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Heres to the nite... [05 Oct 2004|05:48pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Your LJ Prison by redfrog021
Favorite Deadly Sin
You are convicted ofSticking up a 7-11 for Twinkies
And sentenced toLife with Parole
Abusive redneck guard_behindblueyez_
Easy to bribe guardsoccermomkixass
Wants to make you their bitchlipsstucktohis
Drops soap in the shower on purposeno_morals99
Works in the laundry and smells people's undiest_to_tha_ara
Comes to see you for 'conjugal visits'dj_doug
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HAPPY HOUR HAS ARRIVED.. [26 Sep 2004|09:46pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

we r gonna do the unconventional thing again, cuz to be honest i got a lot to say, i jus dun really feel like sayin it.

Lyric o the Moment: when ive shown u that i jus dont care, and im throwin punches in the air. when ive broken down and i cant stand, would u be man enough to be my man. Lie to me i promise i'll believe. Lie to me, but please dont leave..

Quote o the Moment: no amount of love can heal this pain..

Feeling o the Moment: confused, and full of self pity

Favortite 80's song o the Moment: "True Colors" Cyndi Lauper

Final Thought: you gotta know when to hold em, and know when to fold em...

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[01 Sep 2004|08:25pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

hmm..well..i dun really feel like doin a conventional update..so here u go..

{ lyric o the day } To whom do I owe the biggest apology ? No one’s been crueler than I’ve been to me

{ quote o the day } if your not worth loving, then your not worth saving

{ food o the moment } CUPCAKES!!

{ movie o the day } The Little Mermiad (( i cant find my copy!))

{ bit o advice } vote smart or dont vote at all!

{ final thought } if a loved one asks you to go on Jerry Springer..expect that your gf is really a man and in love with your sister.

Well Until Next Time America..


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Random Ramblings...((im having a Carrie Bradshaw, Sex and the City moment over here)) [24 Aug 2004|01:17pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Okay since becoming a teenager and dating and everything theres always been sort of an eagerness ((at least for me)) to find love. I dont mean a physical love ((thats not too bad either tho)) but something meaningful, an emotional connection with someone. However like many people I kno I have this near phobia of trusting others and letting people get to know me, for fear they wont like me, or judge me. Recently one of my best friends was heartbroken by her first true love. It got me thinking about the immense risk we all take when we start to care about someone, and let them see our true selves. Now it wouldnt be so bad if Mr. or Ms. Right came with a money back guarantee. Or a 30 day return policy. But the reality is if you get heartbroken you cant "get your feelings back", if you gave love to someone and they didnt recipricate, then its lost.  While thinking about all this it became very clear to me that there are SOOO many risks involved in "love". Plus the idea that you have to "kiss a lot of frogs to find your prince, or princess, or dominatrix"

Is the idea of finding love worth all the risks it takes to actually find it?


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Look at all this time I've wasted... [22 Aug 2004|02:07pm]
[ mood | touched ]

> > 1. What time is it now?  2ish
> >
> > 2. Name as it appears on your birth certificate? Jessica i suppsoe
> >
> > 3. Any nick name? Jessi, yessi, pimpstress((haha)), hey u!, hoe, bitch hoe, the list goes on.,
> >
> > 4. wheres question four? .... no comment!
> >
> > 5. Number of candles that appeared on your last
> birthday cake? wanna hear a sad story....there were no candles..no one sang happy birthday to me either...**sigh** hahaha
> >
> > 6. Date that you regularly blow them out? 12.15 y0
> >
> > 7. Pets? a dog i call duke or poopers! he likes the name poopers better for some reason. And my obese lizard puppy!
> >
> > 8. Favorite animal? hmm...i dunno..
> >
> > 9. Tattoo? hmm...i'll never tell!!!
> >
> > 10. How much do you love your job or jobs? haha..i havent started yet..but i have a good feeling..! it wont pay as much as stripping..but it will have to do...
> >
> > 11. Birthplace? San ho! ((san jose))
> >
> > 12. Favorite vacation spot? anywhere outside of antioch
> >
> > 13. Been to Africa? one time by accident...wow that was one helluva ride home!
> >
> > 14. Stolen any traffic signs? nope..im gonna stick
to the mailbox flags for now..i dont think i can hide
a traffic sign in my backpack, i mean i dont kno what
kinda backpack u must be wearin but i aint no mary
poppins <---LMAO i remember that..haha no i knocked one over once..im pretty sure i was high
> >
> > 15. Been in a car crash? yeap
> >
> > 16. Croutons or Bacon Bits? hmm croutons
> > 17. 2-door or 4-door car? hmm...4..but im not picky
> >
> > 18. Coffee? sure..
> >
> > 20. Color of socks? haha i have crabs on my socks!!! LMAO..i have old man socks but i accidently cut a hole in em!!! I like colorful socks tho..i like to mix it up ya kno what im sayin!
> >
> > 21. Favorite Number? 2??

