As The Sun Sets Tonight I'll Hold You With All That I Am

_3168915 @ 2004-09-06T20:20:00

2004-09-07T00:22:18Z

OKAY FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DIDN'T KNOW I HAVE A NEW JOURNAL, I'M DELETING THIS ONE IN LIKE A WEEK
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AND UHHH LIKE 9894829083984290483 PEOPLE HAVE GOTTEN NEW JOURNALS ALSO (KINDA FUNNY HOW IT ALL STARTED AFTER I GOT A NEW ONE ^.^) BUT WHATEVA.

IF I DONT KNOW YOU GOT A NEW USERNAME PLEASE INFORM ME<33
AND IF YOU DONT KNOW ABOUT THIS USERNAME PLEASE ADD ME (IF YA WANT)

<33333

so i got a new dog

2004-08-29T19:51:21Z

This is Mickey

He was born June 10th 2004. He's so fucking cute, and so small. He's the coolest dog ever, he owns all. I'll have more pictures later

OH AND I ALSO GOT A NEW USERNAME...THERE'S SOME PEOPLE THAT ARE ON MY FRIENDS ON THIS USERNAME THAT I LIKE AND I DON'T WANNA LOSE, SO ADD ME OR FUCK YOU!!! LOL<3333

_cheerios

new username

2004-08-28T18:26:38Z

ATTENTION :: I GOT A NEW USERNAME, SO IF YOU WANT TO HAVE ME ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST IT'S </a></a>_cheerios

IF YOUR GOING TO ADD ME ON THERE, THEN TAKE THIS ONE OFF YOUR FRIENDS LIST, AND IF YOU DON'T WANT ME AS A FRIEND, TAKE THIS ONE OFF YOUR FRIENDS LISTY ANYWAYS

SO EITHER WAY :: TAKE THIS ONE OFF YOUR FRIENDS LIST

so much ignorance

2004-08-28T13:28:36Z

I'm tired

and sick

fever, soar throat, runny nose...
It's been like this for the past two days.
oh well..

Last night i went to the battle of the bands, the majority of them sucked. alot. Such is life was the best, angel w/out wings was probably my second favorite.

There's usually not alot of people at battle of the bands, but..
this time.
omfg
It was sooooo fucking crowded, i was like wtf?
The copacity of that building was 550, there was over 700
*dies*

woof woof

2004-08-27T22:02:46Z

If we get a dog, my brother wants to name it Hitler, lmao

I want to name it boo boo or DJ Fizzle or something
lmao

My friend said he could give us a free minature daushaund or w/e
so yeah..
yay?
:)

any suggestions for names??

this is cute

2004-08-27T20:52:37Z

Well this is a joke my teacher told me
hahaha it's funny

Okay, a little girl was in the car with her mommy

Little girl :: Mommy how old are you

Mom :: don't ask me that, it's a personal question

Little girl :: well..how much do you weigh??

Mom :: your not supposed to ask me that either, it's personal

Little girl :: well why did you and daddy get divorced

Mom :: that's personal too.

Later that day, the little girl was talking to her friend

Little girl :: I asked my mommy questions, and she will never tell me anything

Friend :: Look at her drivers licence, it's like a report card..it tells you everything

So the little girl looks at it..then..

Little girl :: Mommy your 34 years old, and you weight 140 pds

Mom :: how did you know that??

Little girl :: and i also know why you and daddy got a divorce

Mom :: why did we??

Little girl :: because you got an F in sex

because she's female
sex : f
hahahah
lol

OMG LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLKJSFDKJFJSJDKLF!!!!!!!!! LMAO !!!!

2004-08-27T00:35:50Z

I'm amused way to easily...

http://www.liquidgeneration.com/poptoons/cornbeef_antalope.asp

hmmmmmmmm

2004-08-26T23:59:26Z

change is good.

maybe i won't get straight A's. but i'm trying my hardest ^.^

2004-08-26T19:58:31Z

how well i'm doing in school is a plane, and yesterday..it felt like the plane was ready to crash, but i think i fixed it, but it's barely flying, at least it hasn't crashed and burned.

blahhh bad dream

2004-08-26T11:50:13Z

I had a dream last night it was one of those dreams that feels reallly real, long story short...at the end i crashed the car, and me, donald, my dad, and some kid from my math class fell deep in the mud, and i couldn't breathe and finally i got out of the mud, and as soon as i got out, i woke up, and I started crying because nobody else got out, so they prob. died :(. But then i made it better and i imagined rescuing them. But it's scary to think that at any second someone you love could die, it makes me scared, and it makes me want to cry. :(

:'(...

2004-08-26T02:24:04Z

I know, i should stop feeling sorry for myself, but seriously....i never really care about myself, it's ALWAYS about other people, if i cry..it's because i'm scared for something, or worried, or saw someone get teased, and it made me sad, i'm never sorry for myself.

I know i shouldn't be though, i mean..i have a roof over my head, food, and clothes. But idk, i can't help my cry, even though i KNOW i haven't been through half the shit people have been through, but i have been through ALOT, seriously...
I've been through so much shit in my past...
And, i just want to cry..
none of you know, no one, knows...how much shit i've had to deal with, and i had to deal with it alone.
i'm just so glad the past is over..
but i still cry.
:'(

I guess i really am stupid...

