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NAME:HANNAH MARiE*
AGE:18
I AM A:WOMAN
STATUS:TAKEN
LIKES:BOYS WHO WONT BREAK YOUR HEART, DANCiNG MY PUPPiES, PiNK, SHOPPiNG, MY FRiENDS
DISLIKES:SPiDERS, CATS

the s0ng...

i HOPE THAT YOU WAKE UP EVERYDAY AND HURT INSIDE FOR THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME
i HOPE YOU KNOW THAT YOU HAD MY WHOLE HEART UNTIL YOU RIPPED IT INTO THESE TINY PIECES AND LAUGHED IN MY FACE
i HOPE THAT THE OTHER GIRLS GET THE BETTER OF YOU.. AND YOU WILL MISS ME.
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my wonderful valentines day present [February 15th,2007
8:45am
]


I Just want to say that i have the most wonderful boyfriend in the entire world and i love him so very much.
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Profile [February 5th,2007
9:04pm
]
[ mood | loved ]

New profile check it out por favor.

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vacation. [February 4th,2007
11:42am
]
so I have a dilema. I'm going to plan a major trip this summer but i can't decide between two places.... I want you guys to help me with this one..
If you were me would you go to...

LOS ANGELES

or

NEW YORK CITY??

please help.
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=) [January 11th,2007
11:05am
]
[ mood | happy ]

So guess who is now in a relationship??
give up??
ME!!!
and i'm very happy.
For once i think everything is going okay.

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just another spoke in the wheel... [December 2nd,2006
8:36am
]

confusion:

I HATE YOU CONFUSION!!!!!

but I love you HPNOTIQ 

ok so i want some help here... say theres this guy that you have liked for oh.. ya know... forever and you start hanging out then you find out he has a girlfriend but he wants to break up with her cuz he likes you... what do you do??

AHHH

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watch your back so you don't stab mine... [November 28th,2006
3:33pm
]
[ mood | depressed ]

ahh. life. it sucks to put it simply.
I was looking at my last entry and realized how ironic that was. I was going on and on about how i missed TJ and just a week ago i get a text message out of nowhere from him. Wow isn't life crazy. Its good to hang out with him again I must say.
So i really don't know what the hell is wrong with people lately. Everyone is changing and i feel like i'm the only one staying the same. I can't trust anyone because i feel like i don't know anyone anymore. =(
SO i can't believe its almost christmas. It would be two years for me and Vern if we were still together. I hate christmas. Its total depression season. x(
I wish i still had my best friend. But shes a little too far gone now.



ahh i guess thats it.


I know its hard to keep an open ♥ when even friends seem out to harm you.

But if you can heal a broken ♥

wouldn't time be out to charm you?

Tiffany Stidham if you read this you need to call me asap
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my brain hurts. [November 17th,2006
3:01pm
]
[ mood | sad ]

Here lately ive been thinking so much about everything. All I do is sit at home and dwell on things that have happened to me and i know that i shouldn't be doing that because all it does is make me feel like shit. I Saw vern the other day and it almost killed me. I didn't know what to do. I was trying so hard just to talk to him. I still love him and i know that i always will and i just wanted to burst into tears whenever i saw him standing right outside my car window. Gah it hurts. And i miss tj. I miss the summer when we would all hang out and the way that he made me feel. I really liked him and it was just one of those summer fling things but i miss him alot. I hate talking about boys because I love being single and i know that i dont need a boyfriend but i can't help but be lonely and want someone that will love me and be my best friend at the same time. I just want to scream sometimes.

oh and ps i skipped class today and came to the library and guess what my class is in the library ={

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i was young but i wasnt nieve. [October 26th,2006
8:19am
]
[ mood | confused ]

