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(no subject) [Sep. 25th, 2005|09:38 pm]
_sweet__misery
[Current Mood |crazycrazy]

ALERT

new lj. 

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add me and long live rock and roll.

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(no subject) [Sep. 21st, 2005|08:03 pm]
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[Current Mood |stressedstressed]
[Current Music |The Best of Me: The Starting Line]

School is stressing me out soooo bad. I have tons of homework like everynight, Im having touble in math and global and I didnt do my english homework, I didnt finish my bio write up becuae I left it at school. I left my english essay Im supposed to finish tonight at school so I have to take up my whole study hall tomorrow and get it finished since I didnt do yesterdays homework. I got a 60 on ym first global quiz that actually counted, stayed after and raised it to an 80 at least. We have a final test on Friday and I dont know anything, Jeprady game tomorow in global and I dont know anything, the winning person gets an automatic 100 on the test and doesnt have to take it. God I wish I knew my stuff. Im having a really hard time getting into the swing of things this year for some reason. Im exhausted and I still need to study and try to figure out my math homework. I hope Mrs. Violi doesnt mind if I do it tomorrow after school with her..Yet, I have so much work and studying to do, I find time to write this entry for you all to enjoy. Haha, while waiting to get into the dentist's room for my cleaning I was looking at a seventeen magazine and on a page there were picture of vagina's!! I was like "OMFG! THIS ISNT PLAYBOY! IS IT?!" and actually flipped it over to see the cover again. It was funny but gross..And I CANT WAIT FOR HARVEST!! And baby wash is my new love<3<3

AND 5 DAYS MY LOVE!!<3 =D

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(no subject) [Sep. 15th, 2005|04:52 pm]
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[Current Mood |tiredtired]
[Current Music |I Love Rock and Roll: Joan Jett]

I thought this was very interesting. Im all for promoting quit smoking stuff.

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(no subject) [Sep. 13th, 2005|08:16 pm]
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[Current Mood |frustratedpain]
[Current Music |Falling for You- Student Rick]

I got my schedule change today! Almost completely happy with it. Except they changed my lunch from C with my Joely.=( I had A lunch last year, I like C better. But Bob and Air are in it too! Totally awesome!! I now have Mr. Bartalow for global and Mrs. Violi for math. I already like them both better than Dona and Derouchie. Well, I took a picture of my new GEEK shirt and my awesome stop sign dry erase board/magnetic board!! And also a picture of the dress I want to get for Harvest. Im going to Deb tomorrow to see if they have my size in it!!

 

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(no subject) [Sep. 12th, 2005|06:35 pm]
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Well, for this update..I dont really think anything else has changed. I went down to guidance today to get my schedule switched and I needed to get a note from my mom saying I could, so Im getting it switched tomorrow before first period. My little sister broke her hand at a sleep over trying to catch Em's little sister Jenna becuase she stupidly on purpose fell off of the table she was dared to stand on. Yea, we all remember doing stupid truth or dares in elementary. I got netflix back!! YAY! Its the best ever, seriously. I thought I almost lost my digital like 10 minutes ago, but it was in my purse for some reason..My first global quiz grade was a 48. Now I really think that Dictator Dona's and my opinions differ quite a bit about what is important. He marked one question wrong that I had right though. 25% he thought was 75%. But Im too scared of him to say anything. Mr. Dabiew doesnt teach A/B classes. =( I saw him after 11th becuase he finally realized my locker is at the end of the 400 wing like his room is. I need to take pictures of something I havent updated pictures for a while. Next time I wear my new GEEK shirt I'll shoot it. Its fucking hot today too. Jeeez!! I cant wait to get my schedule changed, I hope they dont switch my lunch though!! Well yay! Joel just called and yay Im going over!!
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(no subject) [Sep. 7th, 2005|10:26 pm]
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[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]
[Current Music |Staind]

