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Jessica
30 June 2012 @ 07:00 am
  • Fri, 14:30: I feel like shit.
  • Fri, 15:45: So I'm a cunt.
  • Fri, 15:57: I've already showered 3 times this morning. And all I can think about is showering again.
  • Fri, 16:13: I'm not taking any meds today. They'd probably dehydrate me even more.
  • Fri, 16:14: How much stuff could their possibly still be in my tummy???? Ive puked so much
  • Fri, 16:17: I need more towels so I can shower again.
  • Fri, 16:20: I don't know why I can't stop showering.
  • Fri, 20:19: Can I get some #FollowFriday #ff-s
  • Sat, 00:42: Well, Mark & I are okay again. He's visiting family today & will be back tomorrow. I can't wait to see him again.
  • Sat, 00:47: Apparently it took 4 long ass showers this morning to feel okay. I can't believe I acted like such a fucking moron.
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Jessica
29 June 2012 @ 07:00 am
  • Thu, 16:32: I think I finally got rid of Matt.
  • Thu, 17:03: I'm waiting to get my MRI for the study I'm participating in. Is it weird I'm super worried they are gonna find something crazy?
  • Thu, 18:54: RT @TheEMG1: Holy hell are people really THIS stupid!!!!! I remember now why I hate the general public
  • Thu, 18:55: I cannot keep taking this higher dose of lithium. It's been over a week & I'm still so sick from it. I just left a MSG for my pdoc
  • Thu, 20:00: He told me not to just wait around for him to get done with his errands. Who is he kidding? He knows I'd ditch anyone for him. :)
  • Thu, 20:02: Is it wrong that I have extremely sexual thoughts about the study coordinator? And I love that he's married. #ImSoCrazy
  • Thu, 20:05: #ICantDateYou if you're married or in a relationship, then I'd just be your mistress, which is what I prefer. #LoveOfTheLoveless
  • Thu, 20:06: Once my little cousin wakes up from her nap I am going to go swimming with her. It's gonna be like 2 hours. I'm already in my new swim suit
  • Thu, 20:06: I love it when Twitter suggests I follow bitches that I hate. #TryAgain
  • Thu, 20:08: Why is Hitler trending?
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Jessica
28 June 2012 @ 07:00 am
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Jessica
28 June 2012 @ 12:17 am
Wow, its been a long time. I'm going to start using livejournal again. I'd post a longer entry but I really don't feel well today. I have had this awful headache. It's bringing me down. And I feel so physically ill. 
 
 
Current Mood: sicksick
 
 
Jessica
03 February 2009 @ 09:50 pm
I wanna get away from here. I wanna just leave. Anywhere but here will do, the farther the better. Someday I will.
 
 
 
Jessica
12 April 2008 @ 02:21 am
No one writes on here anymore. I remember when livejournal used to be the cool thing.
 
 
Jessica
23 February 2008 @ 10:48 am
 God damn, I've been getting really bad headaches and they dont' seem to be getting any better. Then, because of these bad headaches I spend most of my time in bed trying to sleep them off. This sucks. Plus I can't go see the doctor til spring break so I still have like two weeks to live with these horrible headaches. 

In addition, I am getting so bored with my job. At first it was great because it was so simple, but now it's just mindnumbing boring!!!! Gosh, how long can you expect me to look at toys and rearrange them and put them where they are suppose to be. I mean, when I first get to work I am very effective at this but then by about halfway through my shift i just start shoving and eventually I will just wander off to a different section. My three month review is coming up and I"m a little scared for it since I have been sick twice. I mean it's not my fault. I live in the god damn dorms. Things get passed so quicklly. Plusss god damn my headaches kill!

I cannont fucking wait for spring break. It sort of sucks because like no one else is on spring break at the same time, but whatever. 

Speaking of my damn head aches I have another bad one today and so I thnk I will rest for awhile.

Damn and who ever thought college would be so god damn lonely. 

-Jessica
 
 
Current Location: dorm room
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
 
 
Jessica
11 February 2008 @ 12:50 am
 So out of some strange desire I decided I wanted to post in this livejournal. I have neglected all of mine for quite some time, but it's okay I guess.

So college, what can I possibly say right now? I'm taking two math classes, I like math but it gets lame quick. History... OH MY! Boring! And my EEC field experience classes. So far, lamer than lame. But on Tuesday our actually field experiene starts and I'm a little nervous about this. Plus, I have been thinking about changing my major, i'm trying to get an appoinment scheduled to talk to someone about it, cause I"m confused about how far behind I would be since of all my El ed classes I have taken, but oh well.

Not much has changed, I'm still as lame as ever.

You know me! From the beginning of my teen years, hating the world I thought I would end it that way too. Oh my, I am just so sad and hating the world and life itself. Boo who. cry for me. Feel bad for me. Whatever. dksfjalfjdlsafjsl haha.

Anyways, so I'm two months away from being 19 and 1/2! Holy shit. I am having this like a forth life crisis. I feel like I am gonna just drop dead in a matter of days. I feel ancient. Damn.

Well, Later.

As always.. Love.... Jessica
 
 
Current Mood: crankycranky
 
 
Jessica
28 August 2005 @ 10:42 pm
 
 
Current Mood: artisticartistic
Current Music: talking on the phone
 
 
Jessica
28 August 2005 @ 10:11 pm
I've made a decision to go friends only. but I need an awesomely cool friends only sign. I'm sick of people that I don't want to reading this.

love, Jessica
 
 
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: taking back sunday