I never really try to be positive

Excuse Me

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 17:51:09 GMT

you know. . .this is exactly what you want. . .you wanna make me feel bad + feel down. . .i know you wanna see me come in here + write about me being down or sad. . .well it's not gonna happen. . i am smarter + better than that. . and than you, might i add . . so you can fuck off. . i hate you too, but i'm sorry to say, i'm not jealous of you. . .so don't think i am. .There is absolutley nothing about you to be jealous of. . i'm the better one in this. . .and yes, this is about you. . so dont comment in this asking if it's about you. . .because it is.

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 05:01:38 GMT

i need friends, and then i want to make this friends only. add me lovers.

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 04:38:50 GMT

On thursday i'm taking my lil brother to dinner and a movie. I never see him.

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 04:22:42 GMT

Summertime, summertime brought me back to thinking you were mine all those times.
We laid it down and left it all behind, we were blind.

Oh, the summertime.
We could ride, we could ride.
Take my hand and watch the world go by.
Laugh or cry, well we need to try, get off the line, time to fly.
Oh, the summertime.

Go on ahead and let it fade away.
No looking back you know the past will stay.
It's you and me, we could get out of here.
Jump in and go and we could drive for years.
We could feel alive...

Here we are, here we are,
windows down we see a falling star.
Stop the car.
Waiting for nothing but our beating hearts, going far.

Oh, the summertime.
So feel the air, feel the air,
take the map and point to anywhere.
I don't care. Fingers through your hair,
the sky I've seen is blue and green.
Oh, the summertime.

Driving away, leaving it all behind.
Driving away, just driving away.

and as quick as it came, summer is over basically over. where have my best years been disappearing too?