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Au Revoir [Dec. 29th, 2004|09:17 am]
[mood |blankmeh]

Not coming on here anymore. virus=not good. safety procautions. plus too many people are reading it so i think i'll stick to to writing in my book of shadows lol.

tout d la fruit xxxx
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Let's start over.... let's start over. [Dec. 28th, 2004|08:42 am]
[mood |melancholycrushed, but surviving =)]

God i here about what's happenning in the world with the earthquakes and the tsunami's and it amazes me, i was touched by the make poverty history thing, but it amazes me how i have been- for so long- able to just coop myself up in my own world and problems. I cried loads last night because i am in a horrible horrible sitation, and i don't wanna live through it. But there are now 23'000+ people who have hd their lives taken, involuntarily, by a natural disaster, then there's me contemplating dying because of some stupid feelings. It's ridiculous! i hate me. And even when im typing this, i read back and i know it's all true, i know it but it just can't see to hit home how idiotic i am, how selfish. And sure, i hate what's happenning and when i found it out it was like my stomach had dropped a million miles and it caught my breath, but it's not the end of the world. So part one of my new year's resolution is to really think about other people before i think of myself, look at the bigger picture, rather than just whats happenning in my world.

Also i have been reading through my 'FRIENDS... 'TIL THE END The one with all ten years.' How hard they have worked for this, i really do look up to them they are amazing actors and actresses and i only hope that i can be like them. It is a hard world out there (career wise) and if you want the career you want you have to work really really hard. And i do, i do want their career i would love to have their career. I think its amazing how they have changed so many people's lives by doing the show, inlcuding me. So part two of my new year's resolution is to work harder in drama, concentrate and be the best, things won't be handed to you on a silver platter; you have to work for them, that way, when you get them, you wll know you truly deserved it.

You scored as Envy.
















Seven deadly sins
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How come THAT doesn't surprise me *rolls eyes*
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A little cute christmas spirit [Dec. 24th, 2004|07:21 pm]
[mood |drainedin a mess.]

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I'm just promoting lol [Dec. 23rd, 2004|02:07 pm]
[mood |goodhelpful]

This'l make me feel better. Mums done the same thing on forums and stuff so i think i'll follow in her footsteps. ANyone who reads my diary (which is few, i know) but people who read my diary can promote to others what im trying to say.

Africa had been in debt for years, and there will always be starvation unless the debt goes away. Everbody knows that band aid has been trying to "feed the world" but there is so much debt in africa that most money will go straight to countries like america. And face it, they don't need anymore money do they? You ever heard of mass starvation in the US of A? no. because they can feed themselves, and whats ridculous is that they help other countries out but then charge them and ask for the money back. Can nobody do generous, good deeds anymore? Doesn't look like it. These people need our help. As they say on the website, every 3 seconds, someone dies of poverty. DOes that not make you feel bad? Every 3 seconds you spend being bored, someone is dying because of all the selfish fils stupide d'une chienne. It makes a difference to you, it really does, knowing you have taken part in keeping families together, knwoing your taking part in what might be (if enough people help) the biggest movement of 2005. Stat the new year with a smile, with gratitude you have family and friends who care, start 2005 knowing you can help families stay together and enjoy their christmas dinner next year. Browse through it, read about it and be touched PLEASE. I'm sure there are more people out there who cry at the band aid video, the adverts on TV about poverty? SO sign up, stop wasting your time and make a difference.


if the website doesn't work type in makepovertyhistory in google and click the first link.

Thankyou and Merry christmas =)
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SHIT. [Dec. 22nd, 2004|07:52 pm]
[mood |crappycrappy]

And that's not just a line from chicago.

Found out something ver VERY bad. I feel like a total fuck up. A complete and UTTER LOSER. I'm the small one who is left out, lagging behind desperate to be involved but NO, no no no no no one whole world full of no. (ok so that's a line out of chicago) And why? because i'm in a sticky situation. And i'm not going to tell anyone what it is because it's too complicated and i'll feel like an idiot. BUGGER. If i had just told someone in the first place it wouldn't be like this at all!!!!!!! oh mon dieu. Ils me font fâché, arghh le fils stupide d'une chienne!!!
i hate me.

I just wanna die right now.

p.s we got into talent show!
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I guess it's times like me remind me. . . . . [Dec. 11th, 2004|07:10 pm]
[mood |aggravatedaggravated]
[music |There's G4s bohemian rhapsody in the background *rolls eyes*]

Prefect ball was great, so many dances! fell asleep as soon as i got home
im in a very aggitated mood at the moment. today's just been so boring, i never go out anymore which is realy frustrating. cuz i used to go out quite a bit so i never stayed home enough to get nagged at, i'd do the work then get out! now i just have to do the work and if i don't i get nagged at all day and im getting kinda sick of it now. i just wish i was out with my mates again, matt and chris and terry are always asing me to g out but it would ust be weird if it wasn't my friends who invited me and im afraid that i'll just get left out which i can't handle right now! GOD things have gotten frustrating now!!!!! JE SUIS FURIEUX!!!!


Why can't things be simple?! On the good side i don't fancy Jason anymore! but that makes other things complex

Mums gotten her ears pierced more times, she now has three in the left four in the right, and her nose done. now she's planning her tattoo. i hate it, because i wouldn't get loadsa piercings i want my ears done again and my lip after school, and i want a tattoo by my hip kinda thing. but she'll prob tell me off and stuff which is stupid cuz she's doing more than i plan on doing! it's hard to rebel when your mothers more of a rebel than you are.

And also she might be goign to see blink again with her friend sue and her husband. which i HATE because Sue's husband can wangle his way into meeting any band, he's met mcfly, new found glory etc im not gonno list. so she might get to meet them. i hate her. she said she'd get his autograph for me which would be great but I WANNA MEET THEM *cries* i hate my mother.
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Well aren't we in a pickle [Dec. 10th, 2004|07:37 pm]
[mood |distresseddistressed]

bugger. bugger bugger bugger bugger BUGGER.
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:D [Dec. 6th, 2004|06:41 pm]
[mood |energeticSOOOOO HAPPY!]

blink = amazing
greenday next!!!!
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Tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [Dec. 4th, 2004|08:57 pm]
this time tomorrow Blink may actually be on stage OMG.
i got loads peoples christmas presents today :D



bises pur tous les personnes j'adore xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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arghh [Dec. 2nd, 2004|08:51 am]
[mood |devioushow cute is this picture?]

God life really is complicated. Today we decorated the school christmas tree :D it was sooo cool. memorable. we all put the star on top and made a wish, and we wished for love :) i wonder why *rolls eyes*
why can't anythin go right with us?

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