> >
> > 22. Favorite Movie? hmm..theres a lot..dumd n dumber, sandlot, cruel intentions, texas chainsaw massacre...okay this is a lil off the subject but the exorcist was on the other nite ((the original)) and i swear i still cant watch the whole thing. The first time i saw it i was like 8 and i couldnt watch the whole thing, and im damn near an adult and i still cant watch the whole thing without wanting to run out of the room screaming...
> >
> > 24. Favorite Holiday? halloween!
> >
> > 25. Favorite Food? hmm..i dunno i love al lot of food. BURRITOS!!
> >
> > 26. Favorite day of the week? friday i suppose
> >
> > 27. Song of the moment? haha...i dunno OoO FINALLY they r playing Broken by seether n amy lee on the radio!!! took em long enuff! I gotta go get that cd!
> >
> > 29. Toothpaste? CREST KID FO SHO!
> >
> > 30. Most recently read book? dont laugh...Harry Potter..
> >
> > 31. Cologne or Perfume? hmm..thats sorta a confusing question..i assume ur asking me what my favorite is..cologne..whatever smells good on u..and perfume i like citrus or vanilla  smells

> > 34. Fast Food place?  as of now im partial to jack in the crack
> >
> > 35. When was your last hospital visit? last year
> >
> > 36. Favorite drink? water kool aid or coke/pepsi. ((why u gotta get all up in the kool aid and ya dont even kno the flava!! LMAO))
> >
> > 37. How many times did you fail your driver's
> License?  one time..but they lied it wasnt an illegal turn..there were no kids in that cross walk!!

> > 38. Where do you see yourself in 10 years?  prolly in jail..imma  start a gang in jail called THE PIRATES!!!...big dreams eh!
> >
> > 40. Furthermost place you sent this message? .....

> > 41. Who will respond the fastest? ....
> > 42. Least likely to respond? .....
> > 43. What time is it now?  still 2 somethin...


ROUND 2!!!!

>>>>>>>>>your full name? Jessica....
>>>>>>Date of birth? 12.15
>>>>>>>>>Place of birth? ca
>>>>>>Current Age? 17 ish
>>>>>>>Sex? chick
>>>>>>>>>Parents names? Jane n David
>>>>>>Siblings? Dave
>>>>>>>>>Pets? yeap
>>>>>> B/f or g/f? yeap..Evan
>>>>>>>>>How long you been with them? it'll be 3 yrs in sept THATS BITCHIN!!!

>>>>>>>Do you plan on staying with them? of course
>>>>>>Do you have any crushes? all superficial...i gots mine! HAHA
>>>>>>>>Who? ...
>>>>>>>>>>>>NOW SOME "HARDER" QUESTIONS!<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
>>>>>> OOOOH IM EXCITED!!!!!
>>>>>>>>Have you ever made out before? yeap
>>>>>>How many times? 2,345,741,876,782 times give or take...lol
>>>>>>>>>Have you ever been felt up? uh..why?
>>>>>>How many times? 12,235,645,798 times
>>>>>>>>>Have you ever recieved oral sex? you bet your ass i have<<-- LMAO
>>>>>>How many times? hmm..lemme get my tally sheet....456,876,189,902 times
>>>>>>>>>Have you ever given oral sex? once by accident..LMFAPO
>>>>>>How many times? jeez jus that one time...and then there was that one time..but that was for money

>>>>>>>>>Have you ever had sex? well only those 8 times..and it was for money..
>>>>>>How many times? im having sex rite now...ha and i can type!! TAKE THAT U CYBER SEX NERDS!!! (( lmao..i hope u all caught that i was joking))
>>>>>>>Do you watch porn? haha..nah..i think porns kinda funny tho
>>>>>Do you masturbate? haha no sorry to disappoint
>>>>>>>>What do you masturbate with? LOL bath n body works bottles!! LMFAO ((since hearing that i cant walk by bath n body works without getting a horrible image))

>>>>>>>Have you walked around your own house naked? a few times
>>>>>If so, why? i was shooting porn and the fone rang upstairs...dont u hate when that happens!
>>>>>>>Have you ever walked around anybody elses house naked? oh all the time
>>>>>If so, why? i got peer pressured into it!! we did some bong hits later that nite too...DAMN THAT PEER PRESSURE!
>>>>>>>>How many b/fs or g/fs have you had? eh who knos

