What did i expect my life to come to? Everyone is looking for their chance at change just because it's the new year and somehow it's what you're suppose to do. Start a diet, stop drinking, stop smoking....etc.,etc., etc. .... just a fade. It's just something you say to fit in when the big ball of glimmering change appears and everyones fixated on you, waiting for you to say some astounding resolution. The best thing to say is to say "I have no resolutions." That way when someone asks you how you are doing with your diet; you don't have to lie and say "Great!", when deep down you're fooling yourself because you know you had a greasy pizza smothered in cheese for dinner and a chocolate fudge sundae to top it off and don't forget that you had a rootbeer to wash it all down. You just perk around your fake "great" and ask "and you" and they will give you their story and you will pretend you care. Life is lovely on the job or among friends and family.
Just say you didn't make one and make one in your own time that way no one knows your deep disappointments.
My new year's resolution was to focus more on myself...i didn't say it on new year but i'll try to stick to it. I need to stop worrying what my actions do to others. If i truly did do something to offend someone they should come out and say it. I shouldn't worry myslelf over every small action i make towards someone because in all reality every action has a consequence sometimes we just don't know what it was.