So yeah its about 4:30 in the a.m. and im here at my hotel in Fowlerville and can't fucking sleep.
We leave for Windsor in the morning. I'm excited, but not at the same time. I wish i could say here just one more day. I didn't do enough catching up with everyone but ya know money doesnt grow on trees.
I saw Jake at wal-mart. (we used to date). It was so crazy. he didn't recognize me at first but i can see how that can happen i have changed so much. In more ways than one.
I wish I could have seen Josh. The love of my life lol. I pretty much miss the fuck out of him. I know if i had seen him we could pick up right where we left off. gahh i hate the distance. I really do. =( and he was going to move to VA but i fucked things up because i was so stuck up Verns ass. What the hell was wrong with me?? I swear when it comes to relationships i make the worst fucking choices. I'll just be one of those old spinster women with 50 dogs, (i'm allergic to cats).
Ive been so stressed lately. I have to admit that it does feel good to be away from BSG right now. Im just tired of everything. work, school, home life, relationships. Im just so glad that i have friends i can lean on and they don't think the worst of me. I have to say that here lately, i would seriously be lost without my friends. Especially Shauna Britt and Sanchez. They mean alot to me.
On the upper note i got to hang with Jenni last night. I missed the fuck outta her too. We just got along so good it was like we had seen each other everyday for the past three years instead of not at all. I was hoping she would stop back by tonight but it didn't work out that way. I think shes going to stop by windsor tomorrow.
I'm excited for the Hilton. Its going to be beautiful!! =) Riverview room/...ahhh...
Well i guess thats enough late-night or early-morning i should say ramblings.
I'll post more later. ♥

6 FUCKING DOLLARS FOR A PACK OF CIGARETTES!!!
No wonder noone here smokes... can't afford it.

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=/ [October 16th,2006
10:35am
]
[ mood | crappy ]

SO i'm not quite sure whats really going on with my life right now. Everything is so confusing and i just don't know what to do with myself anymore.
Right now i'm all about having a good time so when i look back on my life 30 years from now i wont regret anything. I don't need anyone dragging me down.
I have the trip to look forward to in 8 days. I cant get a hold of jenni though so i'm still not even sure exactly what is going to be going on. I'm just excited to get out of this damn town for a little while and think to myself.

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someone told me long ago, there's a calm before the storm. [September 29th,2006
10:28am
]
[ mood | calm ]

yeah so i'm sitting here in the library bored out of my fucking mind.
I just burnt a kick ass CD though. Consisting of THe doors, the beatles, Ozzy, Green Day, Incubus and Zepplin. =)
I'm sure the library staff wouldn't consent to me doing that but do i give a flying fuck? Ha no.
Everything is going alright i guess. I have the best friends i swear. I always have a good time.
Brittnie is teaching me some on the guitar. She taught me the first part of nothing else matters last night. I played it so damn much she got sick of it. But hey i'm learning. Mom is buying me a pink acoustic guitar here soon i can't wait!
Me and the bf are good. He never gets jealous. Such a breath of fresh air. =)
But i really need to get out of the library they are having class. Fuck.


Hannah
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[September 19th,2006
12:23pm
]

in appy



I want my mommy!!!!!
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my tribute to summer '06 [September 18th,2006
10:39am
]
[ mood | calm ]

this is my tribute to...
SUMMER 2006



from the sun and the sand...



the laughs...




and the cries...



heartbreak...



and good times...



making new friends...



and losing some old...

But this was summer. A time of change and finding yourself. Partying and laying on the beach. Crusing town and smoking cheap cigarettes that you had to buy by digging change out of your car. The heartbreak and summer loves. All in all a good time.



Adios summer '06. May you live forever.
Catch ya on the flipside.
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fuck. [August 29th,2006
9:05am
]
[ mood | FUCKING PISSED ]

ATTENTION:

DO NOT
befriend Naomi Lopez.
That is unless you want her running your mouth about you and fucking your ex-boyfriend.

That is all.

