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14 Cars<> Collide
Tuesday, July 11th, 2006
8:14 pm
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Collide
Tuesday, April 4th, 2006
11:41 pm

Hey girls.

this is mostly for Cass' because she asked for news but if you read this well KOOL! ;)

So i've been really busy lately and ITS NOT BECAUSE of school. its so funny because im in university people expect me to be full busy with homeworks WHICH IS NOT THE CASE. :)

So anyways im busy becuas ei go to alot of shows and i sell merch for 4 bands now.

Like yesterday i went to see my american heart. was so sweet!

anyways tomorrow i have a huge party at luke's place and greg is gonna be there (my one night stand ) so i cant wait. This time im bringin condoms hahahaha

WOUH! other then that nothing.. i party a lot, i drink a lot, i take drugs a lot because im young and i live my life 100%!

so yeah here'S a couple shot of me if people are interested :P

Jeremy took them











9 Cars<> Collide
Friday, October 7th, 2005
9:52 pm
hi!!
whats up?

ok soooooo at work its 10 times better. the manager si talking to me (:O) and he's nice. I'm so happy lol and mmmmmm i got a new camera.. that means new pictures WOUH so yeah pretty much everyday i will post pictures till im tired of using that damn camera lol
3 Cars<> Collide
Sunday, September 11th, 2005
9:37 pm
bored
hi there.

well im bored and mad at my parents so i decided to come on the computer and while im tchating with peter i'm making this:

15 Years Ago, I:
1. I was playing in my babysitter's backyard having fun with my best friends
2. still had my daddy
3. Was blond and beautiful
4. Tried out for a talent show and won the first place
5. was singing and thinking i was good

10 Years Ago, I:
1. was going to school with the same best friends and didnt care for anything
2. Lost my daddy
3. started to get fat, still blond, not so beautiful
4. Was to shy to tried out any talent shows
5. stop beleiving in herself because mom was saying i had no talent

5 Years Ago, I:
1. Moved out of town and lost all my best friends
2. had a stepdad that i thought he was my dad
3. was brunette and not pretty at all
4. tried music classes but got transfered because of her mom
5. no selfestime whatso ever

3 Years Ago, I:
1. started to drink and take drugs such as dex(coc) and acid
2. saw my dad again and realised that everybody lied to me since im 5
3. was blond again wearing pink and blue
4. went to saguenay to see my dad after 8 years
5. hated myself

1 Year Ago, I:
1. drank to much, took to much drugs and started to cut myself
2. had problems with my family, my sister and my self
3. was red hair, gothic/punk
4. got raped
5. started to sing and play guitard no matter what my mom says

6 Months ago, I:
1.stopped taking drugs
2.got in a deep deep depression
3.still goth/punk red hair
4.moved on
5.started to play guitard in front of people and sing


lately, I:
1. got over my depression
2. got myself together
3. Black hair goth/punk
4. started to get to know a sweet guy
5. played guitard and have more self estime

Yesterday, I:
1. drank a lot of alcohol
2. worked
3. did my hair in a pony tail
4. watched tv
5. Kissed someone :O

Today, I:
1. tchated with peter
2. talked on the phone with peter
3. still did my hair in a pony tail
4. called my dad
5. drank a coffee with my mom

Tomorrow, I:
1. have to work
2. will eat my chicken
3. will read my history essays
4. talk to Peter
5. apply for some jobs that pays more
9 Cars<> Collide
Friday, May 13th, 2005
4:32 pm
100 things about me.. O_O


01. I miss somebody right now.
02. I love to watch much loud
03. I love mcdonald
04. I hate sleeping what a waste of time
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear contact lenses.
07. I love to play video games such as zelda
08. I have tried marijuana
09. I have seen at least one porn movie
10. I haven't been in a threesome. (but will try one day!)
11. I've been raped
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
13. I have acne free skin.
14. I like & respect al pacino.
15. I curse frequently...
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have a hobby.
18. I have been told I: am fucked up (psycologist wouh!)
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
20. I can be really really smart
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
23. I love the rain.
24. I am paranoid at times.
25. I would'nt get any plastic surgery even if it were 100% safe, free of cost, & scar-free.
26. I dont need money right now
27. I LOVE Sushi.
28. I talk really, really fast.(in french)
29. I have fresh breath in the morning. (O_O DONT ASK)
30. I have long red hair.
31. i'm obcessed with death
32. I have one brother, one step brother and one step sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. (MADE IN CANADA)
34. I dont shave my legs(females) or face(males) on a regular basis.(i have a really good reason: im not hairy AT ALL!)
35. I dont have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails in the past.
37. I could survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes.(SOMETIMES)
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last six months.
40. I know how to cornrow.
41. I am usually pessimistic.
42. I have a lot of mood swings.
43. I think prostitution should be legalized.(why not?)
44. I think shirley manson is hot.
45. I havent cheated on an significant other in the past.
46. I have a hidden talent.
47. I am always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
48. I think that I’m popular on a social way (and because of my boobs too i admit)
49. I am currently single.
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
52. I practically live in PJ pants.
53. I hate to shop.
54. I wouldnt rather shop than eat.
55. I would classify myself as fucked up
56. I am bourgie & have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
57. I am obsessed with my livejournal.
58. I don't hate people..
59. I am a pretty good dancer
60. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
61. I am completely embarrassed to be seen with one of my friend from work :S.
62. I dont have a cell phone.
63. I dont believe in God.
64. I dont watch MTV on a daily basis.
65. I have passed out drunk in the past six months.(thats one of my problem.. alcohol...)
66. I love drama. (theatre)
67. I have never been in a real relationship before.
68. I have rejected someone before.
69. I currently havent a crush on someone.
70. I have an idea what I want to do with the rest of my life and its not becoming a teacher or have a family.
71. I want to have 1 children in the future.(no family, he or her can follow me everywhere i go)
72. I have changed a diaper before.
73. I have called the cops on a friend before.
74. I bite my nails. (sometimes)
75. I am a member of the harry potter Fan Club.
76. I am not allergic to anything.
77. I have a lot to learn.
78. I had sex with someone at least ten years older.
79. I plan on seeing "house of wax".
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes.
81. I am not online 24/7
82. I have at least five away messages saved.
83. I have tried alcohol before.
84. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.
85. I own the "South Park" movie.
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on livejournal.
87. When I was a kid I played "power rangers" with a neighbor or friend.
88. I enjoy pop-rock music. v_v
89. I would die for my best friends. LIKE DIE
90. I think that pizza pizza has the best pizza.
91. I dont watch soap operas whenever I can.
92. I am obsessive, anal retentive, & a perfectionist.
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.(*sign*
94. I dont like Michael Jackson, scandals & all.
95. I' afraid of "zombie movies"
96. Halloween is awesome because you can get dressed up and be someone else
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants & I LOVE it.
98. i havent dated a close friends ex.
99. I have cut myself before.
100. I am not happy at this moment.

random ..
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