I've been really sad lately. School sucks. Im keeping my art class because I found otu that it isnt what it is..Mrs. Hance, the teacher of my art class goes today, "Since your all supposed to want to be art majors" so everyone in that class is a bunch of phony's. Of course, I got the teachers who load you up with homework, besides Mrs. Cook, beucase she's too fucking stupid to stop saying how band is soo cool and that she was in band when sh ewas in highschool, to stop and give us anything homework probably. My locker is shit. Yes, I know kids use that term loosely. But honestly, mine sucks. I've already been to 111 twice becuae I couldtn get it open. It almost wouldnt open today after 11th so I almost missed my bus. My english teacher assigned 3 morals to write about, 3/4 of a page to a whole page long. 3 of them. I dont know why my sophmore year has to be so fucking shitty. I suffer enough. Dictator Dona's homework is to read whatever he assigns and write down the important things in the reading. Well, sinc ewe have very different opinions, nothing in it is important to me, but plenty is probably important to him. So I dont know how I would get in trouble for that. I forgot my global book to do the homework and I had to go over to Joel's and use his. It took me like 2 hours to do. I got it done at like 9:30, then I was hungry, I had Ramen Noodles. Then I took out my favorite cheest&crackers and just looked at them. I just looked at them for like 10 minutes. Yes, I was hungry, but for some reason I couldnt bring myself to eat them. I dont knwo what is wrong with my lately. Yes, Im back to a low, but jesus, I've never got food out just to stare at it and try to remember what it tastes like. Jesus Christ, life sucks. The only plus of this year is that I actually like C lunch, for some reason Im half as hungry as I was when I had A last year. I love having 2 classes then leaving. It really makes the day seem a lot faster. Well, I suppose since my alarm is going to ring at 5:25 in the morning, which is 8 hours and 50 minutes from now. And it takes me like an hour to fall asleep..I guess I'll be pretty tired again tomorrow. Yay..I get to wake up to another wonderful day. I wish I'd stop waking up..

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(no subject) [Sep. 4th, 2005|07:25 pm]
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[Current Mood |tiredtired]
[Current Music |American Baby: Dave Matthews Band]

Yesterday morning I got up at 7 to get ready to leave for Joel's football game in Indian River. Its like 2 hours away. Yes, Im a dedicated girlfriend. They lost, but Joel had an awesome block. I also lost my chapstick.. =(  Im devistated. We went to Joel's camp afterward, Im sorry, but I did not bring my camera. Me, Joel, Joel's mother&grandmother went fourwheeling. I was on the back of his mom's and he drove his grandmother. She's funny. She went "Woo!!" everytime they hit a bump, then she drove and said, "I dont want to hurt the machine!" Which is highly doubtful she would. Well today, my mom came up to go fourwheeling because I didnt want to stay both nights. Me, Joel, my mommy, & Joel's mommy went. Me and my mom were on our fourwheeler, Joel on one, and his mother on another. We were going down a hill and the left side had been washed out so we had to drive the fourwheelers on the right side, and at the end of the hill there was a huge rock we had to go around. Joel went by nicely, then me and mom went. Well, at the rock my mom flipped the fourwheeler, we were thrown off of it. I landed on a rock and cut my knee. el cutoCollapse )

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(no subject) [Sep. 2nd, 2005|12:39 am]
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[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]
[Current Music |Right Here: Staind]

Tonight I went up to Mem's with Em. Jordan Ahnert came over also. We were supposed to play Monoply, but, nobody really wanted to. So we played Life for a bit, Emily cant keep a board game going, I swaer she has ADD. So we attempted some card games, didnt work. Jordan left. We watched Family Guy, then came home.

Things actually got better. But then they went right back down the drain.. I knew I was too happy..

 

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(no subject) [Sep. 1st, 2005|01:36 pm]
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[Current Mood |pissed offpissed off]

UGH!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!! THAT BITCH TOOK AWAY MY PERFECT 11TH PERIOD STUDY HALL!!

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Im soo fucking pissed. I wanted my 7/8 study hall to go to art survey or basic photo but no. "Everyone has a study hall 7/8," the bitch said. My fucking ass everyone does. This pisses me off sooooooooooooo bad x 4546131654561324564566456546541632541635416545644656415431623451635416 FUCK UFCK FUCK!!

UGH!!

BURN IN HELL YOU DUMBASS!!

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(no subject) [Aug. 28th, 2005|11:38 pm]
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[Current Mood |pissed offpissed off]

UGH. My fucking schedule sucks.

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Im supposed to be taking Basic Photo and Art Surver y1 this year for electives. But of course the cocksucking bastards dont give my my electives, and I fucking want to get the them the FUCK OUT OF THE WAY!! UGH IM SOOO FUCKING PISSED!! The cock sucking, ass kissing, genital rubbing, toad fucker, guidance counselor of mine will be fucking hearing from me. All of that didnt make me feel better!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! FUCK!! I feel better now. Sorry for all of the cursing.

Joel and me have the same lunch but different rooms, thats why I'll probably be going to 114 instead. He also has the same bio teacher than me, just the period after me. Jesus Christ, soo damn close. My last study hall is awesome. I had Mr. Dabiew for math last year, he loves me. My step sister had Cook for bio this year she says, "She is fucking insane!! She's mad at you one day then she goes on about hwo much she would miss you if you were to ever move away the next damn day!!" So I have a homework worshipper for global, a physco for bio, and a teacher for spanish who doesnt even fuckign know spanish. This year sucks already.

Joel broke a promise and it makes me sad. =( Im not trying to be a Miss. Know It All, but I know he's going to wait until the last day of summer vacation to do his summer math homework. I hope Im tired.

fuck it all.

 



 

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