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Not a nightmare, at least... XD [21 Sep 2005|12:11pm]
[ mood | good ]

Okay, so last night I dreamed that I was trying to find the "perfect" My Chemical Romance poster. Heheh. Anyways, I was in some kind of mall, and there was a store selling nothing but posters. So I went in. And who should be working the whole store, but Gerard Way the lead singer of My Chemical Romance. Yeaaaah. Anyway, I told him what I was looking for and he got all excited like, "Yay! A fan of my pretty famous band!" Let me add that the store was absolutely empty of people other than us. My boyfriend showed up later to help me look. I seriously think I spent the entire night trying to decide between the three posters that they had of MCR. So weird. Anyway, then my mom shows up and she's all impatient and wanting to go. And I just want to say, "hello?! Gerard Way is helping me pick out posters!! This is a once in a lifetime thing!" I guess he was just going to be working there for the one day, lol.

Long story short, I was sad when I woke up and realized that the poster I wanted doesn't exist. :( And I'd spent so much time picking it out. Oh well.

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in response to a tag by: cuts_inside heeee [14 Sep 2005|09:23pm]
[ mood | productive ]

List 20 random facts about yourself then tag as many people as minutes it takes you to complete.

1. I’m both a writer and a violinist.
2. I have pretty awesome skills in both.
3. It’s taken me all my life to be able to say something like that.
4. Being on a bike makes me feel free.
5. I love him more and more every day.
6. Sometimes I get scared of the dark.
7. But, I still love the night more than the day.
8. I talk to my characters quite often.
9. They talk back.
10. If that’s crazy, then count me in.
11. I have some of the best friends in the world.
12. I feel like I’ve seen it all, but I know I haven’t seen a thing.
13. I can name and find about half of the constellations.
14. My favorite book is Matilda, by Roald Dahl.
15. When I think of myself as a little girl, I picture her, then feel guilty about it.
16. I have three dogs, but the oldest is my favorite.
17. I used to think I’d marry that dog someday.
18. I love riding on buses. They make me hyper.
19. I know I’m going to have a good life.
20. But I keep forgetting that that’s today.

And now I'm supposed to tag people, but since I don't feel like naming 12 people to respond (it took twelve minutes to fill out, and them's the rules), I guess I'll just say: Hey! You reading this! It's fun. You should totally try it and then maybe let me know. Because it's something to do. Yeah. Okay then.

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[13 Sep 2005|06:55am]
Okay, I'm officially sick of this.

I have had nightmares on Friday, Sunday, Monday, and Today. I just woke up from one, in fact. (It's 6:57 am). Not when I wanted to get up, but whatever. It's close enough.

And they're not just "oooh, creepy" nightmares either. They are "wake up with the sound of blood rushing through my ears, my heart pounding, sweat everywhere, and the worry that I may still be asleep" nightmares. They suck. Horribly.

Plus it sort of makes me feel stupid. I dunno. I guess everybody probably has nightmares, but it feels like I should be able to do something about it. I've always had pretty good control over my dreams. And just now, a few minutes ago, there came an opportunity to do something before it got "scary." So, in my dream, I stood up and (with a flashlight appearing out of nowhere) said to myself "See? There's absolutely nothing to be afraid of." I shined the light in my closet (and ohmygosh how cliche is that anyway?!?!) and just as I was done, some freaking phantom or something whipped out of there, knocked me over, and gave a horrifingly evil "giggle" to boot. So then I'm laying there, in my dream like "this sucks" and so I wake up. I'm back in my dorm, nowhere near my closet which is at home. I notice that my suitemate has left the bathroom light on again, as usual, and for once I am grateful. (I don't share a room, just a bathroom.)

Anyway, then I reach into my backpack, pull out a pack of gum, and throw it towards the bathroom in frustration at having had another nightmare. Immediately, the bathroom light goes off. "Great," I think. Just what I need. I sit up better and turn on the floor lamp at the end of my bed. Nothing. No precious light. Nothing. "Oh no, I'm still dreaming!!" is the thought that pops into my head. Which, thankfully, worked this time. I woke up, dazed, frozen, knowing I made some weird "unghhh" sound during my awakening, and feeling mostly, well, annoyed.

Thanks a hell of a lot, Brain. You and my subconscious are soooooo uninvited to my next birthday party.
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[07 Sep 2005|07:16pm]
I hate it when ads say:

"Get (blah blah blah) for FREE!!!* <------- ASTERISK!!!!!

I immediately think, "oh...okay. NOT for free."
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Teeehehe (borrowed from dracschick) [07 Sep 2005|12:14pm]
What kind of disease are you?

Leann:

Leann is caused by sponges.




Leann disease causes immediate spontaneous combustion.
The only cure for Leann is to paint everything you own a bright hot pink. This includes family members, small children, and pets.
Name?
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[01 Sep 2005|06:19pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Life is confusing...