2004-08-26T00:06:08Z

I don't like it when people say i don't try hard enough, or i don't apply myself or something for school, but it really truely is hard for me, even though i'm in stupid classes, idk what's wrong with me, it's just really hard...i can't do something that takes alot of thinking and steps (like math or something) or read something boring, or do something really hard because i just CAN'T i get distracted so easily, and idk..
i'm just stupid
:(

<33333

2004-08-24T23:41:59Z

I dream of rain
I dream of gardens in the desert sand
I wake in pain
I dream of love as time runs through my hand

I dream of fire
Those dreams are tied to a horse that will never tire
And in the flames
Her shadows play in the shape of a man's desire

This desert rose
Each of her veils, a secret promise
This desert flower
No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this

And as she turns
This way she moves in the logic of all my dreams
This fire burns
I realize that nothing's as it seems

I dream of rain
I lift my gaze to empty skies above
I close my eyes, this rare perfume
Is the sweet intoxication of her love

Sweet desert rose
Each of her veils, a secret promise
This desert flower
No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this

Sweet desert rose
This memory of Eden haunts us all
This desert flower, this rare perfume
Is the sweet intoxication of the fall

I love these lyrics, they are so beautiful

micky dee's

2004-08-24T22:44:04Z

I decided to be fat and ate a big mac ^..^
yummmm

before and after pictures!!

before

after

ha, even though most of it ended up on the keyboard, because hahahhah i'm so messy!

>: |, don't listen to other people, listen to your heart.

2004-08-24T02:42:07Z

I was stupid to ever think that all donald wants is stupid, because if that was the case he would've gotten it already. I'm sorry, i'm stupid, i hate myself, i'm about to pass out so ima goin to sleep..i can be so stupid sopmeimes....

i love you, sorry.

I love you so much, i don't want her to be right...

2004-08-24T00:09:44Z

I can't help but think this way, someone told me something that got me thinking, i hope it's not true, i hope that your true to me, because i am to you, i love you.

please tell me something. If your saying everything your saying to just get into my pants, then please, don't...
don't manipulate, just tell me what you REALLY want out of this relationship, but don't tell me lies. Don't tell me the things i want to hear, tell me the truth.

Please Donald, don't break my heart.

slapmyfender [8:14 PM]: love ya

is it really love ya? or i want to fuck ya?
:(
because if it is, then, idk...
i'll still love you
just tell the truth..

YAY!!!!!!!

2004-08-23T01:27:39Z

I JUST STARTED MY PERIOD

DONALD : YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!?!?!?

I'M NOT PREGNANT

YAYAYYAYAYAYYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

_3168915 @ 2004-08-22T20:18:00

2004-08-23T00:19:48Z

Me and donald just had a whole conversation about tea

SilentScream065: soo
SilentScream065: what are you doing>
SilentScream065: *?
SilentScream065: lol
slapmyfender: um just made some tea lol
SilentScream065: lol
SilentScream065: cool
SilentScream065: what kind?
slapmyfender: uh........
slapmyfender: the kind you make........?
slapmyfender: lol idk...
SilentScream065: i don't make tea
SilentScream065: like, green tea?, sleepy time tea, herbal tea, flavored tea...
SilentScream065: there's thoasands of teas
SilentScream065: lol
slapmyfender: uh tea..?
SilentScream065: hott or cold
slapmyfender: um cold
SilentScream065: ohh sweetened or non sweetened?
slapmyfender: uh whatever i want it to be
slapmyfender: lol
SilentScream065: ...
SilentScream065: WELL
SilentScream065: WHAT IS IT NOW!?!? lol
SilentScream065: sweet
SilentScream065: or non sweet
SilentScream065: lol
slapmyfender: SWEET
SilentScream065: OKAY
SilentScream065: COOL
SilentScream065: IS IT GOOD?
slapmyfender: i put like a pd of sugar in it!!! HEL YES IT IS!!!
SilentScream065: LOL
SilentScream065: subsitute sugar or real sugar?
slapmyfender: um real........................
SilentScream065: cool
slapmyfender: why would i use substitute
SilentScream065: what brand?
slapmyfender: OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
slapmyfender: IDFK
SilentScream065: because it has 0 calories, and it tastes the same
SilentScream065: hahahahahha
SilentScream065: jk
SilentScream065: god
SilentScream065: don't get all mad
SilentScream065: IM TRYING TO MAKE A CONVERSATION HERE!!!
SilentScream065: LOL
slapmyfender: hahah
slapmyfender: well its very interesting

Tea convos are the best

godamnnnnnnnnnnnnn

2004-08-22T22:55:19Z

GOD, why does there have to be so much fucking drama, EVERYWHERE. THIS is why i hate girls. LOL.

HEY i have a good idea!!, why doesn't EVERYONE JUST STOP TALKING SHIT, AND GET THE FUCK ALONG!!!!!!!!

YAY

2004-08-22T22:26:19Z

yay this september my grandparents are coming down to florida, so i'm all like ^.^, because i love them, and they love me!!

yay

djfdsjfsjkldfsjklfdskjls!!!!!!!!!!

2004-08-22T19:53:13Z

NEW LAYOUT

*orgasms*

oldies but goldies

2004-08-22T18:50:22Z

I love oldie msuic.

you turned the light on, shine forever, i say shine forever

2004-08-22T02:30:31Z

Life is great, i love my life :)

thank you.

AWWWWWLKASDJDJSJSKDAJSLDAJKLDSAJKL!!! SO CUTE

2004-08-21T16:41:27Z

O M F G KLAJSDJAJDDJ!!!

OMMGMGMGMGMFGGMGMFGFDASDF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO CUTE

MAN I FEEL LIKE THERES A THOUSAND ANTS LIEK CRAWLING ALL OVER ME.

AND NO, IM BNOT HALLUCINATING< LOLfjfdjdjkdfdsjfkl

i'm the next virgin mary bitch

2004-08-21T15:38:05Z

My mom thinks i'm pregnant because i'm late for my period, SHE SAID SHE MIGHT PREGNANCY TEST ME

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAH