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[12 Jan 2007|11:07pm]
Reply to this post, and I'll tell you one reason why I like you. Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love.
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lalalalalala... omg could it be?!?! stephanie is happy!!! hehe [11 Dec 2006|11:14pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

I have wanted to post for quite a while but come to the realization that too many people read my myspace bloggy thingys and i completley forgot about live journal. and i pretty much know who reads these... for the most part at least... i know who has the link at least... well at least i know a few people who i don't want to read this wont read it.. so yeah...
Im not even really sure why i want to post a blog but i do. Well anyways... my life has actually been looking up lately and im trying to stay positive and hope that they stay that way. last saturday I went on a "date" like an offical date like you see in the old movies lol. but yeah it was kinda weird... cuase yeah.... i have never been on something like that. Well regardless it was fun. we went and saw deja vu at the cinemark by the mall. I had never been to that movie theature so it was fun. I actually really like this guy. Most of you don't know who it is... well at least the people who read this don't know who it is. and im not telling.. i don't want to jinx myself. anyways... back on subject.. i really like him. like seriously i haven;t like someone like this and as much as i like him since me and carlos broke up which was over a year ago. so yeah... i can officially say that i have COMPLETELY moved on and it feels great! It used to be that i thought about carlos everyday but not so much anymore... sometimes i completely forget we even had something together... not like im trying to forget it is just in the past now and that is where it is going to stay. anyways... i keep getting off subject.. ok this guy... we talked in his car for a while and he said that he liked me too but he didn't want a commitment at the moment but we can see each other like we are now and eventually we will see what happens. oh before you get all pissed *cough cough* michelle.. lol its not like he is some shallow guy.. he doens't want a commitment cuase he just got out of a really serious relationship and i completely understand that. i know how that is... cuase i went through the same thing. and actually i don't mind it so much.. i mean yeah i like him but i still have my freedom and stuff. oh but we did kiss and stuff.. hehe.. anyways... that was pretty much my evening. we were supposed to hang out today but things didn't work out.
hm... i can't really think of anything else to say so I guess that is what I wanted to get out. well yeah.. happy holidays everyone!! take care!

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[09 Nov 2006|11:18pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

Tomorrow morning I don't have band and I'm just sitting here thinking about everything that I should do tomorrow and I'm gonna try my hardest to do because yeah these things really really really need to get done.
well hmm.. here is a list I have going so far
-clean the inside of my car. It badly needs it.... There are so many random papers in there.. damn gilbert so yeah I really need to clean that out cause now they are starting to randomly fly around my car at times... don't ask lol
-next I have to clean up my room a bit... I feel like I have literally been living in my room for the past week and you can tell. so yeah I need to clean that up a bit.
-hmm.. what else... I need to clean my bathroom as well. It is looking kinda eh right now and it is starting to get to me.
-lalalala oh yeah on with the list... I actually think that is all that I can think of for now... The most important thing to me right now is my car... its really driving me crazy.. probably because I spend more time in my car then I do anywhere else.... or maybe its the fact that most of the mess isn't even mine.. i dunno so yeah
bye

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[15 Oct 2006|02:39pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

Finally things are starting to look up in my life. Everyone always says that Friday the 13th is supposed to be bad luck.. but I disagree. I think it was one of the best days I have had in quite a while! It start out pretty blah but it ended pretty awesomely. Lets see... I dunno.. I was just in a good mood after band and it just kinda stayed there.. and then my parents and I went out to look at cars and I doubted that we would get anything.. but guess what?!?!?! I finally have a car!!!!! OMG!!!! Its amazing!! That is like a huge pressure lifted off of me... now I don't have to wake up at 6 in the morning just to go to school.. I don't have to spend hours and hours at school when I have no classes... its going to be awesome!!! I'm so exicted!!! Also another huge pressue was lifted off of me.. I wont say what it is cause it is pretty personal but lets just say that I feel total relief!!!!
and then on Saturday.. I dunno I really think it was an all around awesome day. I had a ton of fun at the game just joking around and acting like a dumbass.. and I finally found people who will act like a dumbass with me. I mean yeah Gilbert does.. but half the time he is in a grumpy mood and doesn't want to joke around with me. So I think god for my new friends who will joke around with me! YAY for them!!
And you know I have been thinking a lot lately and I had been feeling kinda guilty for the way I have been acting lately toward Gilbert. I mean he is constantly saying all the shit that he has to go through and that I put him through so much and yet he is still my friend.. and you know what... I go through a lot just to be his friend too.. I mean I have to put up with his constant mood swings and his ass hole remarks so next time he says shit like that to me... I am going to stand up for myself.. I'm not saying that I dont' do shit to him... because I know I do.. but I mean fuck... he isn't the only one who has to put up with stuff... I constantly put my feelings and my emotions aside to deal with his. so from now on I am not going to just sit there and listen to his constant nagging about my attitude. But with that said I am also going to work on my attitude. I honestly feel that because of recent events I am not going to be in such a bitchy mood because I wont have that much pressure on me. so yeah... i really think that starting this week things are going to be looking up.
Hey everyone check out the new song on my myspace... im that brown eyed girl!! lol

