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just like a girl

to doubt herself.
her thoughts
her feelings.
her reason of being .
 her thoughts on life
and reason for feeling.


all feeling is lost
around my skin is numb
with the taste of love
lingering in the air,
wishing something  would cut through the tention,
touch me ,
make me feel something like it was real again.

like life was near,
untouched by filth and lies,
 with real love shining trough,
holding on to everything it has,
knowing it has a chance.

knowing with blindness, love will find it way into my heart again

MJ -They Don't Care About Us

i love the lyric of this song<3






"They Don't Care About Us"


Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
Situation, aggravation
Everybody allegation
In the suite, on the news
Everybody dog food
Bang bang, shot dead
Everybody's gone mad

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

Beat me, hate me
You can never break me
Will me, thrill me
You can never kill me
Jew me, sue me
Everybody do me
Kick me, kike me
Don't you black or white me

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

Tell me what has become of my life
I have a wife and two children who love me
I am the victim of police brutality, now
I'm tired of bein' the victim of hate
You're rapin' me of my pride
Oh, for God's sake
I look to heaven to fulfill its prophecy...
Set me free

Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
trepidation, speculation
Everybody allegation
In the suite, on the news
Everybody dog food
black man, black male
Throw your brother in jail

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

Tell me what has become of my rights
Am I invisible because you ignore me?
Your proclamation promised me free liberty, now
I'm tired of bein' the victim of shame
They're throwing me in a class with a bad name
I can't believe this is the land from which I came
You know I do really hate to say it
The government don't wanna see
But if Roosevelt was livin'
He wouldn't let this be, no, no

Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
Situation, speculation
Everybody litigation
Beat me, bash me
You can never trash me
Hit me, kick me
You can never get me

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

Some things in life they just don't wanna see
But if Martin Luther was livin'
He wouldn't let this be

Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
Situation, segregation
Everybody allegation
In the suite, on the news
Everybody dog food
Kick me, strike me
Don't you wrong or right me

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

i love this song

it just stills means something to me,




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It's getting dark too soon
A threatening silence surrounding me
A wind comes up from the island

When distance fades to stormy grey,
Washed out from the deep of the ocean,
Here I will stand to face your wrath,
While all the others are praying

Calm down, my heart - don't beat so fast
Don't be afraid, just once in a lifetime
Calm down, my heart - don't beat so fast
Don't be afraid, just once in a lifetime

No rain can wash away my tears
No wind can soothe my pain
You made me doubt, you made me fear
But now I'm not the same

You took my wife, my unborn son
Torn into the deep of the ocean
I don't pretend that I love you
Cause there is nothing left to lose

And when silence comes back to me
I find myself feeling lonely
Standing here on the shores of destiny
I find myself feeling lonely

I had a life to give, many dreams to live
Don't you know that you're losing so much this time?
Beyond the waves, I will be free
While all the others are praying

Calm down my heart

The love in you, it does not burn
There is no lesson you can learn
And there are sounds you cannot hear
And there are feelings you can't feel

Calm down, my heart - don't beat so fast
Don't be afraid, just once in a lifetime
I don't pretend that I love you
And this time I'm not scared of you




*giggles*

*freak out*

yeah so i walked into this little guys web when i was going out to smoke.
i am extremely arachnophobic so this really freaked me out.

 does anyone know what kind of spider this is?




I was dreaming about resting in your arms;
 i woke up and noticed i was alone.
 i started crying, from loneliness.
the color faded sofa, the pair of cups that we used,
 the bed that was too large for me alone.....
   i'll get over them someday.
I didn't love you so that you could keep on loving me.
i thought i knew that, but now i can't sleep.
  the song that we liked.
the movie we watched together...
i can't forget them. i was hoping that tommorrow,
 everything could go back the way it was....
since then, i tried calling you once.
 the girl who answered the phone,
   had a gentle voice.
 Even your voice that calls my name,
 the fingers that stroke my hair,
the eyes that were so pure.
 now, they are so far away.....
we laughed together, we argued together,
 we believed in each other; i'm all alone.
i want to see you again.
 i can never see you again
 i know, i have to give up my hope.


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*kries*

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I could have lied-Red Hot Chili Peppers


There must be something
In the way I feel
That she dont want me to feel
The stare she bares cut me
I dont care
You see so what if I bleed

I could never change
Just what I feel
My face will never show
What is not real

A mountain never seems to have
The need to speak
A look that shares so many seek
The sweetest feeling
I got from you
The things I said to you were true

I could never change
Just what I feel
My face will never show
What is not real

I could have lied
Im such a fool
My eyes could never never never
Keep their cool
Showed her and I told her how
She struck me but
Im fucked up now

But now shes gone yes shes gone away
A soulful
song
That would not stay
You see she hides cause she is scared
But I dont care
I wont be spared

I could have lied Im such a fool
My eyes could never never never
Keep their cool
Showed her and I told her how
She struck me but Im fucked up now

I could have lied Im such a fool
My eyes could never never never
Keep their cool
Showed her and I told her how
She struck me but Im fucked up now