>>>>>How many have you messed around with? i dunno..never counted
>>>>>>>>Would you ever have a 1 night stand? if i got paid enough..sure
>>>>>Would you ever have sex for money? haha yea..girls gotta put herself thru school ya kno what i mean.
>>>>>>>>>Would ever use food while having sex? LOL I guess if i got hugry during sex..but i cant imagine it ever taking that long to where i couldnt wait...LOL. But ya kno that could get seriously messy..i wouldnt wanna clean it up. But hey I'll try anything once if not twice
>>>>>>If so, what kind? uhh...cereal, fried chicken, thanksgiving dunner..whatever floats ur boat
>>>>>>>>>Do you have any fetishes? uh..i dunno
>>>>>>If so, what are they?  i still dunno
>>>>>>>>>Do you have any sexual fantasies? of course..but im not gonna tell u
>>>>>>If so, what are they? TRAMPOLINE SEX!! LMAO
>>>>>>>>>Do have any desire to be in a 3 some? LMAO

>>>>>If so, with who? ....yo mama

>>>>>>>>>Do you have any specific turn ons? eyes..i kno its lame
>>>>>If so, what are they? ....we covered that already
>>>>>>>>>Do you ahve any specific turn offs? yeap
>>>>>>If so, what are they? FEET
>>>>>>>>>Have you ever had an orgasm? hmm....

>>>>>>>If so, how? and with who? ....wit yo mama haaha eww
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>THAT WAS PRETTY GOOD<<<<<
>>>>>>>>Name one place you want to have sex? in a box..with a fox..on a plane on a train..Dr suess was a freaky bastard
>>>>>>>>>>Name one place you'll never have sex? in a garbage can...

>>>>>>Name one person you have had in a sexual fantasy? Billy Joe Arnstrong, jonathan davis, dave silveria, and im pretty sure evan was there!
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>YOur favOrites!<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
>>>>>>>>YOur favorite sexy thing to wear? uh...LOL..i dunno haha i had a George Micheal shirt that i use to wear..LOL I lost it tho!!! DAMN!
>>>>>Your favorite thing for your partner to wear? doesnt matter its comin off..haha
>>>>>>>>Your favorite place to get intimate? LOL..WHAT!

>>>>>>>Your favorite sexy food? i like burritos im not if thats really sexy tho. Can food be sexy? HAHAH it makes me  wanna  hot dog  real bad! LMAO

>>>>>YOur favorite sexy song? WHAT? anything wit lil jon goin "YEA"
>>>>>>>>Your favorite sexy color? clear
>>>>>Your favorite position? haha sideways, on top, on bottom, to the right, to the left, to the northeast, to the southwest..whatever floats ur boat
>>>>>>>>Your favorite pink up line? i dont use pick up lines
>>>>>Your favorite place to meet other potential lovers? uh..EXCUSE ME! lol
>>>>>>>>How much fun did you have? not a whole lot..

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**sending happy thoughts** [13 Aug 2004|11:52pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

I want to send some happy thoughts to Trevor...Hope you feel better real soon buddy! (((happy Friday the 13th!)))

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I was raised on the DAIRY BITCH!!!!! [08 Aug 2004|04:09pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

Alrite so the trip... well we left later than we wanted to..and that sucked..everyone was in a bad mood. My dad made me drive..cuz he doesnt trust my moms driving abilities..or lack there of. So Im driving thru vasco..which i dont particularily love. But I did good..i wasnt all slow..and i didnt hit anything..so thats pretty damn good. Anyhoo..we hot all kinds of traffic between 120 and 99. No one was happy bout that. So me and my dad resorted to makin jokes about the mormons in the family (( i can make fun of em cuz im sorta one..**shudder**)). When that grew old..we started making fun of people in cars. Its always interesting to watch ppl in traffic. So that made the time pass a lil quickly. Then while we were sitting in traffic as we hit the 580 120 interchange ((or whatever u call it)) we saw this house..it was sorta more like a shack..anyhoo..there were like 8 goats jus kickin it in the yard. One was chillin underneath the car to the side of the house. I was like wtf is this??  Then there were like 2 cows kickin it on the porch...lemme repeat..2 cows on the PORCH!  I mean this was some serious hee haw, green acres shit happenin. So anyhoo..we drove for about 2 hours (( on 99)) Then i smelt it.....DAIRY!!!! LMFAPO. Anyhoo..this was a standard smell pretty much all throughout hwy 99. That and the smell of alfalfa. Anyhoo..so we got to the hotel..and checked in and everything and the room was alrite..the bed sucked..but other than that it was alrite. So the first nite i slept all of 1 hr and 15 mins. My dog was staying in my room and he was like tweekin out the whole nite..cuz of bein in a different place and all.