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i need y0r l0ve t0 h0ld me, when its all t00 much t0 bear [August 26th,2006
3:01pm
]
I woke up today in London
As the plane was touching down
And all I could think about was monday
And maybe ill be back around

If this keeps me away much longer
I dont know what i will do
Youve got to understand its a hard life
That im going through

And when the night falls in around me
I dont think ill make it through
Ill use your light to guide the way
Cause all I think about is you

Well L.A is getting kinda crazy
And New york is getting kinda cold
I keep my head from geting lazy
I just cant wait to get back home

And all these days i spend away
Ill make up for this i swear
I need your love to hold me up
When its all too much to bear

And when the night falls in around me
I dont think ill make it through
Ill use your light to guide the way
Cause all I think about is you

And all these days i spend away
Ill make up for this i swear
I need your love to hold me up
When its all too much to bear

When the night falls in around me
I dont think ill make it through
Ill use your light to guide the way
Cause all I think about is you
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it's really great t0 hear y0ur v0ice sayin my name [August 25th,2006
9:52am
]
[ mood | sad ]

So I'm still wondering if life is ever going to get any better for me.
It seems like i just keep feeling worse and worse. And i can't get something out of my head that should have been gone a long time ago.
I guess some things just aren't that easy to let go of.
So i'm trying to figure out if this summer was one to be happy or sad about.
I lost one of my best friends and my boyfriend. But i had some good times as well like the beach and various parties.
I know now that the summer is over and that i should just turn around and never look back on it. But yet again, its still not that easy.

If i could go back in time, i would do it in a heartbeat. And i probably wouldn't change all that much. Because all of the hards times i've gotten through i'm who i am today. I'm just trying to be a little stronger and not let things get me down too hard. Because i'm about to hit rock bottom and i'm sure its a rough climb back up.

I just wish i knew why bad things tend to magnetize toward me. I just want to be happy and i'm too confused to be happy right now.

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0r i'll just end up walkin in the COLD november rain. [August 22nd,2006
10:11pm
]
[ mood | depressed ]

Yeah so my life is nothing short of crazy right now.
Everyday i'm dragging my feet i'm so wore out and i have time for nothing.
And i can't go out anywhere because my parents are so weird about me being home to take care of daisy.
I mean i love her and all but shes an EFFING dog. =[

I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel like such a loser. All i do is work and go to school. Its just so boring and lonesome. gah.

So uh yeah school is okay. Same as always i reckon. I don't think that MECC will ever change but i guess that could be a good thing cuz it's fun. Like High School only better.

i wish more than anything that i could go back to the 9th grade and do EVERYTHING over again. Maybe i would make better choices but ahh hell who knows. We all know how retarded I am.

well I think that i am going to bed early tonight.  I feel like shit and i really have to think about some things. Its time i grow up a little bit.


Tell me please,
Who the fuck did you want me to be?
Was it something that I couldn't see?
Never knew this would be so political.
And please, I'm still wearing this miserable skin
And it's starting to tear from within
But it's obvious that doesn't bother you, so please

I didn't think that you'd sell me out
Now I know what you're all about.
You might feel in control of things.
But you're not holding all the strings.
All the strings, all the strings.


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errr [August 20th,2006
1:12am
]
[ mood | complacent ]

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[August 14th,2006
1:11am
]

8-12-06

Best Birthday Ever.
I Love My Friends. & Smirnoff Vodka.

so i'm officially 19.
last chance at being a teenager and i definetly started it off right.
I could not ask for better friends.
although a former friend is still causing problems but i'm not going to let her skank ass get me down!! ; )

and omg i have the best new drinking buddy ever!!!
I did not sleep at all last night i was up all night laughing my ass off!
gah it was great.

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Check it 0ut [August 10th,2006
10:04pm
]
[ mood | happy ]


My newest body decoration. Its on my right hip. U like??

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[August 8th,2006
10:48pm
]
i kn0w that y0u all kn0w "Next C0ntestant" by Nickelback...
well i th0ught this was cute


Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

just th0ught i w0uld share.
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