||[Thu/Apr/2006 at 5:16pm]
i was on your porch
the smoke sank into my skin
so i came inside to be with you
we talked all night
about everything you could imagine
cause come the morning i'll be gone
and as our eyes start to close
i turned to you
and i let you know
that i love you.
my dad was sick
my mom, she cared for him
her love, it nursed him back to life
and me, i ran
i couldn't even look at him
for fear i'd have to say good bye
and as i start to leave
he grabs me by the shoulder and he tells me,
"what's left to lose? you've done enough.
and if you fail well then you fail
but not to us.
cause these last three years, i know they've been hard
but now it's time to get out of the desert
and into the sun
even if it's alone."
so now here i sit
in a hotel off of sunset
my thoughts bounce off of sam's guitar
and that's the way it's been
ever since we were kids but now
now we've got something to prove
i can see their eyes
but tell me something
can they see mine?
cause what's left to lose?
i've done enough.
and if i fail well then i fail but i gave it a shot
and these last three years,
i know they've been hard
but now it's time to get out of the desert and into the sun
even if it's alone.
i was on your porch last night
the smoke it sank into my skin.
||[Mon/Jan/2006 at 7:41pm]
bad day at school.
worse day at dance.
i feel like shit.
||[Sat/Nov/2005 at 1:14pm]
iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii did my layout again w00tw00t.
||[Sun/Oct/2005 at 7:03pm]
suhweet guys, i fixed my layout. except my icon doesn't really match but that's okay.