SO..on that Saturday we did the family reunion thing...which turned out to be a bust. There were hella ppl there i didnt kno. but they ALL claimed to kno me. Then damn...Aunt Nancy..Shes gotta be the meanest woman in a wheelchair EVER!! She called me a not so kosher name...and so i told her off..and half of my moms family was like OH dont yell at her..thats just her way. Im like fuck that! So there was all this stupid drama. My mom got pissed off and it was a disaster. SO me and my dad went and sat away from everyone under some big ass tree. We sat there makin fun of Greg my cousin or somethin rather. But I got to see my aunt marilyn and uncle Bob..Whom i adore! they havent seen me sionce i was like 7. Anyhoo..so that was the reunion.

The rest of the time we mingled with the locals..which was a big mistake...LMAO. Nah it was alrite. We found this awesome burger/burrito place. We went to "Buck Rogers" place..or at least drove past it.

Then on the ride back i got bored and took some pix from the car. I took pix of a corn field..LOL CHILDREN OF THE CORN!!!! A billboard of some guy that looked a lil like a pedophile.LMAO A pix of Buck Rogers on a billboard. And a pix of a Goat Milk refinery...LMAO It sounded funny! GOAT CHEEZ!!!! LMFAPO. And some other randome pix..Ive yet to have them developed. But I will.

So that was basically it..not too interesting...

Until Next Time America.....

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Assume the position... [07 Aug 2004|05:21pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

hmm..well, im not at my house, which is always a good thing. But im a lil bit bored. I FINALLY got my Korn cd back from Devon. GEEZUS i thought he mite be holdin it for ransom or some shit. Well, I have a feeling its gonna be one of those nites..ya kno. The kind that are boring at last a long ass time, too long. Sooo..yea.

My trip sucked. In a nut shell... there were cows, lots of bugs, lots of heat, a fight wit aunt nancy((whos in a wheel chair)), and NO sleep. I'll explain all of that at a later time..Im jus not up for the challenge rite now.


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[22 Jul 2004|02:51am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I kno this prolly isnt goin to make much sense to..well anyone but im sorta jus doin this more for the benefit of myself, more so than others....so jus humor me.

 Sometimes I walk around wit this feeling like I should be somewhere different than where I currently am. NOt that i dislike the ppl that Im wit, or the physical places that i go..its jus on a general basis. LIke maybe somewhere down the road of life I was supposed to take a right and i took a left. And the thing about it is..is i always prided myself on bein the one who gave the "finger" to the world and took that left. BUt for some reason now..Im wondering what would have happened if i hadnt. Dont get me wrong..its not as if i wanna be a "sheep", and follow, but sometimes i get a lil sick of always bein looked at as "different". I think honestly ppl expect that kinda stuff outta me now. LIke i always have to live up to this hype of bein the black sheep. ((sorry i keep using sheep as my analogies)) Im always expected to say the funny thing during a conversation, or im supposed to not wanna do things jus cuz everyone else does them and im supposed to make my own path, on my own terms. I honestly used to like that about myself..i felt like i was asserting my independence. Now Im comin to a point in like where i actually am gonna be forced to make serious life choices for myself. It honeslt scares the shit outta me. I have absolutely NO confidence in my ability to create a life for myself. I think well if i try and do things "my way" and i fail, i have no one to blame but myself. But if i do things "their way" and i succed, im not sure i would feel authentic, or the least bit happy. I kno i have a tendency to over think jus about EVERYTHING..but i honestly feel this is worth pondering. I guess my question comes down to...is it worth it to be different?

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Ahhh sweet sweet boredom... [19 Jul 2004|09:45pm]
[ mood | confused ]

1)Starting Time: I dunno maybe 10 ish
2)Name: Jessi
3)nickname: Jessi, and stuff..u kno what u call me..

4)School: its summer..lets not taint it wit the name o the school..
5)Email: iluvevan6713@yahoo.com & goodtimes1354@comcast.net
6)Height: 5'3 ish
7)Parents: i gotta few yea... David n Jane
8)Siblings: Dave AKA Diva lol (23)
9)Been so drunk you blacked out: haha once when i was 4...yea thats my dads superb parenting skills at work there..
10)Missed school b/c it was raining: No, i got better reasons than that

11)set a body part on fire for amusement: uhm...sure

12)Kept a secret from everyone: yea

13)Had an imaginary friend: haha...Bob is rite here..how dare u disrespect him like that!!!
14)Wanted to hook up with a friend: LOL...no comment

15)Cried during a Flick: Flick?? LOL uhm..yea..Lion King 1995 ((i think))
16)Ever thought an animated character was hot?: Of course
17)Had a New Kids on the Block tape: YEA!! I wish i still had it
18)Prank called someone: haha..who hasnt?
19)Been on stage: sure have
20)Shampoo: Suave..

