- Laruku for me, yay!
- July 1st, 2004
Well, after wondering what I'm going to do for my birthday, and not being able to make up my mind what sort of short trip I wanted to go on, and just happening to surf the web...
I'm going to go see L'Arc en Ciel in Baltimore at Otakon at the end of the month!
Damn those last minute event booking type people. The rumors were true, I guess.
I'd never get to see them unless I went to Japan anyway, so it might be fun.
All that money for three days out of town...my god, it's been a while since I've had that trip reservation stress.
Hopefully I don't see anyone that pissed me off two years ago there, though they might pop up.
In between my original vacation and the convention, I will work for two days. It's screwy, it's stupid, but not all that bad, actually.
Hopefully I don't kill the person I'm going with. I have a tendency to want to stay away from people I'm stuck in a small room with for days at a time.
I should stop worrying about it and have fun, but it's my nature to worry about getting screwed by people I think I can trust. It's my mom's birthday present to me, and so she doesn't go with me and be confused on why I like guys that don't speak my language singing in front of me. Even mom told me to loosen up and not worry about it. My friend will be all sorts of broke, but I have disposable income to fill up a suitcase with things.
I need to get mom something grand this year, as much as she says she doesn't want anything.
I haven't been around this blog much, because I've been wondering what I'm going to do for the rest of my life, and pondering my shitty job which I hate. I need to stop this dead end job fast. Somehow.
I have a tentative plan, but I haven't been able to start working on it yet. I've been a little depressed, mostly at work, and just plain bleah. I was trying to book plane tickets and I gave myself a fever and went to bed.
I'm hoping that the short trip and seeing one of my favorite Japanese bands (not as favorite as they used to be, but still) will pep me up a bit.
It can't hurt except in the wallet, right?
Also, in jewelry nerd news, I got my Rio Grande catalogs in the mail the other day...it's like shiny, sparkly sex. I wish I had the spare time to go to jeweler's school and start making stuff. I hadn't gotten these catalogs before because they used to charge for them, but now they're free if you call. YES!!!
Maybe I'll win the Mega Millions if I play it this week. Who knows? Have to stay hopeful.
Need to make something shiny so Hyde will see it...yeah, yeah.
I should be ecstatic, but for some reason...I'm the same. The fangirl has died...for now.