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[04 Oct 2006|10:29pm]
haha i thought this was funny!!!

You Know You're A Band Nerd When....
1. You hear music on the radio and start marking time.
2. You're walking behind someone and you're in step with them.
3. You try to guess the tempo to your favorite song.
4. All your friends are in band.
5. "Armed guard" means girl with a pole, not guy with a gun.
6. You remember sharps and flats more than you remember the
name of the president.
7. You've named your instrument.
8. You see your section more than you see your family.
9. Everyone wants to kill the other football team...you want to kill
the other band.
10. You accidentally call your band director "mom".
11. Reeds taste good.
12. You subconsciously start practicing with a pencil.
13. The band room is your second home. (It's your home if you've
got it bad.)
14. You've been to band camp and consider it the highlight of
your summer.
15. You recite the alphabet A through G then start back at A again
16. Spit rags don't gross you out.
17. You carry cork grease or reeds in your pocket.
18. You have a neck strap tan line.
19. You go around humming the last song you practiced, even if
it's the Bb concert scale.
20. You list your band director as your emegency contact.
21. You often say "It's a band thing".
22. You list your band director as a reference on job applications.
23. People want to contact you so they call the band room.
24. You eat lunch in the band room.
25. You don't take double tonguing as a dirty joke.
26. You remember this one time, at band camp.
27. You think band camp is fun.
28. All you can think about is getting a new instrument.
29. you ditched school but stay in the band room all day.
30. Every guy/girl you're interested in is in band.
31. You like wearing the uniform.
32. You can play more than one instrument well.
33. All of your conversations eventually get around to the subject
of band.
34. You have to explain to the freshmen about each and every
member of the band.


If more than one of these applies to you you're a BAND NERD
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[02 Oct 2006|10:20pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Well its been a while since I updated this thing so I thought it was time. Not much is really going on right now.. Im feeling somewhat run down from everything right now... between band and school, I don't feel like I have time for it all. It doesn't help that I'm at EPCC practically all day and its almost impossible to do my homework there because of all the distractions and then when I get home I have to wait till 9:30 before I can actually get on the computer in order to type of my school work... so I have come to the conclusion that I either need to get a lap top or I need to get a car... either one would help out tons!! but we will just see what happens.
You know after talking to some of my high school friends I am so glad to be out of all that drama. I hear them all talk about what is going on and I dont miss that at all... I am pretty much drama free right now and let me tell you it sure as hell makes my life a hell of a lot easier... none of this he said she said stuff that goes on in high school. so yeah.. glad im done with that.
And the whole love life situation isn't going that great... there was this one guy... but nothing ended up happening with that and we dont talk anymore... but eh.. it really doesnt matter... i don't need a guy to make me happy... i should be able to make myself happy, which at the present moment im doing ok with... i have my moments but for the most part im happy. Besides there are a few guys im somewhat crushing on but we will just see what happens. I guess to me is just seems silly to get involved because I will be leaving in less then a year now so whats the point of making something and then having to leave it.. ya know? but yeah I dunno.
Gilbert and I have been weird lately... he says that things haven't changed between us since he started dating bunny but I think they have... i mean how could they not... I don't feel like he is there for me like he used to be and I don't feel like he cares about me the way he used to... but eh maybe its all in my head... I dunno... but i am right about him I know that he isnt doing it on purpose... just sometimes i rethink out friendship because I guess its not what you would call a "typical" friendship... we have the most weird friendship ever... which isn't a bad thing... people just dont seem to see it like i do and they I let them put ideas in my head which I know I shouldn't do... but im trying to fight these ideas off.
but hmm... what else what else... band is going pretty good... everyday I meet more people that I tend to get along with. On the trip to Albequerque I met so many new people and it was fun! And now I am meeting more people in my section and coming to realize i am not the only outcast in the section! So yeah.. things are looking up for the whole band scence lol.
and class is going ok too.. it took me a while to get back in the swing of things but i think im doing pretty good now... I think ive gotten a hold of this whole college thing... at least for now.
I can't really think of anything else to say so I guess I will end this rambling...