21)Color: Black, blu, green
22)Day/Night: nite
23)Summer/Winter: hmmm...winter
24)online smiley: What?? thats stupid

25)Lace or satin: uh...flannel! LMAO..or satin

26)Cartoon Character?: Stewie or however u spell it, from Family Guy

27)Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: E-Van

28)Like anyone? i like Tara..i guess the secrets out now...damn!

29)Who have you known the longest of your friends: G! Gonzalo i luv that bastard!

30)Who's the loudest:? Tara

31)Who's the shyest: jonny and tamzx can both be shy at times..other times they can be the loudest ones in the room
32)Who do you go to for advice: Tara, Andrew, Gonzalo, Jo, Jenna, sometimes Janine..i dunno whoever is around

33)Who do you cry with?: myself, and myself only..
35)have you cut your hair?: personally?? yea.. i trimmed it

36)Been mean: prolly..on accident...im sorry
37)Been sarcastic: uh...do u not kno me??
38)Met someone new: no, i never meet new ppl EVER!! ((see im bein sarcastic))

39)Talked to someone: NO! I never talk to anyone, EVER!

40)Hugged someone: i hug starngers..or anyone that will stand still

41)Fought with your parents: of course, if we didnt we wouldnt talk
42)Wished upon a star?: yea

43)Laughed until you cried: All the time..wit a snort thrown in there every once and a while
44)Watched a sunrise/sunset: uh huh

45)Went to the beach at night: not for a while, but yea

46)Read a book for fun: not since harry potter...LOL

47)Ate a meal: i dun eat meals..ive got an IV i get hooked up to where it pumps all my nutrients into my body..
48)Are you lonely?: no..i got Bob..REMEMBER!
49)Are you happy: rite now?? not even close

-------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------- >

50)God/Devil?: kinda..
51)Love/Lust: yea
52)The Closet Monster: not really
53)The Big Bang Theory: it makes the most sense
54)Heaven/Hell: i think that is a state of mind..hell can be percieved in different ways..more like a relative thing

55)superstitions: hell yea

56)What is your full name?: Jessica

57)Favorite Band?: Green day, K's choice, Sublime, Smile empty soul, NIN, i could go on for days..
58)What is right next to you?: my printer????

59)what is your computer desk made of?: uh...bubble wrap
60)What are the last 4 digits in your phone number?: 0773
61)What was the last thing that you ate?: homemade pizza
62)Where will you go on your honeymoon?: Italy would be awesome
63)Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?: myself...and uh Bob here!
64)How many buddies do you have on your list? i dunno but my list is full
65)How's the weather right now?: a lil windy

66)Have you ever smoked pot?: uh...no comment
67)What did you do last night?: my parents made me stay home cuz i still wasnt feelin good from Thursday
68)What are your favorite type of shoes? ones that cover feet

69)How do YOU eat an Oreo?: LOL..wit my mouth
70)Dream car?: OoO..i originally wanted a Cudda but i found out that theres only a few made in the US and they r shitty cars besides..so ive changed my mind to a '68 dark blue mustang maybe wit a fastback..i dunno i could go either way on that one..but i want it wit white interior and either gray/silver trim or a lite blue trim and dice in the mirror, and some of those rims that spin when u stop..yea..that would be pimp..i could get the horn to play "so fresh so clean" by outkast..that would be hot.if i rolled up to ur house wit that shit u would go nuts!
71)favorite music?: im not partial anything that sounds good to me
72)Favorite food?: mexican and italian!!
73)Favorite movies?: comedies or anything scary..i love oto be scared
74)Are you too shy to ask someone out?: prolly
75)If you could change your name, what would it be?: Pimp the Cherry De Mylo LOL..ive given it some thought..ya kno that sorta sounds like a dessert..LOL
76)Have you ever been in love?: yea

77)What is the stupidest thing you have ever done?: uhm..take the time to fill this thing out

78)What will your first son's name be?: Jr of whatever my husbands name is..((thats the easy way out)).unless he has a weird name...then i kinda like the name Travik..but it sounds like traffic..so i dunno..maybe Trent..thats a hot name..or Sean..always a good name..Jeff is a good name too..i dunno..i gotta have like 8 kids so i can name em all..actually thats all i want em for..is jus to name em then i'll give em back
79)First daughter?: Lilly..thats as far as ive gotten

80)Favorite drink?: Drews personal..THunder Swirl! i dunno whats in it tho

81)Do you like scary or happy movies better?: scary
82)On the phone or in person? fone
83)Lust or Love?: hmm..love is a lotta trouble, but worth it in most cases, and lust can lead to STDs which is never worth it...<<--i wrote that a long time ago..and i still believe it to be tru
84)Do you consider cheerleading a sport?: haha ok

And u thought i wasnt really bored??? Well I will prove u wrong!!!! Heres yet another one!!!

