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[02 Apr 2006|09:15pm]
[ mood | creative ]

New name
Add it please
if you want
medic_emergency

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Stupid Prozac. [21 Mar 2006|07:18pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

Prozac has made me incapable of crying.
Seriously.
I can't cry.
Its like... wtf.
sometimes you just need to cry, yah know?
At least the twitching has stopped.

But other than that, I'm wonderful.
Ive never felt better, With everything.
I've made new friends and lost all my old friends whom i couldnt trust worth a damn.
Sure, i'll have those memories with them, but, thats all I need, I don't need them.
I've learned to rely on myself.
Cute huh?
Yeah
Well, I'm off to see my darling.

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[10 Mar 2006|05:02pm]
Oh, Fuck you amber.
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[13 Feb 2006|07:49pm]
being twitchy pisses me off.
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Heh, so.. [11 Feb 2006|09:35pm]
[ mood | twitchy ]

The doctor put me on prozac.

lol.

apparently im severely depressed.
But he told me not to call them happy pills.
i guess they just "balance out the chemicals in my brain"
They make me twitchy.

Even moe than usual.
Its pretty funny.
makes my dogs look at me funny.

Yesterday i went to the mall with Alex, and we met up with Chuck and Tara, and saw sammeh too! so that was pretty cool.
Today I went to the mall with mah suseh, and we saw allie and shaq there, so we tried to hide, but they still found us.
By hiding i mean i pulled my sweater over my head.
lol.
Tomorrow im going to the movies with mah babeh.
(=

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[09 Feb 2006|01:10am]
bored? yeah, me tooCollapse )
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how do I love thee? let me count the ways [09 Feb 2006|12:48am]
[ mood | happy!!! ]

Ashlee is Happy.
Happy happy happy happy happy.
And in love with an amazingly amazing boy who loves her back.
(=
Golly gee, I feel amazing.



In other news.
I have a doctors appointment friday
Where my mother will be discussing with my doctor whether or not to put me on -drumroll- Happy pills.
Oh boy.
I must admit, I probably need them.
My moodswings have been out of control lately.
My mom thinks im bipolar.
Eh, I probably am.
And ive gotta go see an obgyn.
cause (not that anyone wants to hear this, but im telling you anyways) I havent had my period in like, 6 months, and my moms all like "OMG YOUR PREGNANT" and im all like... no, Im really not.
So, yeah.
thats basically my life.
Im trying to keep my grades up, and im taking an online class to make up for the one im missing, so maybe, just maybe, ill be a full senior next year.
I wish i hadnt of fucked around in school so much.
Too late for hopeless wishes.
Now i have to suck it up a nd deal, and try and make up for it.
Im trying majorly hard.
My best class is -laugh- Math. of course, it's just liberal arts math, but damn, Im good at it.
Ummmm.
Ok, yeah, im done now.
this has been a really long entry.
Oh yeah, and im going to the mall saturday, So, you all should go and stuff.
I doubt anyones going to read this, but still.
ok now, Byw <3

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[31 Jan 2006|01:47pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

My parents called the cops on me.
Nigel wants to send me to the harbor.
My mom thinks im mentaly unstable.
Nigel choked me.
My mom wants to put me on something.

Im grounded until nect thursday.

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to tell you the truth [22 Jan 2006|02:43pm]
[ mood | restless ]

so far,
2006 has done nothing
but

PISS


me off.
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[21 Jan 2006|09:03pm]
[ mood | tru ]

So...
My mom wants to get me a psychiatrist.

o.O
Yeah.

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air biscuits make me laugh [12 Jan 2006|08:51pm]
[ mood | scene ]

So, in case you havent heard
Ashlee=Single.
Yeppers.
im living the single lifeeee.

Anywho.

life is pretty gay.
Ive realized that no matter how many times you apologize, you just cant fix some things...
Oh how I wish I could though...
-sigh- Sorry.

Anywho
Im more batman obsessed than everrrr.
(=
And ive let go all my past grudges.
If you hate me you hate me, whatever.
idc.

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[08 Jan 2006|08:41pm]
I suck.
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[27 Dec 2005|07:14pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU.

 

 

BUT I MISS YOU SO MUCH.

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[25 Dec 2005|01:56pm]
Merry Christmasssssss
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[23 Dec 2005|09:58pm]
my best friend doesnt even realize how depressed ive been lately.
I must be really good at hiding things.
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[23 Dec 2005|08:42pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Carri KlineCollapse )

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Alex Sparks is way cooler than you [19 Dec 2005|08:38pm]
ZombieKunt666: i AM santa claus
ZombieKunt666: remember
ZombieKunt666: well i'm one of his helpers
Walking Uterus: yeah, but even santa needs a little something
ZombieKunt666: nah
ZombieKunt666: he gets cookies
ZombieKunt666: and little kids on his lap
ZombieKunt666: thats enough to make any guy happy
ZombieKunt666: : )
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Im scared, but i havent quite figured out what of. [17 Dec 2005|12:13pm]
So, im sitting here, doing my history project that Mr. Sparks did nothing to help me with, even though he just so happens to be my partner.
Monday, I will kill him, so, it's all good.


I found a kitten, my mom won't let me keep him.
He's the most adorable thing EVER.
anyone want him?!?
hes free.
no flea's or anything.
i think someone dropped him off on the side of the road, cause i asked around, and no one seemed to have lost a kitten
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[09 Dec 2005|04:10pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

heyy guess what?
Ashlee has a boyfriend

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consistently frustrated. [07 Dec 2005|09:56pm]
I had a peachy day
I did indeed.
until i tlaked to laina.
i give up on her.
i never know the right thing to say.
so, ill make it official.
Laina and I... broke up.
yeah.


so.
uh.
yeah.
thats it.
ill update more tomorrow.
when im a much happier,
or much sadder,
person.
♥ to you all.
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