My name is Hannah, and I hate it when people say "kthanx".
I love magic eight balls, long drives, friends who make me laugh, dimes, sandy beaches, old married couples, city skylines, long summer days, being stupid and retarded with friends, palm trees, road trips, quarters, sleeping during thunderstorms, cheverus, saltine crackers, shorts over spandex, only the marshmellows in lucky charms, old movies, peep-toe pumps, fire hydrants, bellybuttons, field hockey sticks, bulldogs, movies with sutitles, purple&gold, people you can do nothing with, piano key neckties, ron burgundy, paper clips, old romantic movies, sunsets, turning the music up, Rhett Butler, rolling the windows down, the sound of loose change, new york city, having nothing to do all day, talking about love, razzles, inside jokes, hot chocolate with marshmellows, hide and go seek, secret note buddies, red pumps, laughing untill i get a stomachache, cowtails, talking all night, dancing like the rent is due tomarrow, red cards, finding pennies on the ground, sushi, accordian binders, feng shui, sex and the city, the crashing of waves, surfers, bright nail polish, being loved, coral cheeks, apple orchards, "ass-beads", vintage clothing, yellow snow, watercolors, white teeth, the first day of summer, thrift shopping, smiling untill my mouth hurts, green eyes, sublime, peanut butter on the roof of my mouth, the rise of your chest, chill people, forgetting what time it is, talking about absolutely nothing, shaggy hair, telephone booths, falling in love, pomegranites, bright yellow, getting letters in the mail, and having fun.
Stuff about me
I seem have that beautiful quality that allows me to publicly embarass myself almost everyday. I tend to trip over most everything and say the worst possible thing at the worst possible time. Maybe it's just me, but it seems like the most embarassing things happen to me. I've learned to laugh at myself and not take life too seriously. I'm only human; This is my only life to live, If you can't have fun and let loose, then go fucking jump off a cliff because you're ruining everyone else's party.
I live in Maine and no, I'm not a potatoe farmer who marries their cousin. I wish I was... that'd be fucking sweet. But I'm not. I live in a new england-y, cape cod-ish small town right on the ocean, next to a fairly big city. And I'l say it's the worst place on earth all day and all night, but it really is beautiful. But even though it might be pretty here, and Maine is called "Vacation Land", don't waste your time and money on a vacation to here when you could really be going to Cancun or something.
I'm still a teenager. I'm in the process of finding out who I am. I'm sometimes optimistic, sometimes pessimistic. Sometimes silly, sometimes cynical. What I do know about myself is that I'm extremely outgoing, energetic, and vivacious. I am always the first one on the dance floor, and the last to leave. In life, I take it as my personal duty to make sure everyone is having a good time and laughing. But I'm a lot more than just a loud voice. I'm 100% real. I tell people exactly what I think of them. I'm not one of those girls who will pretend to like you and just to backstab you... I'm so incredibly over all of that stuff, and those type of girls. Girls nowadays annoy me so much... I'd rather hang out with guys ANY day, because they're drama-free and if they have a problem with you, they'll tell you. I'm the type of person that people either love or hate. There's no gray area. If you love me, expect that love in return, and expect one of the most fun friends in your life. If you hate me, I don't care, because you're not worth my time. I'll use the energy that it takes to try to change your mind on something that actually matters. I doubt that there's been a day that I haven't been talked about, good or bad. And that's fine with me.
I love photography. I'm a self-proclaimed camera whore. I'm a highschool student. I'm in the top 10% of my class. I love trashy, gossip magazines. I love Audrey Hepburn are Vivien Leigh. And the Olsen Twins... I've never been quite sure why. I want Glark Gable to come and sweep me off my feet, because Rhett Butler is my true love. My favorite movies are GONE WITH THE WIND, Donnie Darko, Garden State, Nepoleon Dynamite, The Virgin Suicides, and Pocohantas (because it's hardcore). I have the worst case of ADHD in the history of man. I have an ass that should break off and form it's own country. I love ears that stick out a little bit SO MUCH. I've taken singing lessons sense as long as I can remember. I love HATE drama.
I love music. Any type. I sound like such a music whore here because i only list bands that i like of a particular genre, and I don't want to sound like one of those people, because I hate them, and because I'm not one of them at all. I love all types of music, even the shit on the radio nowadays, and even country at times. I love to dance to rap music with my friends, and sing Kelly Clarkson on the bus to field hockey games and basketball games with them too. To tell you the truth, I couldn't say which type of music I like better, popular music or the indie that I list below. Popular music kinda sucks, i know, and i don't like listening to it when i'm alone, but it's so upbeat that you can't help but be happy, and i love to dance like a dirty whore with my friends to it. Indie, ska, emo, and alternative is what i listen to most of the time, though. But I couldn't only listen to that. Indie, ska, emo, and alternative captures the deeper and more artistic side of me, and the popular stuff i listen to once in a while captures the outgoing, fun, and vivacious side of me. and that's just me.
I love Sublime, Bob Dylan, Belle and Sebastian, Saves the Day, Morrissey, The Perishers, Nada Surf, The Smiths, Deathcab For Cutie, Bright Eyes, Brand New, The Shins, Taking Back Sunday, The Format, From First to Last, Bob Marley, Senses Fail, The New Pornographers, Le Tigre, The Letter Kills, Norma Jean, Hellogoodbye, The Early November, Jack Johnson, The Eels A Static Lullaby, Motion City Soundtrack, Rilo Kiely, Straylight Run, Green Day, Nirvana, Pretty Girls Make Graves, Thursday, Save Ferris, Hot Hot Heat, Boy's Night Out, Atreyu, At The Drive In, Interpol, Jamisonparker, Modest Mouse, Say Anything, Joseph Arthur, NOFX, Pedro The Lion, Ben Folds, and a bunch of others that I don't feel like typing.
Remember that last Friday before you left for Mexico? we kissed and nothing seemed to matter like Billie Holiday might sing and it rained and everything was going to be just fine it was like music. and it makes me sad to know I had gotten into something that I could not deal with and I will sit in my room and sleep all day and think up dreams like I am the cutest kid in school or I could be crazy and sing about memories hey I remember when I sat on those steps watching the moon chase the sky back until the world seemed like it would explode