>>>1. Name? Jessi

>>>2. age? 17

>>>3. birthday? 12.15

>>>4.hair color? brown/red

>>>5. eye color? blu

>>>6. height? 6'9 HA

>>>7. In one word sum up your personality? UNIQUE!! i dunno..how does everyon else percieve me..im interested...feel free to toodle on down the page and leave me a comment and lemme kno what the fuck is up eh?

>>>8. hometown? no matter where i go...SAN HO!!! reppin tha 408 my n!gga!!! LOL okay..dun beat me up..

>>>9.current residence? Antioch

>>>10. Parents? uh...David n Jane

>>>11.siblings? Dave AKA Diva! ((LOL))

>>>12.pets? Duke AKA POOH BEAR!

*** current love status ***

>>>13. Do you have a bf/ gf? yea

>>>14. name and age? Evan ((almost 20)) highly illegal i kno

>>>15. how long have you been together? 2 yrs and almost 10 months

>>>16. are you in love? yea

>>>17. in one word describe how your bf/gf makes you feel when you see them? hahaha..a lil speshul!
*** the inside scoop on your love life ***

>>>18. how many bf/gf's have you had? who knos..they were jus practice till i got it rite..HAHA..im kiddin i loved every one of em..they were all assholes. LOL

>>>19. out of all those, who was your favorite? i dunno..if u were one..then u of course!

>>>20. do you still wish you could get back with any of your ex's? eh..cant think y i would wanna..

>>>21. were you ever in love with any of your ex's? nah

>>>22. have you ever had your heart broken? kinda

>>>23. If yes, what happened? DAMN! none of ur bizness!!!

>>>24. whats the best thing about the opposite sex? mostly everything

>>>25. whats the worst thing? sometimes guys dun get it..they try and bless their lil hearts...LOL

>>>26. do you have a crush on anyone? nah

>>>27. have you ever become obsessed with a crush? haha..no comment

*** Friends ***

>>>28. who is the best person of your friends to party with? Tara AKA always on the tables!

>>>29. who do you have the best time with? all my crew

>>>30. who always makes you laugh? myself..no i dunno..most anyone can make me laugh..im easy that way..imma laugh-slut.

>>>31. who is the most talkative? Krystal!!

>>>32. who is most likely to get married first? who knos..whoever goes to vegas and gets drunk first

>>>33. who is least likely to get married? Devon..hes a pain in the friggin ass

>>>34. who is the ultimate "playa" ? ME!!

>>>35. who is a "pimp"? oh fo sho..Jessi got the pimp shit! aha! pimp juice baby! <<--whoever wrote that..thats funny! EWW he got some PIMP JUICE comin out his mouff! LMAO that was THE funniest thing i have ever seen!

>>>36. who is the friend no one really likes? LMAO thats hella mean..tryin to get someone called out like that! DEVON!!! theres another someone special that no one likes but i dun think she knos and im not gonna be fucked up and let everyone kno..but i think most ppl can figure it out if ya think bout it...

>>>37. who is most likely to sell drugs or prostitue? i figure Nick will sell drugs and steveo will become a man-hooker <<-- LMFAO..i think thats already happened.

>>>38. who is most likely to get thrown in jail? Nick or Drew

>>>39. who is your not so smart friend? sorry Steveo <<-- thats fucked up!! whoever wrote that..steveo is jus special!

>>>40. who is the friend you go to for advice? anyone who will listen

>>>41. who is your best friend? YOU!!

*** Random things and Such ***

>>>42. what is your worst habit? i kick ppl off my bed when it gets messed up..it sounds dumb but ppl get sick of it

>>>43. what are you afraid of? ppl in masks..seriously!

>>>44. what is your goal in life? i want to make some kickass kids that will challenge EVERYTHING but me((of course)) and marry someone who can handle a pain in the ass like myself

>>>45. if you could avoid anything, what would it be? you

>>>46. whats your favorite soda? uhm..dr pepper, cherry pepsi, orange, mtn dew

>>>47. who is your favorite musical artist? pick one..and i prolly like them

>>>48. what is your favorite song? "not and addict", "B.O.B", "For you", "chemical party" , "shiver", "trick me" , " U can leave ur hat on" ((lol)) i could go on for days

>>>49. what is one thing your gonna do over the summer? evan..hahaha..i dunno

>>>50. what do you think of the show TRL? thats still on?? wow..its gone downhill last time i saw it

>>>51. what are you planning to do tonight? talk on the fone..im on house arrest till my parents feel im well enough to go out...they r nuts everyonce in a while

>>>52.Oprah, Jenny Jones, Maury Povich, Sally Jesse, or Rosie O'donnel? OMG what if they had a baby?? that would be the most awesomest babay ever! I could be that baby!!!! LOL..

