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Kerry

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[Saturday
December 29th, 2012]
Oh my god. Live journal still exists. 
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[Tuesday
September 15th, 2009]

For everything you have missed, you have gained something else. And for everything you gain, you lose something else.

It is about your outlook towards life. You can either regret, or rejoice.

 

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[Monday
August 10th, 2009]
[ mood | anxious ]

I finally realized that if i want something in life, IM the one that has to go out and get it. i have to do it, ALL BY MYSELF. For years i have been promised a car and college. The way things are going right now, those two things are not going to be given to me. and i need one, to have the other. By December i will have a car, that i have saved up for myself. It wont be like last time, when i spend all of my money on baby clothes and things for the apartment. Once i get a car, I will get a 2nd job, and for once in my life, Push myself to work a lot. Work so much to the point that im so tired, and cant even stand up straight, to the point where im just loopy from the lack of sleep. And with that second job, comes more money, that will be saved for me to go to school to become a nurse. I never think of my actions that can benefit my future. and being certified to be a nurse will benefit me in the future. I told this to this kid dallas the other night, and he was like "sounds like you have a plan." and right when he said that, i was like "WOW! i do have a plan!!" I havent had an actually plan, that is healthy, and good in sooo long.

I put so many people before myself. i put my relationship with that person before myself. and i realized that, no one is doing that for me. so why do i keep on doing that? I care so much for my friends, but they dont mind ditching me, or forgetting, so why should i care? I have to stop distracting myself, from..myself. While thinking this all over, i really could use someone ya know? but everyone has their own life. their boyfriends, their busy schedules. So i will make my own life, my own busy schedule.

 

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[Wednesday
January 28th, 2009]
hey yo, i know of some things you ain't told me.
hey yo, i did some things but thats the old me.
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[Monday
January 19th, 2009]
Sometimes when you plant things; they just don't grow. You can't blame yourself, when you water it, feed it, and love it.
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[Monday
January 19th, 2009]
I remember more of what I didn't expect to remember with you.
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[Tuesday
January 6th, 2009]
I have a baby in my stomach, Im starting a new life. I don't need you lowlife bitches making rude comments or anything, i'm moving on, you're all in the past and you're gonna be stuck there for along time.
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[Saturday
November 29th, 2008]
[ mood | nauseated ]

what did i do?

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[Wednesday
November 5th, 2008]
I would like to thank America for making the right decision.
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[Thursday
October 30th, 2008]
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[Tuesday
October 21st, 2008]
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[Saturday
October 11th, 2008]
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[Tuesday
October 7th, 2008]
People talk shit, but when shit hits the fan, Everything I'm not made me everything I am.
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[Tuesday
July 15th, 2008]
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I'm 18!!! [Friday
July 11th, 2008]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I can:
-Buy cigarettes
-Buy drug paraphernalia
-Go Clubbin'
-Sign for Myself
-Buy Porn
-Be in Porn
-win a game on the price is right
-get tattooo's
-Vote
-get my license
-do jury duty
-Get married without my parents consent
-Gamble in casinos
-Sue someone
-or be sued :[
-Watch any film EVER.

probably much more. BUT A WHOLE THING OF DOORS HAS OPEN FOR ME. hahah.

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[Wednesday
July 9th, 2008]
[ mood | optimistic ]

I've learned to just let go.




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yayyy!! [Friday
June 27th, 2008]
[ mood | excited ]


hahahahahahah.

TIME TO GO VISIT CORIE! :D LEAVING IN LIKE A FEW DAYS!!!?!

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[Tuesday
June 17th, 2008]
out of sight.
out of mind.
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What do you do with the pieces of a broken heart [Sunday
June 8th, 2008]
if life is really as short as they say
then why is the night so long?
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[Thursday
June 5th, 2008]
get a spark in that head of yours and don't let anyone blow it out.
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