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[07 Oct 2006|09:42pm]

So been a little while since the last update. I guess. My laptop has been on the fritz and looks like it's dying, It's an electrical problem and it's slowly getting worse and worse. I can't charge my battery because the batter wont take the charge. It's not the adapter because it's brand new and was working fine - I guess it's either three wires that need to be resoldered or , according to a friend who had the same model and same problem, the mother board is just dying slowly. So faced with paying $400 to $600 to getting it fixed I elected to just by a new fucking laptop :( that's $1200 of gay out the door. The best part is my warranty expired three months ago and we didn't extend because it would cost $400 or something like that.


Aside from that I've got an interview with goddard next saturday to strat the transfer progress. I'm actually really looking forward to that, our new couch should be here next week sometime, and I'll be in RI at some point this month.

Not horrible news. but you know, stuff.

I also hate my job, and my school and a lot of other stuff.

Tonight I made fucking awesome dinner. Chicken Tetrizini go ahead and look that shit up it was fucking delicious and took over an hour alone to prep. Saturday night's are my designated cook really good dinner night - last week it was pasta with broccoli and prosciutto, the week before that chicken parm. Next week i'm not sure, something good though.

We're gonna see the departed tonight at 9pm and i'm pretty fucking excited about that. supposed to be a good flick.
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[24 Sep 2006|09:09am]
I don't know how much more of this I can take.
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[18 Sep 2006|10:11pm]
I'll die in here just to be safe.
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[18 Sep 2006|08:22am]
You want to do some serious self reflection? Watch your older sister get married.

I've never felt so old, and i've never wished as hard that i was a kid again.

sad songs.
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[07 Sep 2006|07:53am]
And today I became and old man.

fuck getting older.
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[02 Sep 2006|12:03am]
Stress. It's good to talk. Good to hear from old friends. Good to re-establish with people you lose touch with. It's nice to talk baseball, and nicer to talk neil young.

I'll be home on the 14th for my sisters wedding. I really can only hang out that night (it's a thursday) and i've already made plans with both Mindy and Zack. I'm hoping melissa can hang out too. That'd be really cool. See the three best friends i've probably ever had, excluding steve or ashton, it'll be a nice feeling.

The wedding is going to suck and i'll probably go back on my no drinking thing for a night and get fully wasted so I don't have to think about it and deal with my own shortcomings as a person and cope with age and memories and just emptyness.

I'm pretty happy with life right now. Pretty happy with my girlfriend. Pretty happy with where i'm going, but it changes daily with my moods.

I'll be 22 on the 7th. It's pretty scary. I'm going to be old one day soon and I wonder if i'll look back with fond memories or with a dreary resolution that i got by. it's a hard call.

school starts back up tuesday.

not really too amped for that.
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[15 Aug 2006|02:03pm]
I wake up in the morning and hate myself.
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[04 Aug 2006|10:10am]
I'm little too excited at how well we've been saving money. But it's fucking dope. We're going to pay our bills today and we'll still have most of the money we'd need for next month to pay them again; i'm also officially not broke because even though i'm doing a $250 deposit today, i'm still gonna have like $400 left over.

This is finally starting to work.
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[03 Aug 2006|12:32pm]
Plug plug plug keep plugging away.

I don't know how I feel about therapy, the beginning stages almost always make me feel like i'm a horrible person, and very weak. I don't know if I want to go back, but I know that I should. I know that I need to figure myself out and get some kind of help; and sitting in an apartment with cats probably isn't the best way to do it.

Although, it does make me warm inside when Erica's not around.

Sister - 8 days!
Melissa - 20 days! (DON'T FORGET)
Mindy - unknown :(
Devin - forgot that i'm alive!

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[27 Jul 2006|09:40am]
So i'll be going back to therapy starting monday.

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[21 Jul 2006|12:42pm]
One of these days,
I'm gonna sit down
and write a long letter
To all the good friends I've known
And I'm gonna try
And thank them all
for the good times together.
Though so apart we've grown.

One of these days,
I'm gonna sit down
and write a long letter
To all the good friends I've known
One of these days,
one of these days,
one of these days,
And it won't be long, it won't be long.

And I'm gonna thank,
That old country fiddler
And all those rough boys
Who play that rock 'n' roll
I never tried to burn any bridges
Though I know I let some good things go.
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[18 Jul 2006|08:08pm]
I work a lot.
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[13 Jul 2006|09:47pm]
July 13th, 2006. This will be the last time that I ever drink again, remember that kids. This isn't a goal to reclaim my edge ( I would never do that to those who still hold those beliefs, I respect them far too much) this is just to make myself who I used to be.

I don't like who I am, and I don't like what i've become.

but seriously, why do i continually fuck everything up.
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Yea. [08 Jul 2006|03:32pm]
So this week was pretty up and down, up when I wasn't at work - and very down when I was. Just a very stagnent atmosphere this week and I really wanted to get some extra time off, but money is money and we've got bills. I'm also getting very good at bleeding the system, I picked up 10 extra hours this week so that's pretty rad. Going to shoot for an extra 5 next week and make some paper. ha. My asst manager might be on the outs and my boss already told me he'd make me the new asst if that went down, which would be super rad and bump me up to like $12 and hour with quarterly bonuses that would be a pretty good chunk of change.

I don't really have a whole lot to post, accept that I really really dig the new dashboard confessional album, I really miss Mindy and Ashton and I can't wait to repaint this place.

Also, our cats are the shits and here are lots and lots of pictures of them!

comments plz.
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[01 Jul 2006|02:13pm]
We just got two kittens.

Larry and Elliot.

Pictures forthcoming.
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[01 Jul 2006|08:39am]
It's july.
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[30 Jun 2006|11:02am]
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[28 Jun 2006|10:50pm]
I'm drunk.

I love my girlfriend.
I think we're buying a dog this weekend or soon.

My life is awesome.
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[28 Jun 2006|06:11am]
I sold out and got cable. I'm not even sorry for it, last night i got to watch the red sox and right now i'm watching the history channel. I totally forgot how could television can be in small doses.

Yea! been a good few days, been a busy few days, been a stressful few days. Tonight we relax and go out to dinner. Saturday we're looking at puppies. I'm pretty god damned excited about that.
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[21 Jun 2006|12:34pm]
Nothing really of note, other then to mark down my plans and jot down progress.

I really miss being in a band and playing shows, so i've started writing songs again and i'm in the process of finding some guys to start something with me. Right now i'm not sure what genre I want to aim for but i've narrowed it down to: Hardcore (ala: Champion, American Nightmare, The Suicide File and/or Modern Life Is War.) That break neck fast paced shit that gets your blood going. That'd be fun, Second choice is a pop band similar to TBS. Sound wise i prefer hardcore but realistically I know i'll have a much easier time fielding a band to play pop and have an easier time writing/playing those songs.

So yea. My sister's shower thing is this saturday - so i'll be in RI and it bugs me because I don't think there will be a chance for me to see anyone. Between tux fittings, running to the bank, setting stuff up, car maintenence, packing the rest of my crap, and the actual travel time - I realistically don't see it as much of an option save maybe late Friday night. But who knows.

Work's alright, going there now. Things are good. Need to clean the apartment and I think we're getting cable next week, which is alright; but I don't know. I just want to watch baseball more than anything so. Yea.
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