgive her

[13 May 2004|09:15pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | matchbook romance ] ( how many people wanna kick some ass? i do, i do! ) ( 3 ) never forgive her

[12 May 2004|09:16pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | swib ] I FUCKING HATE HER. BOTH OF THEM. I REALLY CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE. EVERYTHING. ILOVEMYFRIENDS<3 MD, MC, JB, CW, ECO, BK, KKD, IH, CR! thanks. that would be all. AS FOR YOU TWO FUCKING WHORES I HOPE YOU CAN'T WAKE UP TOMORROW WHEN YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU DID. ( 10 ) never forgive her

[12 May 2004|07:06pm] [ mood | youareapenisface. ] [ music | evergreen terrace. ] IM SO SICK OF THIS SHIT, because it always ends up the same, always always always. and i hate it more than anything. i really do. anyway. cheer me up and comment :) and of course.. nobody really will. _________________________________________________ so last night really blowed, i went to see blink, tbs, and er.. cypress hill, and BOO what a waste of my moo lah. anyway_ have a jolly night thank you. <3ALYSSIA needs a new hair-do. she's gonna go cut her hair :) never forgive her

[09 May 2004|10:51pm] [ mood | damnit. ] [ music | BTBAM ] I WISH SHE'D FUCKING GET HURT, BECAUSE I FUCKING HATE HER. IF YOU KNOW WHO IM FUCKING TALKING ABOUT, FUCKING KILL HER. because i can't take it anymore. ( 1 ) never forgive her

[08 May 2004|11:40pm] [ mood | mad/sad ] [ music | alice in wonderland ] i am officially really pissed off for no apparent reason.. yeah, today really does suck.. a lot. and im extremely sad. the last month has really sucked for me. nothing ever goes right. EVER. and im really fuckin sick of it.. im sick of watching everyone else look happy and then looking back at all the shitty-ness in my life. BOO! i hate it. i really do. im sick of trying to talk to my mom, but she never listens.. im sick of lying for her all the time and im sick of being in this house, because i swear its bad luck. and im OH SO TIRED of so much of my friends. it seems i don't have as many anymore. fuck all these people, its just not worth it. ( 4 ) never forgive her

[06 May 2004|07:39pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | THROWDOWN. ] Today was okay. This is how it went down motherfuckers! Sit down and listen. -went to school. I was extremely sad because there was no michelle today! :( -my mommy picked me up! :D for the first time in ages. -went to the little korean place by rush's, and bought incense cause i wanted to smell something good. THEY HAVE CHEAP HELLO KITTY STUFF IN THERE! -went home. -went with the parentals to look at houses. BY THE WAY, we're moving. we looked at a lot of houses in shandon, idk if i want to live out there. o.o my mom wants me to go to dreher, booo!!! and now im sitting at home, BECAUSE NO ONE KNOWS HOW TO CALL ALYSSIA TO ASK HER TO GO TO THE SHOW TONIGHT, NOPE NOPE, BUT THEY'RE ALL THERE, YEAH I KNOW WHAT GOES ON, CAN'T HIDE IT FROM ME! :( ( 2 ) never forgive her

[05 May 2004|10:30pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Fugazi ] i just watched the OC, and im officially very very sad now :( i can't believe he left. this is the end ! well im leaving now. (being sick blows ass) ( 1 ) never forgive her

[05 May 2004|07:17pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | someday i ] well i just chugged a mini bottle of apple juice :) yum. haha. I FEEL SO SICK :( boo!! im pale and icky looking too. i figured out how to open my window! :D i never knew how to do it. and i think i lost my big woopy 5 bucks but whatever, cause im out have a jolly night <3 ( 1 ) never forgive her

[05 May 2004|04:05pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | most precious blood ] alyssia thinks she's dying, if you have any sympathy you would like to spread, please feel free to call her or something like that. if you do not know the number, then too bad. but anyway. 6677946 6959074 anyway, so here's the story. around 1 or 2 AM,i woke up with this killer pain in my side, and it feels like its not gonna go away, im pale and icky looking and i have a slight fever. but other than that i guess im peachy. BUT IT STILL SUCKS. -PS ; (im sad.) never forgive her

[29 Apr 2004|09:24pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | SILVERSTEIN (b/c it makes me think of michelle) ] michelle i love you so much elbow lover. we have so many good times together. everythings going to be a OK! why, b/c your elbow lover said so. <3 remember the good old days ; im a hungry BITCHHHH! *honk* PEDRO! elbow man! elbow lovers <3 *COUGH* and *coughs* THE NASTY OLD MAN WHO FLICKED HIS TONGUE! all the times we have together! <3 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH <3 never forgive her

[29 Apr 2004|08:06pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | BRITNEY FUCKING SPEARS ] aww caroline's awesome :D xlovelycollision: ps-- xlovelycollision: our kids are doing great xlovelycollision: but i really wish you would pay child support xlovelycollision: haha;-) XmatchbookR: hahahahha XmatchbookR: i feel like a hoe now that made me laugh =D ( 1 ) never forgive her

[29 Apr 2004|07:37pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | SOMEDAY I again ] look, I'm updating *gasp* SO HOW ARE THE KIDS? senses fail is tuesday! :) whos going ? raise your fist in the air! hahaha okay. im going yes yes! may is going to be great <3 WELL, i did nothing today, but skip 3 blocks with michelle and go to tyson's and play DDR like all day. that was so fucking fun! you should do it too :) well, im going to be on my way now. everyone have a jolly night. this time im giving up on him ( 11 ) never forgive her

[26 Apr 2004|08:42pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | someday i (fucking awesome) ] well the weekend was a blast, but scary at the same time. -the cd release show was fucking awesome <3 -the party was weird k, after the show, me, lisa, kendall, michelle and tyson met janelle and her friend at wendy's.. then chris #2 and his crowd walk in and we're all chillin in the wendy's me, lisa, kendall, michelle, tyson, janelle and her friend all leave to go to janelle's to chill. she has like the coolest house and she's rockin awesome :) we left her house and went to steve's to meet the CONVOY headed for the party. we all went to winn dixie and waited for everyone, they come and we leave.. and we're following josh to the party, when some fucking IDIOT tries to pass like 10 cars in a camaro cause he was drunk as fuck and saw a car coming, he turns the car all fast, josh spins out into the other side of the road, so does the guy, and almost kills all of us, and that little pussy fucker runs off, but later that night they arrested him and JOSH, when it wasn't his fault, but he told the truth and got off. since the cops came to the party to pick up josh, carl comes out screaming 'COPS!!!' and everyone takes the fuck off and runs in the backyard in the sand. t'was fun! NIKKI FOUND THE GOLDSCHLAGGER FOR ME, i took like 5 big chugs :) hehe i love that girl! me and janelle took steak sauce shots, the night was pretty cool, but sucked all at the same time. ( 2 ) never forgive her

[20 Apr 2004|09:33pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | someday i ] fuck it all ;\ don't you just hate liking someone and not knowing if they like you back.. and it really hurts :( fuck it all, cause i don't care anymore. ( 2 ) never forgive her

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