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silence broken...hehe [31 Aug 2005|01:01pm]
Hey everybody. Well, I've officially survived 2 and a half days of school. So far, so good. Only, what, 150 to go, or something? Anyway, my classes look good. I've only seen two people I recognize so far. Everytime I come back to campus it seems like there are at least 2 thousand more people than there were last year. I really don't remember it being this crowded... I'm about to head to my first day of orchestra. :) I'm looking forward to it because I'm in first violins this year. That means I'll be closer to the audience. (yipes!) We'll see how that goes, hehe.


Ooooh, and I almost forgot. I have a room to myself!!! No Roommate= Very. Nice. XP
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[22 Aug 2005|12:55am]
sorcerousevil
Sorcerous Evil (I'm sorry that the picture is
messed up) - "Enchanting and full of
mystique you are beautiful but lethal. Without
even lifting a finger you can decimate
thousands of humans. You are the epitomy of
total annihilation, but despite all that you
can be quite charming in your own way."


What type of evil being are you inside?
brought to you by Quizilla


charming in your own way. *scoffs* And what exactly is that supposed to mean?! *blasts quiz-maker into oblivion* mwahahah...
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[10 Aug 2005|01:42am]
[ mood | silly ]


Your Birthdate: June 7

Born on the 7th day of month gives you a tendency to be something of a perfectionist and makes you more individualistic in many ways.

Your mind is good at deep mental analysis and complicated reasoning.

You are very psychic and sensitive, and you should usually follow your hunches.



You may not take orders too well, so you may want to work alone or in a situation where you can be the boss.

This birthday gives a tendency to be somewhat self-centered and a little stubborn.





LIES!! ALL LIES!!! <.< >.>
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[08 Aug 2005|12:33pm]
[ mood | intimidated ]

I'm taking care of a friend's dog while she's out of town, and when I was at her house yesterday, I saw the BIGGEST SPIDER I'VE EVER SEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. (Well, that wasn't behind glass, at least).

*shudder*

I took pictures of it. Maybe I'll post one. It's worth knowing what could be under the couch at this very minute. :P

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snagged from cuts_inside ^_^ [04 Aug 2005|03:15pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

HASH(0x8be1708)
People see you as a Dreamer. You always have your
head in the clouds and long for a better place.
Dreamers are imaginative and creative and often
have a very short attention span. My
recamendation to all dreamers is to try to make
all your dreams come true! Never say Never my
dear dreamer!


What Do People Truly See You As? (lots of outcomes and stunning pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla


This quiz actually surprised me because I've been feeling a little down today about "following my dreams."

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Tuesday, tuesday. So good to me... [02 Aug 2005|01:04pm]
Well, I'm starting to get a little nervous about this upcoming semester at school. I think I have a valid reason for being anxious. See, I've signed up for Intermediate Spanish. And, um...I haven't taken spanish since 11th grade. That happens to have been about FOUR YEARS AGO. crap, what am I thinking?!!

Anyway, I emailed a couple of professors at the school, wondering if they had any helpful tips. Maybe a book I should read, or a computer program I should use... Something to *ahem* "brush up" on my skills. At least that last year of Spanish was AP Spanish. But I didn't exactly do great. I don't know. I mean, I'm thinking to myself. Okay. As long as I study my butt off now and during the school year, I should be fine. It'll "come back to me." But now I'm not so sure. Worst comes to worst, I'll just drop it and sign up for something else. Learn a different language instead. Starting from the beginning.

I don't want to do that. I like Spanish. Not to mention the fact that since I live in Texas, I'm pretty sure it'll come in handy. :)
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What would you do for a klondike bar? [27 Jul 2005|01:50am]
Honestly? Um. Probably nothing. I hate those things.
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*stumbles onto journal* Oh, yeah...forgot I had one of these... ;) [25 Jul 2005|01:43pm]
Howdy, howdy, everyone. It's been a long time, but I'm happy to report that things are going much much better. We figured out that part of why Mom was feeling so bad was because she was reacting badly to a medication the doctors had her on. So, that's a relief. There's still stuff going on, but it's not spiralling downward like it seemed to have been before.

Thanks to all of you who left comments. Each one made my day that much lighter.

And on to news. Let's see. School is looming on the horizon for me. Hahah. It's about a month away, but that seems far too soon to me. I feel like summer just started. I've been writing a lot more, and boy does it feel great. I'm really excited about my upcoming creative writing class, and kind of preparing some interesting story ideas.

