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[Aug 28th..Saturday, @ 2:17pm] |
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ATTENTION :: I GOT A NEW USERNAME, SO IF YOU WANT TO HAVE ME ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST IT'S </a></a> _cheerios
IF YOUR GOING TO ADD ME ON THERE, THEN TAKE THIS ONE OFF YOUR FRIENDS LIST, AND IF YOU DON'T WANT ME AS A FRIEND, TAKE THIS ONE OFF YOUR FRIENDS LISTY ANYWAYS
SO EITHER WAY :: TAKE THIS ONE OFF YOUR FRIENDS LIST
:)
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[Aug 27th..Friday, @ 5:57pm] |
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If we get a dog, my brother wants to name it Hitler, lmao
I want to name it boo boo or DJ Fizzle or something lmao
My friend said he could give us a free minature daushaund or w/e so yeah.. yay? :)
any suggestions for names??
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[Aug 27th..Friday, @ 4:40pm] |
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Well this is a joke my teacher told me hahaha it's funny
Okay, a little girl was in the car with her mommy
Little girl :: Mommy how old are you
Mom :: don't ask me that, it's a personal question
Little girl :: well..how much do you weigh??
Mom :: your not supposed to ask me that either, it's personal
Little girl :: well why did you and daddy get divorced
Mom :: that's personal too.
Later that day, the little girl was talking to her friend
Little girl :: I asked my mommy questions, and she will never tell me anything
Friend :: Look at her drivers licence, it's like a report card..it tells you everything
So the little girl looks at it..then..
Little girl :: Mommy your 34 years old, and you weight 140 pds
Mom :: how did you know that??
Little girl :: and i also know why you and daddy got a divorce
Mom :: why did we??
Little girl :: because you got an F in sex
because she's female sex : f hahahah lol
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[Aug 26th..Thursday, @ 7:58pm] |
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change is good.
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| blahhh bad dream |
[Aug 26th..Thursday, @ 7:46am] |
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I had a dream last night it was one of those dreams that feels reallly real, long story short...at the end i crashed the car, and me, donald, my dad, and some kid from my math class fell deep in the mud, and i couldn't breathe and finally i got out of the mud, and as soon as i got out, i woke up, and I started crying because nobody else got out, so they prob. died :(. But then i made it better and i imagined rescuing them. But it's scary to think that at any second someone you love could die, it makes me scared, and it makes me want to cry. :(
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[Aug 25th..Wednesday, @ 10:16pm] |
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I know, i should stop feeling sorry for myself, but seriously....i never really care about myself, it's ALWAYS about other people, if i cry..it's because i'm scared for something, or worried, or saw someone get teased, and it made me sad, i'm never sorry for myself.
I know i shouldn't be though, i mean..i have a roof over my head, food, and clothes. But idk, i can't help my cry, even though i KNOW i haven't been through half the shit people have been through, but i have been through ALOT, seriously... I've been through so much shit in my past... And, i just want to cry.. none of you know, no one, knows...how much shit i've had to deal with, and i had to deal with it alone. i'm just so glad the past is over.. but i still cry. :'(
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| I guess i really am stupid... |
[Aug 25th..Wednesday, @ 8:02pm] |
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Natalie Imbruglia-Torn |
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I don't like it when people say i don't try hard enough, or i don't apply myself or something for school, but it really truely is hard for me, even though i'm in stupid classes, idk what's wrong with me, it's just really hard...i can't do something that takes alot of thinking and steps (like math or something) or read something boring, or do something really hard because i just CAN'T i get distracted so easily, and idk.. i'm just stupid :(
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[Aug 24th..Tuesday, @ 7:27pm] |
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I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in pain I dream of love as time runs through my hand
I dream of fire Those dreams are tied to a horse that will never tire And in the flames Her shadows play in the shape of a man's desire
This desert rose Each of her veils, a secret promise This desert flower No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this
And as she turns This way she moves in the logic of all my dreams This fire burns I realize that nothing's as it seems
I dream of rain I lift my gaze to empty skies above I close my eyes, this rare perfume Is the sweet intoxication of her love
Sweet desert rose Each of her veils, a secret promise This desert flower No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this
Sweet desert rose This memory of Eden haunts us all This desert flower, this rare perfume Is the sweet intoxication of the fall
I love these lyrics, they are so beautiful
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| >: |, don't listen to other people, listen to your heart. |
[Aug 23rd..Monday, @ 10:40pm] |
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I was stupid to ever think that all donald wants is stupid, because if that was the case he would've gotten it already. I'm sorry, i'm stupid, i hate myself, i'm about to pass out so ima goin to sleep..i can be so stupid sopmeimes....
i love you, sorry.
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| I love you so much, i don't want her to be right... |
[Aug 23rd..Monday, @ 8:05pm] |
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I can't help but think this way, someone told me something that got me thinking, i hope it's not true, i hope that your true to me, because i am to you, i love you.
please tell me something. If your saying everything your saying to just get into my pants, then please, don't... don't manipulate, just tell me what you REALLY want out of this relationship, but don't tell me lies. Don't tell me the things i want to hear, tell me the truth.
Please Donald, don't break my heart.
slapmyfender [8:14 PM]: love ya
is it really love ya? or i want to fuck ya? :( because if it is, then, idk... i'll still love you just tell the truth..
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| YAY!!!!!!! |
[Aug 22nd..Sunday, @ 9:25pm] |
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I JUST STARTED MY PERIOD
DONALD : YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!?!?!?
I'M NOT PREGNANT
YAYAYYAYAYAYYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[Aug 22nd..Sunday, @ 8:18pm] |
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Me and donald just had a whole conversation about tea ( YOUR MOM )
Tea convos are the best
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[Aug 22nd..Sunday, @ 6:51pm] |
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GOD, why does there have to be so much fucking drama, EVERYWHERE. THIS is why i hate girls. LOL.
HEY i have a good idea!!, why doesn't EVERYONE JUST STOP TALKING SHIT, AND GET THE FUCK ALONG!!!!!!!!
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[Aug 22nd..Sunday, @ 6:25pm] |
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yay this september my grandparents are coming down to florida, so i'm all like ^.^, because i love them, and they love me!!
yay
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