>>>53. do you believe in reincarnation? yea

>>>54. what do you believe you will come back as? Maury Povich's dog or something

((thats it..i hope u enjoyed the time i spent fillin these pieces o crap out...have a good one eh!))

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This is why u shouldnt get bored @ someone elses house... [13 Jul 2004|10:09pm]
[ mood | bored ]

>>1. Name jessi or jessika or jessica pick ur poison
>>2. age 17 ish
>>3. residence? Eurekas Castle!!! I use to luv that show!

*What cha Look Like*
>>4. hair color? sorta brown sorta reddish..it does its own thing
>>5. eye color? blu
>>6. height? i'd like to consider myself tall enuff

>>7. favorite color? green blue n black
>>8. favorite song? trick me by kelis
>>9. favorite band? been listenin to a lot o Smile emppty soul and NIN
>>10. favorite show? i love the 90's!! ??
>>11. favorite actor? hayden!
>>12. favorite actress? anjelina jolie!
>>13. favorite movie? well..i havent seen jay n silent bob in a LONG time..so imma go wit that

*Outta your PpLz who is..*
>>14. most popular? thats a stupid question
>>15. most friendly? u mean whos the biggest whore..
>>16. most likely to succed? the most sucessful whore..
>>17. most likely to be famous? the whore most likely to turn porn star....
>>18. most likely to invent something? none of my friends r capable of that..LOL
>>19. most likely to pose nude in a public magazine? TARA!!
>>20. most likely to get divorced? Jackie

*Either OR
>>21. highlite or underline? highlite
>>22. rainy or sunny? rainy and sunny! what now biatch!
>>23. day or night? nite
>>24. IM or in person? IM..im lazy as hell
>>25. TV or radio? TV
>>26. drive or walk? drive
>>27. black or white? gray
>>28. hard or soft? hard lol..i think
>>29. small or big? big i guess...thats a weird question
>>30. tacky or classy? tacky

*Random StuFF*
>>31. how many people are you sending this too? none
>>32. whats your most used saying? NO PANTIES!!! and THATS WHY IM OPRAH!!!! LOL
>>33. where would you like to vacation? Italy
>>34. where would you most love to live? Italy or Vegas
>>35. do you have a profile through a service ( aimbuddyprofile, madprofile etc)? i got bored with it
>>36. whats your AIM/AOL screen name? Goodtimes1399 and iateStarJones ((she was tasty))
>>37. whats your email address? iluvevan6713@yahoo.com im sorta his bitch....

*Love LiFe*
>>38. do you have a boyfriend/girlfreind? yeap
>>39. name? Evan
>>40. how long have you been together? 2 yrs and almost 10 months
>>41. are you in love? imma go wit yea
>>42. do you have a secret crush? prolly..i dunno who tho

>>43. who sent you this survey? i dun remember its like 4 months old
>>44. what is your honest opinion of that person? i prolly hate that person now..
>>45. who will sent this back? hopefully no one

Ahhh and if that wasnt enuff boredum for u..heres another 1..

>>>1. Full Name? Jessika......

>>>2. Age? 17 ish

>>>3. Birthday? Dec 15th...lets remember it this year mmkay!

>>>4. Eyes? blu

>>>5. Hair? some sorta brown and red like color...

>>>6. Height? 5'3

>>>7. sex? whoa whoa whoa imma lady...((haha its a song 4 those of u who now think im retarded))

>>>8. Nicknames? jessi(e), hey u, mami((dont ask)), and several others...

>>>9. Do you have a bf/gf? yea

>>>10. if yes, what attracted you to that person? he wouldnt leave me alone...LOL im kidding, i mean hes fuckin hot

>>>11. are you crushing on anyone? uhhh nah

>>>12.do you sleep with stuffed animals? sure do..and im proud of it...

>>>13. Do you sing in the shower? Sure do..and im proud o that too!

>>>14. What do you most commonly wear to bed? clothes..i think thats common..

>>>15. Whats your favorite song of all time? "u can leave ur hat on" by tom jones...dont laff!

>>>16. Whats in your CD player right now? NIN, janet jacksons Damita Jo album, Lp's Meteora, Korn's Untouchables, and a mixed cd and it has TOM JONES on it!!!