I haven't read Harry Potter Six yet. Everyone is mentioning it and talking about how they've read it, so I thought I'd be different and admit that I haven't. I haven't even bought it yet. *audience gasps*

Hehe, I haven't really been able to figure out why. I mean, I'm a fan of Harry Potter. I'm not, you know, a rabid fan or anything, but I like the books quite a bit, and J.K. Rowling is sort of my idol. Am I the only one that thinks it's totally bizarre I haven't gone out and gotten it yet?
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[05 Jun 2005|09:01pm]
Hey guys, sorry about the dead air for so long. I've been kind of busy dealing with family stuff. I should have at least let you know what's going on. Anyway, my mom's really sick. She's still up and walking around and stuff, but she had some blood work done and she's severely anemic. All the doctors would say is that it means that she's leaking blood somewhere inside, and they need to find out where. They also found a "mass" somewhere around her stomach area that shouldn't be there. They aren't calling it a tumor, but, you know...I'm not really sure what else it might be. Anyway, I've been driving her around to all these doctor's appointments and just trying to stay cool. I'm pretty sure she'll be okay, so we're all trying to stay upbeat. I'll let you guys know if there are any developments.
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Quiz......... got this from a friend not on LJ [18 May 2005|02:06am]
[ mood | chipper ]

Mark an x by the things you've done:

( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) drank
( ) made out with a member of the same sex
(x) been in love
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight (It was short: One hit. Mine. Bwahahaha. That'll teach her to make fun of me on the playground!!!)
(x) snuck out of my parent's house (I was 8, and it was to camp out in the backyard)
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school (guilty)
( ) seen someone die (I've seen pets die, though)
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(x) been dancing at a show
(x) been in an abusive relationship (not physically, though)
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
( ) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school (far too often.)
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake (I was born in California)
(x) touched a snake
(x) watched the stars with someone
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) run a stop sign (Not on purpose, hehe)
( ) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
( ) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for stuff with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls (my mom does the best, though O_o)
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x)caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party (always fun)
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey (uhhh....what?!)
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed penis in class (Not in class, but I did in a restaurant once...)
(x) ate dog/cat food (beware of "truth or dare")
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them (I've, um, screamed it, actually. At a concert. Does that count?)
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something (Super-glued one finger to the other. My dad had the remover stuff, though.)
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish (I hear they don't like that)
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree (There are two decent apple trees in my backyard.)
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone (oohhhh, yeah. I'm a total chicken.)
(x) believe in angels
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken
( ) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on (I've jumped into a public pool w/ all my clothes on, though...I got in trouble. Apparently it's not allowed. *shrug*)
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
( ) cried so hard you laughed (How does that work?)
( ) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
( ) cheated on a test
( )have a Britney Spears CD (*makes choking sounds*)
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) slept naked
(x) French braided someone's hair (well...let's say I tried to.)
(x) gone skinny dipping in a pool (no boys around, though, lol)
( ) been kicked out of your house

Hahah. Well, now you know all the stuff you probably didn't care to know! Hooray for quizzes!

Hope that everyone's having an awesome day. ^_^

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[12 May 2005|12:35am]
[ mood | mischievous ]

I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

Wooo. It might be a little hard for those of you that don't know me in RL, but....guessing is a good thing! XD

Have fun. I know I am.

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Somebody's gonna fail their math final...heheheh. *gulp* [06 May 2005|01:00am]
Your brain: 80% interpersonal, 120% visual, 180% verbal, and 20% mathematical!
Congratulations on being 400% smart! Actually, on my test, everyone is. The above score breaks down what kind of thinking you most enjoy doing. A score above 100% means you use that kind of thinking more than average, and a score below 100% means you use it less. It says nothing about how good you are at any one, just how interested you are in each, relatively. A substantial difference in scores between two people means, conclusively, that they are different kinds of thinkers.

Matching Summary: Each of us has different tastes. Still, I offer the following advice, which I think is obvious:



  1. Don't date someone if your interpersonal percentages differ by more than 80%.
  2. Don't be friends with someone if your verbal percentages differ by more than 100%.
  3. Don't have sex with someone if their math percentage is over 200%.




My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


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You scored higher than 74% on interpersonal

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You scored higher than 83% on visual

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You scored higher than 97% on verbal

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You scored higher than 12% on mathematical
Link: The 4-Variable IQ Test written by chriscoyne on Ok Cupid
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I loooooove dreams. [02 May 2005|09:23pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Last night I dreamed that I was Alucard's master.

That was fun.

I wish I could remember more of it, but I pretty much was having him go around and fight people. Then I got kidnapped or something, and he got me out. He was surprisingly in character, hehe. I had to work to keep him in line, even though it was in my dream!

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TV cameras are scary.... [28 Apr 2005|06:28pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Well, I had an interesting experience last night, and I figured I'd go ahead and share. It was the UNT symphony's last concert of the season, and we had HD (high definition) TV people to record us.

That...that was weird.

My concertCollapse )

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