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All products were sent complimentary for testing purposes.

So today I received my box from influenster with new goodies to try out. In this box there was 6 items. Neosporin neo to go,which will deffinately come in handy when someone gets a cut! Breyers Gelato coupon for free icecream! Who doesn't like free icecream! An old style ivory bar soap. Haven't used a bar of soap in forever, more of a liquid soap person, will either try out or let my daughter try. Also Avon Anew wrinkle smoother... Well not that I have any wrinkles yet, lol It wouldn't hurt to cover the tiny tiny ones I might have somewhere. Puffs to go. These are always handy to have around because theyre small enough you can take with you just about anywhere. And they always seem to come in handy. And last bust least, A shell rewards card. Now who doesn't like to save money on gas! Gas prices are crazy so any little bit will help.

So cant wait to try some new icecream, and wrinkle cream first! :)

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Woo Playtex!

#PlayOn @PlaytexSportandGentleGlide @Influenster!

Ever wanted to go out for a run and wasn't sure you could make it without some kind of mess? Well, the Playtex sports are just for you. Keep you nice while you have that run. Not that bad in price either. If your looking for a new brand to try, Try these guys.

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Proud excited member of influenster!

NYC HD Color Trio

I recieved the NYC HD Color Trio from influenster for testing purposes! Once again I recieved some new makeup to try out. Who doesnt like makeup! I like the darker colors of eye shadow, but rarely wear them because sometimes they dont look quite right on me. With this color trio I can actually wear a bit of the darker shades, because when you put it on. It doesnt come out super dark at all. The 3 colors blend very well with each other. Colors that blend well is something I like alot. And the color I recieved can either be worn as a day or night look. It looks good at both times. I actually hope I can see what other colors they have available. And maybe pick up another color.

Suave Products.

I have been purchasing Suave products for many many years. And my parents bought for me also. I like that these products are very affordable. I have tried I think just about all of their products. From the deodorant, lotion, body wash and shampoo and conditioner. And for my daughter the 2 in 1 shampoos! I think right now I have at least one of each in my bathrooms. I don't have one favourite smell, I like them all! Great product, and for great prices!

“Dr. Scholl's For Her Cozy Cushions”

I recieved these complimentary for testing purposes from influenster.  These are a great idea for those days when its cold out. Sometimes that pair of socks just doesnt keep your feet warm. These are nice little insols that are nice and soft, and they help keep your feet warmer plus give you that little bit of extra support. I like the fact that you are able to cut them and adjust them to your shoe size. Nothing more annoying then getting an insert for your shoe and it doesnt fit, especially because some can be quite pricey. And these are also washable. The only thing that I did see wrong was that the little soft fuzz might start to come off after a few wearings, so it would probably be best to wear them on the days when your feet need the extra warmth. Other than that, nice idea for a show insert.
So, I recieved the Rimmel Scanaleyes in my RoseVoxBox for testing purposes. I tried this on before I went to work. I didnt do anything special that day makeup wise. I was just going for the simple look. So for that day I just used my concealer and foundation, and of course this new mascara from Rimmel. Its not that bad of a product. It did make my lashes longer and alot darker then my other mascaras do, which I like alot. The only thing is it didnt give them the fanned out look I was hoping for. Some lashes did stick together, but not to bad. The next time I wear this though Im going to actually do my full makeup jazz. Eyeshadow and all. I do say if you want a mascara that makes your lashes look extra dark this would be a great one to buy.

true love-- Pink

"True Love" -Pink
(feat. Lily Rose Cooper)

Sometimes I hate every single stupid word you say
Sometimes I wanna slap you in your whole face...
There's no one quite like you
You push all my buttons down
I know life would suck without you

At the same time, I wanna hug you
I wanna wrap my hands around your neck
You're an asshole but I love you
And you make me so mad I ask myself
Why I'm still here, or where could I go
You're the only love I've ever known
But I hate you, I really hate you,
So much, I think it must be

True love, true love
It must be true love
Nothing else can break my heart like
True love, true love,
It must be true love
No one else can break my heart like you

Just once try to wrap your little brain around my feelings
Just once please try not to be so mean
Repeat after me now R-O-M-A-N-C-E-E-E
Come on I'll say it slowly (Romance)
You can do it baby

At the same time, I wanna hug you
I wanna wrap my hands around your neck
You're an asshole but I love you
And you make me so mad I ask myself
Why I'm still here, or where could I go
You're the only love I've ever known
But I hate you, I really hate you,
So much, I think it must be

True love, true love
It must be true love
Nothing else can break my heart like
True love, true love,
It must be true love
And no one else can break my heart like you

(I love you, I think it must be love, I love you)

Why do you rub me up the wrong way?
Why do you say the things that you say?
Sometimes I wonder how we ever came to be
But without you I'm incomplete

I think it must be
True love, true love
It must be true love
Nothing else can break my heart like
True love, true love,
It must be true love
And no one else can break my heart like you (like you)
No one else can break my heart like you (like you)
No one else can break my heart like you
"True Love" -Pink
(feat. Lily Rose Cooper)

