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I would like to spread the word of "Repo! The Genetic Opera". It is a quite awesome movie with lots of good songs and lots of gore actually considering the plot of the movie centers around a crazy guy who's job it is to reposes organs purchased on a loan. Quite gory at times....

Any way here's a song from it:



sorry for the low quality.

here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6aICBuFwhUo

Apr. 9th, 2009

Things that have happened to Sam that are worth noting:

1.) I became treasurer of student senate and found out how dealing with "what others want to do with money" can get really messy and angry really fast.

2.) Had a falling out with my girl friend Maggie. I resolved to simply tell her when things bother me as opposed to not. Yes, I still haven't learned that. I'm still not sure if I actually want to stay with her, but for now things work.

3.) I've been trying to write a quote about what I've seen of human behavior. so far all I have is: "I have seen the depths to which humans can sink, and hate them all the more for it." But considering that anything really big can't be generalized as there will always be outliers, my attempts to expand that quote are probably futile. It's still cool to think about though.

4.) I've realized how much I miss being close to you all of you, and how little I try to stay in touch.

5.) Watchmen, both movie and graphic novel, are awesome.

6.) I really have no idea why I'm spending so much money each year just to find out what to study. I may actually go to HVCC for a while just to avoid paying my loans so I can take time to figure things out. I also want to buy a very decrepit church in Albany and try to live in. That second part is possibly a horrible idea.

7.) I've become much more calculating and manipulating, but only when I need to be.

8.) The smell of woodsmoke is one of the best things in the world. I'm sure I would feel differntly if I had ever experienced a house fire.

9.) I initiated the revival of Alfred University Television. So, if any of you have any video content you want me to put on AUTV I'd gladly take it.
Just in case we all wake up tomorrow and there is no economy left, I just wanted to say I wish I hadn't lost touch with all of you. I know there's still time to make it right, I may just have to. I really do have trouble keeping up with everyone's lives... there's so much happening.

so hopefully I'll speak to you again sometime soon.

Feb. 17th, 2009

Dear Alicia,

please don't do that again.
I considering highly invasive.

-Sam

Jan. 2nd, 2009

I can say with definitive truth, that I have spent 13 hours playing Dead Space the computer game.
That's 13 hours of my life I will never get back.
Thank god I'm almost done with the game because I need something better to do.

Dec. 26th, 2008

I saw "The Spirit" yesterday, but the dialog was so bad and in conjunction with its plot, I walked out and saw "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button" instead. It was much better. Just so you know I never walk out on movies, but this was...bad.

Dec. 15th, 2008

(read my comments at the end, this \/ is just and example)

"WHEN U R READING THIS DONT STOP OR
SOMETHING BAD WILL HAPPEN! MY NAME IS
SUMMER I AM 15 YEARS OLD i have BLONDE
HAIR ,MANY SCARS no NOSE OR EARS.. I
AM DEAD. IF U DONT COPY THIS JUST LIKE
FROM THE RING, COPY N POST THIS ON 5
MORE SITES.. OR.. I WILL APPEAR ONE
DARK QUIET NIGHT WHEN UR NOT ExPECTING
IT BY YOUR BED WITH A KNIFE AND KILL
U. THIS IS NO JOKE SOMETHING GOOD WILL
HAPPEN TO U IF YOU POST THIS ON 5 MORE
PAGES. (THIS IS NOT FROM ME BUT I HAVE
TO SEND IT CAUSE I FEEL SCARED OFF
IT.. SO I DID WHAT IT SAID..YOU SHOULD
TOO) “PLEASE DON’T GO.."

who the hell believes in this shit?

If I become a ghost when I die and then decided to haunt forums,
I'll at least post with the grammar and story crafting abilities
of an 11th grader.

Dec. 15th, 2008




Kris Bizingle yo!
(stolen from here)


also I'm back in albany.

Dec. 1st, 2008

I fucking hate college. For it all it's worth, it's amazing, but I can't go on living like this. I'm not doing my work, I'm through my future into the wind, and I have this extremely strong urge to stop living. And by that I mean living VS just surviving through life. I don't know how to fucking do this. No one ever told me. There was no class, no seminar, no final, people just expected that I'd figure out how to get through this place "somehow". Well that isn't working. This isn't how I want to do college and every time I try to do it right, I do well for a little and then rapidly decline. I need a therapist who can help me change my life. I want fucking answers because if everyone has as hard a time as I do getting through this shit, then someone better let me in on the fucking secret because I am lost. There has got to be a way to get through this. I don't want to be stupid, I don't want to be a failure, I don't want to give up on yet another thing I love because it got too hard.

I can't figure this shit out,
so I hope to god someone else did.