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[28 Sep 2006|04:07pm]
01.) How many times a day would you kiss me?


02.) How many times a day would you just want to hold me?


03.) Would you take me places?


04.) Would you love me?


05.) If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it?


06.) Would you take me anywhere special?


07.) If I was sick... what would you do?


08.) If we had sex...what would you do afterwards?


09.) If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do?


10.) Would you tell me?


11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them?


12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad?


13.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out?


14.) Would you go to the club with me?


15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do?


16.) If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do?


17.) If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do?


18.) Would you give me your myspace password?


19.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail?


20.) If I said I loved you would you say it back?


21.) Would you have oral sex with me?


22.) How good do I look from 1-10?


23.) How do you feel about me?


24.) Whats my best physical feature?


25.) Would we ever do freaky things in crazy places with me?


26.) Have you ever wanted to do something with me? If so then what?


27.) If u had an empty house would u call me to come over?


28.) Are you gonna repost this so I can reply?



Answer, then reply to my inbox.
Guys repost with: "If I was your boyfriend?"

Girls repost with, "If I Was Your G/F
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?! [07 Sep 2006|08:54am]
[ mood | drained ]

I may have found a car so wish me luck!!!

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[04 Sep 2006|01:53pm]
[ mood | blank ]

hey everyone...
well its been a while since I updated do I thought I would.
Nothing much is giong on with me really... just kinda here... im lonely and nothing seems to be able to feel that void in my heart... im tired of just being the friend or being wanted just for a hookup, I want a relationship with someone... someone who wants to get to know me and perhaps someone who I can fall in love with and whom can fall in love with me... im just so tired of being single... I know people always say you shouldn't need a guy to make you happy and blah blah blah... well I dont' need a guy to make me happy.. i want a guy to make me happy... does that make sense? im just tired of being alone.. I want someone to hold me and kiss me and tell me everything is alright... maybe im just asking for too much.. I dunno... it just seems like everywhere I look I see all these couples and all I can do is long and hope for that but it never seems to come my way... its times like these where I miss what me and Carlos had... not the bad times and the fights... but the love that we shared and the good times we had... in a perfect world everything would have been perfect in that relationship but it was far from being perfect... but at least I knew that I was loved and that I loved someone more then any normal person could ever love another... I guess sometimes I just miss being in a relationship and being told that I'm not (in a "im in love with you" kinda way) I know what me and carlos had wasn't good or healthy.. but at least I wasn't alone... I dunno... sometimes I just wonder what would have happened if I would of stuck it out and went further with our rellationship... becuase nothing is ever going to feel like your first love... your first love never dies and I truely believe that!
but other then the whole love life part life seems ok for now... Im still trying to get in the swing of things and stuff... and I really need a car because things aren't working out with the whold transportation thing....
well yeah.. i think im done for now..
loves

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[10 Aug 2006|08:31pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Well my first week of band camp is almost over and I have to admit that I'm not really sure if I like it or not... I dunno if its because I am so used to High School and Andress that I have really high expectations or what but part of me doesnt' want to be there everyday. MAybe I just have to get used to it and maybe once band camp is over it will get better... guess we will just have to wait and see. But regardless I am going to stick it out until the end of the semester because I made a promise and I am not a quitter! So yeah... I have meet a few cool people but I still want to get to know some more people... probably once actual band camp is over and we start learning the shows I will get to know more people... I hope so.
I have been kinda down the past few days... I dunno why... I have just had a lot on my mind and I can't seem to get it outta my mind no matter how hard I try... I haven't been sleeping very well and when I do sleep all I have is bad dreams... I don't know what is going on with me... but I dunno.... I'll be fine.. it will get better... I just have to keep telling myself that.
But anyways... I start school next monday and I'm nervous about that too... I guess I am just afriad of change... I mean I have had things a certain way fot so long that now I;m afriad of what else it out there... I must admit though that I have been a whole hell of a lot happier since I gradtuated... there is certain bullshit that I don't have to worry about anymore and there is really no drama to deal with which is awesome... I am just going through a rough patch right now.
Plus Gilbert and me got into a big fight last night and I can't help but think about it... I don't know if I was wrong in the way I was acting and the things I said but I feel horribel about it... I know that I should be honest with him and I was.. I just feel it is bad for me to say and act the way I did... its like even though we aren't dating and we are just friends I feel that there is a certain level of commitment that we have toward each other but maybe I'm the only one who feels that... I just don't want to hold him back from anything and I feel that I am sometimes... I dunno...
I guess I just have a lot on my mind right now... like everytime I try to escape something else just seems to happen... its like right now I can't seem to do anything right in anyones eyeses (espcially Gilbert at times)... Sometimes I jsut want to lock myself in my room for a few days and just lie in my bed and sleep and think... but I know that isn't possible... hopefully the weekend will refresh me and make feel better.... maybe I am just suffering from lack of sleep but I dunno...
Well yeah... I dunno what else to say so I guess I am done now... thanks for reading guys!
love you all

