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[February 13, 2007 @ 10:12pm]
i've come to the conclusion that
livejournal sucks

so for right now,
i'm done writing here.

maybe i'll blog on the space.
not sure though.


[January 26, 2007 @ 1:35pm]
[ mood | excited ]

finally done with classes for the weekend.
kaitlyn is going back home
so colin can stay in my room with me for two nights in a row.
i'm excited, we haven't had a sleepover in a few weeks.

tonight is roen's going away kegger.
but so is kip's birthday party at the bar.
it's obvious which one i'm going to
since i can't get into the 49er.
dilema dilema for some of the older friends.

no problems with me.
drunk = me tonight.
hopefully i can convince colin to pick me up later.
i don't want to drink and drive again
especially back to creighton.

a public entry for all to read [March 19, 2006 @ 1:02pm]
[ mood | sad ]

with all the snowy weather and what not, i am forced to remain in my house.
i cried when i saw the snow today.
that meant i couldn't take evan back.
luckily will and lee are as i write this.
they brought him
over to my house first so i could say goodbye.

and with everything that's happened this weekend,
it did good for him and me.
everything's back to normal.

i feel bad though.
i felt bad, at the show last night.
him being with me makes his friends mad.
i guess i can understand why.
but at the same time, it's not really fair.

either way i'm fucked, and i guess that's just something i have to deal with.
i'm always gonna be that stupid girl that gets evan mad at his friends.
i don't mean to be.
but i'm sure that's how it seems to them.

i just feel really bad about the whole thing.
i feel like when they are in town, and evan is with me, it's my fault they aren't bonding or hanging out or whatever.
i never asked evan to hang out with just me by myself.

we probably could of stayed on friday,
but will and christian both wanted to go.
and honestly i just wanted to go home too.
good thing we left too, will got really sick on the drive back.

i wish we could of hung out with them last night.
but i guess they were feeling the way i was on friday,
just wanting to get back.

i guess it really isn't anyone's fault.
but it still feels like mine.

good news is i took a ton of pictures.
some turned out really good.
but i'm still uploading a lot of them

i really hope there isn't any school tomorrow.
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today was the best day ever. [January 26, 2006 @ 10:05pm]
[ mood | tired ]

i smell like old spice and my sides ache from laughing.
thanks evan.

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