Sometimes I hate every single stupid word you say
Sometimes I wanna slap you in your whole face...
There's no one quite like you
You push all my buttons down
I know life would suck without you

At the same time, I wanna hug you
I wanna wrap my hands around your neck
You're an asshole but I love you
And you make me so mad I ask myself
Why I'm still here, or where could I go
You're the only love I've ever known
But I hate you, I really hate you,
So much, I think it must be

True love, true love
It must be true love
Nothing else can break my heart like
True love, true love,
It must be true love
No one else can break my heart like you

Just once try to wrap your little brain around my feelings
Just once please try not to be so mean
Repeat after me now R-O-M-A-N-C-E-E-E
Come on I'll say it slowly (Romance)
You can do it baby

At the same time, I wanna hug you
I wanna wrap my hands around your neck
You're an asshole but I love you
And you make me so mad I ask myself
Why I'm still here, or where could I go
You're the only love I've ever known
But I hate you, I really hate you,
So much, I think it must be

True love, true love
It must be true love
Nothing else can break my heart like
True love, true love,
It must be true love
And no one else can break my heart like you

(I love you, I think it must be love, I love you)

Why do you rub me up the wrong way?
Why do you say the things that you say?
Sometimes I wonder how we ever came to be
But without you I'm incomplete

I think it must be
True love, true love
It must be true love
Nothing else can break my heart like
True love, true love,
It must be true love
And no one else can break my heart like you (like you)
No one else can break my heart like you (like you)
No one else can break my heart like you

BTW posts are mainly friends only!

If you wanna read my journal, please friend me. Most of the stuff is friends only. All that personal junk <3

Annie's Homegrown!

Recieved this complimentary in my MamaVoxbox for testing purposes! This is a nice and quick, delicious and especially good to keep your hungry child happy. Portable and can take anywhere that you know there will be a microwave! Also its a little healthier that the regular mac and cheese!

Dr. Scholls.. #MamaVoxBox #influenster

I received the dr. scholls for her comfort insoles in my MamaVox box, from influenster for testing purposes! I really like the insoles, because some shoes just seem to hard on my feet. Especially any kind of shoe meant to wear when you go out somewhere nice or on a date. That is one of the reasons why I don't wear high heels, or dress shoes because they hurt my feet to much. With the insoles, it makes wearing those kinda of shoes a lot easier. Less pain=happy feet! The only thing is they are just a tad to short for my foot, my heel hangs off them just a little bit! But I don't mind, as long as my foot arch doesn't hurt Im good to go!
I just love that sinking feeling.. sarcasm.
Someday I will be my version of perfect for him.

Its been quite a while!

I kind of forgot about my journals. Kind of gave up on writing, though I do miss it.. Things tend to build up when I don't write, I just haven't had the words to express anything anymore.... Maybe I can give it a try again sometime soon.
boy oh boy do I miss writing. Im surprised I even remembered my password to my Lj...

Mar. 10th, 2011

I miss writing. I just dont have it in me anymore. My journals would collect dust if they could... My lack of interest in most things is still there. Not as bad as it was for a while. But I still dont feel that crazy excited urge for anything anymore. Except for my bebe. But hes gone so my little excitements gone for now.

Life seems to... "just be" Its sad. I miss excitement of a new day or of things that could happen. Work sleep chase jess and do it all over again. So much freakin fun! =-(

blah

total bummer of an update.
Im glad that my hand no longer has that cyst in it, and I hope it stays that way. Of course for the last couple days I havent felt good, well on and off... Jess has been on a rampage since I havent been to work.

And I really miss Kyle. Deployments are to long. :(
suckage...


woopydee doo to the new year. My babies going to be gone all damn year :(
I guess what I say doesnt mean anything or my feelings. hes being selfish and puting his health in risk. Being a total ass. If I was the sick one I'd be forced to the doctor, and made she things were better with me.....

=-(


Last nights full moon

D to the rama!


Damn yest. I just bout to into a major fight with someone at work ONCE again with ppl being nosey and in my buisness. FUCK! I cant even buy anything, and show my i.d. like I'm sopposed to without people stickin their nose where it doesnt go.... And she's like since when did you get an I.D?... Uh Ive had it for a while... No you havent... when did you get married... Lemme see your card again cause I didnt see when it expires(just to be nosey to see the sponsors name on it) Yea bullshit you saw when it expires, and of course my fingers going to cover my private information on it, you dont need who the hell is my sponsor, especially when you yourself just told me you like to be nosey... And as I said, because of NOSEY ppl like you, thats why I dont fucking talk about MY PERSONAL LIFE!! My life has no place in the work place. Because of asses the last time it almost cost me my job because ppl were makin up shit. And Im not going through this again!!

grr and it just puts me in a bad mood, and I dont need that shit when I go to work...

Oh and Im NOT EVEN going to start in on all the attitude bs Jesslyns giving me...
Well he's on his way to boot camp... Its going to be a long few months. Hope he does well...  <3
I want out of this house. I want my own place. But I cant. Still have the car payment, but almost done with that... I want someone to be home with me, but he cant. And wont be home for months. I wish I had tons of money, so I could quit my job... but I dont and cant....

