i am losing weight because i want 1)TO FIT BACK INTO MY BLACK JEANS 2)my other jeans to fit comfortable on me 3)to wear tight shirts 4)to feel sexy 5)not to run short of breathe easily 6)to be skinner than the boys that hug me 7)boys to be able to pick me up easier 8)people at school to notice the difference 9)to prove to myself i can do it 10)to look in the mirror and smile
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"A magazine is not a mirror. Have you ever seen anyone in a magazine who seemed even vaguely like you looking back? Most magazines are made to sell us a fantasy of what we're supposed to be. They reflect what society deems to be a standard, however unrealistic or unattainable the standard is. That doesn't mean you should cancel your subscription. It means you need to remember that it's just ink on paper. And that whatever standards you set for yourself, for how much you want to weigh, for how hard you workout, or how many times you make it to the gym, should be your standards. Not someone else's."
"make me happy. make me thin. make me beautiful within."
"someday is not a day of the week."
"nothing tastes as good as thin FEELS"
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Goals ·64oz of water a day. (two nalgean bottles) ·2 glasses of green tea ·one snack a day. (plus three meals) ·no eating after 8pm ·weekly weigh in