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[04 Aug 2006|03:48pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Hey Everyone!!!!

Well I am jsut sitting here waiting till my parents get home so that we can go pick up Gilbert so we can hang out for a little bit and then go to the movies later on this evening! This week hasn't been too bad. I went to Gilbert's yesterday and all we did was sleep pretty much... it was great. I had fun. But yeah... sometime this weekend me and my family and Gilbert are going to go see a movie at the movie theature on post.. we are going to see Click... I've already seen it but it's a really good movie. I loved it! But yeah... thats all that I really have planned for this weekend. My summer is almost over.. its crazy... i only have a few days of official summer left and then I have to get back in the swing of things again and stop sleeping in till 2 and staying up till 4... hehe.. oopsie!!! =)

But my life is actually going pretty good recently. I am really trying my hardest to stay positive.. its kinda hard at times but im trying and so far I am pretty successful.

It's weird to think of how much things have changed since school got out. I am really enjoying myself and my life right now. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders... dont' get me wrong... I loved high school but a huge part of me is relieved to be out of there.. it was just so overwelming at times. I miss so many people there but I know that my true friends and I are still going to talk and hang out and stuff... and of course im going to visit from time to time. I am just really excited to start a new phase in my life and experince new and differnt things and meet new people. I am just looking forward to whats coming up for me. Well I think I am done blabbing now.
ttyl

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eh what the hell... beth tagged me!!! [02 Aug 2006|12:57am]
[ mood | energetic ]

Rules:
-Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 5 weird things/facts/habits about yourself.
-At the end, you have to pick 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. I am obsessed with teeth... When I meet someone new one of the first things I notice about them is their teeth... and if they are really really bad... i won't be able to look away and same if they are really pretty
2. I also have a thing for eye brows... I always notice a person's eyebrows
3. When I am really nervous or upset I pick at my cuticles until they end up bleeding... i know i know.. its a really bad habit.. but im working on it
4. I am a huge pack-rat... I save practially everything... everything down to movie stubs and broken bracelets
5. I am obsessed with myspace... I check it like 10 times a day!!!! I am also obsessed with changing my layout/information.. pretty much everytime you visit my myspace I guarntee that something is different
I only tag lauren cause everyone has already been tagged!

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[31 Jul 2006|01:08am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

For some reason today was just a pretty awesome day all around.
I woke up at around 1 and got around to go and get Gilbert so that we could go to the movies to see Clerks 2. We had fun there and the moive was so hilarious!!!! Then he came back to my house and we went on myspace and stuff and just hung out. Then it started to pour... like really bad... and we both ran outside and played in the rain... it was amazing... it poured for like and hour at least... we walked around.... walked down to Nixon and walked around the park and stuff... the road were so flooded... it was awesome!!! then we came home and hand to change our clothes cause we were literally soaked down to the panties haha!!! but yeah... we washed and dried our clothes and just hung out and talked and joked around till our clothes were done and then we took him home!!!
It was an awesome day... I love haning out with Gilbert so much... i love him more then you will ever know... he is one person who completely gets me and accpets me for who i am... and loves me for it. I know I have parts of me that arent the best but he told me today he goes "do you think that i love you because you are all happy and bubbly all the time" and i just looked at him and then he said "i love you even through your bitchy moments" and i was like "how could you love me even when im being bitchy" and he looked at me and said "its called unconditional love sweetheart" and i just smiled. I have never really had someone outside of my family feel that way about me.. i love it! I wouldnt' give him up for anything!!!!! I let him go once before and never again... I want him to forever be a part of my life!! and not just a small part of my life but a major part! I know we have only been good friends for like 6 months but I have never connected with someone the way I connect with him!!! I wuv him!!! haha
Well this is pretty much my last week off and then i start my band camp... Im excited but kinda nervous!! At least I will know some people and I know Gilbert will be there and a few others that I get along with!!! but yeah... I can't believe that summer is almost over! but it was really the best summer i have ever had!!!! oh and I need to work on getting my dirvers license and stuff still.. cuase my mom leaves in a few weeks and i want it before she leaves so that I can get around and stuff and not have to rely on my dad to take me everywhere.
Well i am glad that my life is finally looking up and i just hope it kepts that way and gets better and better every day!
Well I think I have blabbed on enough already so ill let you all go but first I will leave you with this

Thanks for reading!