I wish people wouldnt make stupid choices that mess up their lives and people around them... Im tired of being asked for money just so they can continue to mess up their lives.... Now because of this I am down to only one babysitter. which of course will cost me extra in gas money because of the extra milage I put on the car everyday. But I will do this just so I know atleast Jess will be safe...

I wish I wasnt being told Im keeping secrets, or even getting hinted at that I am... There is absolutely NOTHING going on in my life. work, eat, sleep, watch jess, bitch or get bitched at...

Just because I dont talk alot on the phone doesnt mean theres anything wrong with me. Im not a big phone person, that hasnt changed, even if there is a big distance between us... And I cant help it if the phone calls come at bad times or I get interupted on the phone, I cant help it if people are rude and dont care if Im talking to anyone.....

Ive been doing good at taking my fish pill and vitamins, thats a big surprise.... now if I could just get my butt up and get outta this house... atleast for a small nightly walk...

Im now in the habit of staying up late and sleeping in. Yes I like to sleep in but I seem to get up later and later..... whatever. I dont know what to say anymore.

oh poor oh me right?


Why is it I'm not interested in anything?... I mean I like things, Im interested in things.  But I just dont feel like I use to. I'm interested in say this yadda yadda, but to go out and actually do this activity I'm interested in doesnt happen, if that makes sence....

My ability to persue anything just doesnt exsist. I want to... I really do but its hard to explain that I just.. dont do it.... I guess thats a sign of depression. Loss of interest...

I know I havent been "truely emotionally happy" for some time. But I think its that chemical imbalance in my head thats doing it...  or just so many years of bs, who knows....

Like right now, I know I'm fat. Been this way for bout 4 yrs now. Doctor says I need to lower weight and cholesteral... really should take up running since the gym thing was a bust.... but my excuse is "my boobs are to big and heavy, they throw you off when your trying to run'..


God I'm lame.

Especially since I'm now in the shoe crowd, spent a stupid amount on shoes in the hopes it will help my thighs, and big ass... if shoes are more than 20-25$ I dont want them. (yea Im cheap but those shoes usual last me longer than anything name brand)..

one more LONG week of work, then I get to take some time off next week...  *end rant*


Dream


I had a dream last night. I dont know what or why, but somehow I did something to dissapoint you. Or atleast thats how you made me feel... When ever I would talk to others you slowly pulled away and showed no interest in me. You no longer wanted to hold me, to touch me... At one point I broke down infront of your door, crying my eyes out with a broken heart, bleeding from my wrists, for I had cut them to get you to love me again....

As I lay there bleeding and crying, I tried to reach out to you with what little stregnth I had left. But you turned from me, not even noticing the pain and slow death I was having, just so you would hold me again.

I woke up with a strange pain in my chest, like it had really happend.. I dont know what to think about this dream.


quiet.

Things are back to normal I guess you could say. The first week back to works done. It's like I never went on vacation... Didnt feel long enough, even though I took 17 days. My tax returns just about gone. And I've only had the money for about a month now. How I went through $$ I dont know, I havent even made any big purchases, cept a new pair of glasses, but I really needed those. And bills of course... Other than that where the heck is it going??.... Seems like when ever I do get some money it flys outta my pocket. It be really nice to get Jess' dads tax return already... but from the looks of it, the state wont be sending it out to me for ATLEAST 6 months!! BAH! By then I wont even think about it, lol or even that it'll practically be time to file taxes again!.....

Right now K's in NY visiting his icky parents. So things have been quiet around here. No one to bicker at... Or to run off on me. Doesnt sound like he's havin much fun... Wouldnt doubt it with the way they act sometimes.Who knows when he'll be back seeing as how they're buying his plane ticket...

On top of that, this him not getting a job REALLY sucks. Not 1 place at all has even given him an interview... Its really dissapointing, and frustrating. Cause were doing ok with what I make, but it be better that there wasnt so much $$ stress on me. Without him working now, it's going to be so much longer before we can go get a place, I want to move out already! If not it will be little over a year before I will be able to afford a payment for a place, but things would be REALLY tight... And I dont want to do it with just my income. It make things to hard....

Another note, Jess is a little over a year away from starting school!!! YAY. Not this summer but the summer of 2011! Then off to kindergarden!! How the time has gone by. Maybe then, I could prob work more hrs at work.. maybe.................................

But I need to finish up the stupid laundry and head to bed.
Feeling like crap. And only days from my birthday! I dont know if its the cold Jess had or something I picked up or a combo of both. My left part of my throats sore... I want to be better before my bday but even more before we head out to cali on the 18th. Dont want to bring anything with us and get grandma sick...

Spending smart with my tax $$. Most Ive spent was on 2 bills, but if you dont count those Ive only spent like 200$. Which is good... Still dont know what my toys going to be yet.... maybe a night at a hotel. With no one bothering me...


ugh only 4 more work days. Hopefully I dont feel any worse so I dont call out, that witch will prob bitch at me bout it.
I cant wait for my vacation, my body aches so much. Cant seem to find anything to releave a small part of the ache.
No change in weight.

Sadly hardly any visits to the gym due to all these issues. rarr

>_< !!

Woopdy freaking doo!