>>>17. What do you think about online relationships? Well..u cant get pregnant...at least i dun think u can...hmm..

>>>18. What do you plan on doing when you grow up? working the streets and selling crack out of the trunk of my mini van..

>>>19. Name one thing that you cant live without? Music, Evan, and TOM JONES!!! i kno thats 3 things..but i dun give a damn

>>>20. If you had the choice to be a pirate, superhero, or the persident which and y? I would be the president of the superhero pirate ship..but if i couldnt be that i would be a pirate so i could steal gold and shit. i could do that as the president too...but..then i would have presidential hair..and thats bad...

>>>21.Whats your favorite meat? LMAO...who the hell wanted to kno this question...

>>>22. If you were on death row and could eat anything, what would be your last meal? pizza

>>>23. Whats your favorite soda? rite now...orange soda

>>>24. Name one person that always ahs you laughing? myself!

>>>25. Name one person that you cant stand? ugh..RINA!!!!

>>>26. Name one person you think you'll be in contact with longer than 10 years from now? u

>>>27. WHats your most embarassing moment? i fell outta my chair in my TA class in soph year. all the black guys in the back were laughin at me..

>>>28. how long is your lonegst relationship? 2 years and 10 months

>>>29. Have you ever been in love? yea

>>>30. Do you wear hats? only pimp hats

>>>31. Whats your s/ns? goodtimes1399 & iateStarJones

>>>32. whats yor email address? iluvevan6713@yahoo.com

>>>33. Do you have any piercings? yeap

>>>34. Do you have any tattoos? ive got one on my ass that says "all aboard!" LOL

>>>35. Do you play with matches? yes

>>>36. Do you like rainbows? HELL YEAH!

>>>37. Are you a homophobic? i was called queen o the queers..so im guessing no

>>>38. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? HAHA

>>>39. Have you ever watched porn? lol sure

>>>40. Do you lick toads? im licking one rite now

>>>41. Do you know what Kankles are? yea..LOL

>>>42. If you could be any animal what would it be? a lizard

>>>43. Can you "flow"? yo yo yo here we go, get a hoe get some snow and blow that shit out the door. yard gnomes be stealin your ganga and drinking your beer ...thats it thats all i got in me <<-- i dunno who wrote that but its funny! LMAPO

>>>44. Whats your favorite Tv show? Queer eye!!

>>>45. Whose your favorite actor/actress? Anjelina Jolie..if it was legal i would marry her!

>>>46. Who is the hottest cartoon character? the guy in the AOL commercials...OoO yeah babay!

>>>47. Whats your favorite movie? imma say...Interview wit a Vampire!

>>>48. Whats your favorite Eminem song? Superman..

>>>49. What song do you think describes you and/or your life best? Freak of Nature by Anastacia..haha some of u kno what im talkin about..lol

>>>50. Do you like shaved ice? not really

>>>51. What is the difference between shakes and malts? good question..

>>>52. What time is it? 10 ish

>>>53. Who will respond? God willing no one

>>>54. Who wont respond? thats a stupid question

>>>55. Do you have anything else left to say? I love Pudding! and...BUSH SUCKS!!

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{{{{heaven}}}} [13 Jul 2004|08:21pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven

We're in heaven

Oh, thinking about our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now, nothing can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now (over now)
You keep me coming back for more

Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I'm finally there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

We're in heaven

Now, nothing can change
What you mean to me
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now
'Cause our love will light the way

Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Now our dreams are coming true
Through the good times
And the bad
I'll be standing there by you

We're in heaven

And love is all that I need
And I'm finally there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Ohh, ohh, ohh

Ohh, ohh, ohh
We're in heaven

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Thank you.... [12 Jul 2004|01:28pm]
[ mood | content ]

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

How ever far away
I will always love you
How ever long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you

I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

How ever far away
I will always love you
How ever long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you

I will always love you

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In the event that I dun come back..I would like to leave u wit this.. [08 Jul 2004|08:17pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Beyond the door
theres peace im sure
and i kno
there'll be no more
tears in heaven


i'll heal ur wounds
i'll set u free
im Jesus Christ
on exstacy


im surrounded by liars
everywhere i turn
im surrounded by imposters
everywhere i turn
im surrounded by a vanity crisis
everywhere i turn
i cant be the only to notice
i cant be the only one whos learned


And it hurts my soul
Cause I can't let go
All these walls are caving' in
I can't stop my sufferin'
I hate to show I've lost control
Cause I keep goin' right back to the one thing
That I need to walk away from


I wanted you to know
That I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph
And I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain


You make me hard, when I'm all soft inside
I see the truth, when I'm all stupid eyed
The arrow goes straight through my heart
Without you everything just falls apart


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