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[29 Jul 2006|11:13pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

Hey guys!
I have come to the conclusion that techno puts me in a good mood cause i have been listening to it for the past like 5 hours... not constantly but on and off... and i am in a really good mood... earlier i was so hyper and the only conclusion i could come up with was it was the techno. today was pretty good... i went in on post with my parents to go and get some new tires orders for my mom's truck and then we went to the px and looked around and stuff and that was fun... then we went home and got supper going and then we went to look at the car that the guy from my dad's work was selling and it was ok... i mean it wasn't the best car in the world but its better then what i have now... id take it... i jsut want a car!! lol but yeah.. not sure if we are going to get that or not... but then we can home, finshed supper and then we watched Hitch together and i made a cake.... yummm... strawberry cake!! lol it was very yummy! and now im sitting here updating... i guess i have a whole new outlook on life for some reason... im going to try my hardest to keep a positive outlook on life and try my hardest not to think negatively!!! we will see how long that lasts!!! lol.... i should listen to techno more often.. .it makes me all happy like!!! haha!! Just do you know... DJ RANKIN is awesome!!!! I like his song "i kiss your lips"! You all should go download it now!!! haha jk! but yeah... tomorrow my squishy and I are going to see clerks II... I can't wait.. i just know it is going to be fun!!! lol... well yeah.. i can't really think of much else to say so i guess ill go!!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!
Stephie

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[24 Jul 2006|11:13pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Hey Everyone
I decided that I'm going to update this thing more often only cuase of my whore! lol
Well today actually really sucked... me and Gilbert fought a lot and I hate fighting with him!!! I dont' even know why we fought so much... it was annoying! But I think that everything is all straightened out now so its all good! At least I hope it is. I really need to work on my attitude, for some reason my attitude has been really bad and I hate myself sometimes for the way I act. I really need to work on that, cause i don't like being like a time bomb at times... maybe i should just be honest with my how i feel... but its hard... Well yeah.. i think im done here... ill ttyl

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[23 Jul 2006|01:06am]
[ mood | chipper ]

Hey everyone its been quite a while since i updated!
Well I went through the majority of my old jouranl entires and they brought back a bunch of old memories! it was pretty crazy... Its amazing to me how much things have changed since then.... I mean me and Carlos were together and everything! I'll admit that some things about Carlos I miss... but there are even more things about him that I don't miss... like all the fighting, the yelling, and much much more!!! Its just crazy to think about the past... and the way things were then and the way they are now... and how there is nohting you can do to change what happened. But yeah...
Life seems to be going pretty good... they were pretty bad a few days ago but things seem to be looking up. I start school again in lke a month and I must say I'm pretty excited... new people and new experinces await me!!! Its is going to be so different.. but im looking forward to it.
well i can't think of what else to say so im done.
love you!
Steph

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I member... do you member? [28 Mar 2006|09:50pm]
[ mood | content ]

Remember way back when

Before the MySpace frenzy.

Before the Internet & text messaging.

Before Sidekicks & iPods.

Before MIKE JONESSS

Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX.

Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night.

WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL

When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.

When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.

When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie.

When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans.

When 2Pac and Biggie where alive.

When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.

Way back......

Tag.

Get Over Here!!!! means something to you.

Hide-n-Go Seek in the dark.

Red Light, Green Light.

Heads Up 7 Up.

Playing Kickball & Dodgeball even Wallball.

Hopskotch.

Slip-n-Slides.

Tree Houses.

Hula Hoops.

Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps.

The annoying Nano Pets & Furbies.

Running through the sprinklers.

Crying when Mufasa died in the Lion King.


Happy Meals where you chose a Barbie or a Hot Wheels car.

Getting the privilege to sit in the front seat of the car.

Drinking Sqeeze It "Squeeze The Fun Out Of It"

Wait....

Watching Saturday Morning Cartoons in your PJ's still wrapped up in your Garfield comforter.

Hey Arnold

Doug

Rugrats.

The original Power Rangers

Or what about:

The Secret Life of Alex Mac.

Ren & Stimpy.

Double Dare.

Rocko's Modern Life.

AAAHH!! REAL MONSTERS.

Wild & Crazy Kids.

Clarissa Explains it All.

salute your shorts(CAMP ANAWANA)

Are You Afraid of the Dark?

The original cast members of all that.

Kenan & Kel.

magic school bus.

UREKA'S CASTLE

flash forward.

pete and pete.

legends of the hidden temple.

dinosaurs.

pinky and the brain.

hangin with mr.copper.

wishbone.

bill-nye the science guy.

kablamm.

Who could forget Snick? & Nick @ Nite
with Bewitched, I Dream of Jeannie, The Facts of Life & I Love Lucy.

Where everyone wanted to be in love after watching
The Wonder Years.

or nick jr. with face

little bear

under the unbrella tree

the adventures of winnie the pooh

NINJA TURTLES

MIGHTY MORPHIN POWER RANGERS
...

Kool-Aid was the drink of choice.

Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school.

Class field trips.

POGS

When Christmas was the most exciting time of year.

When $5 seemed like a million, & another dollar a miracle.

When Toys R Us was the best place to be.

Go back to the time when....

Decisions were made by going 'eeny-meeny-miney-moe'.

Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming 'do over!'

'Race issue' ment arguing about who ran the fastest.

Money issues were handled by whoever was banker in 'Monopoly'.

It wasn't odd to have two or three 'best' friends.

Being old referred to anyone over 20.

A chance to skate as a couple at the local roller rink was like winning the lottery.

Scrapes & bruises were kissed & made better.

It was a big deal to finally be tall enought to ride the 'big people' rides at the fair.

When playing Nintendo was the hardest thing ever.

When everyone wanted to be a Power Ranger

When Ninja Turtles ruled the world.

When Lisa Frank was the raddest thing ever.

When a candy bar at the grocery store was the highlight of your day.

When coupons collected all year could get you a prize in your class auction.

When the only thing you cried over was your mom being late to pick you up.

When stress was addition and subtraction.

When friendships were as complicated as who's house to sleep over and who's to TP

When shaving cream was just meant for play.

When a first kiss only lead to cooties.

When valentines day meant cards for all.

When birthdays were a class event.

When a friend moving away was the saddest day of your life. (Yeah, that's still no good)

maybe even when your friends didnt break off into different crowds, you were all one group.

When Sky Dancers were fun to play with.

When you had streamers on your bike.

who would have thought youd miss the 90's so much

when Michael Jackson was cool

When All That! was the funniest show on next to My Brother and Me.

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blah!!!!!!!!!! [27 Mar 2006|06:22pm]
[ mood | creative ]

This week is going to be VERY busy... lets see
Tuesday
MORNING
sectionals top bang
AFTERNOON
full top band

Wednesday
MORNING
symp orch
AFTERNOON
full 2nd band

Thursday
MORNING
sectionals 2nd band
AFTERNOON
Full top band (mr capshaw is coming in)

Friday
YAY YAY YAY!!!! NOTHING SO FAR... FINALLY I WILL HAVE A DAY OFF!!

how much does this rehearsel schedule suck?? guess thats what i get for doing 3 bands.. but its fun so its all good!!!
well that's it for now!
love you all!
Steph

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can anyone guess who i dedicate this song too?!?!?! im sure you can figure it out!!! lmao! [26 Mar 2006|05:21pm]
[ mood | devious ]

Take a souvenir and stop your staring

Just cause I'm screaming

Don't mean I'm sharing

Can't keep my mouth shut

if you keep that dress on

You can't negotiate

Not with me this time



you go so low

your faggot rainbow

your Nazi Halo

won't save you this time



Bring your IQ and try to understand

Just cause I'm listening

Don't mean we're still friends

Can't fix my problem

You crossed a thin line

You can't just work it out

not with me this time



you go so low

your faggot rainbow

your junkie ego

won't save you this time



you go so low

your tragic disco

your Nazi Halo

won't save you this time



time, time, time, time



You're so predictable no shadow of doubt

when you are suffering know who sold you out

F**k your opinions

F**k your lack of spine

When you are miserable

Know that I'm just fine



You go solo

your faggot rainbow

your junkie ego

won't save you this time



you go solo

your tragic disco

your Nazi Halo

won't save you this time

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im back! [23 Mar 2006|10:00pm]
my lj is back up and running!!!!
miss me you guys???
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