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(no subject) [Oct. 2nd, 2005|10:37 pm]
Ally
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(no subject) [Jun. 4th, 2005|12:05 pm]
Ally
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]

who knew the one you loved the most
could break your heart...........

i am so confused
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(no subject) [May. 25th, 2005|09:55 pm]
Ally
[Current Mood |chipperchipper]
[Current Music |Somebody told me-Killers]

ryan you're a good time in a bag.......

SugaNspice777: hey loser
USERWORD: hey sicko
SugaNspice777: go away
USERWORD: lol
SugaNspice777: haha jk
SugaNspice777: how was playing the piano
SugaNspice777: amazing
SugaNspice777: did you find god in the piano
USERWORD: of course, it always is
SugaNspice777: ??
SugaNspice777: because if you did i need to get me one of them
SugaNspice777: i havent looked there yet
USERWORD: he was sitting right next to me the whole time
SugaNspice777: haha
SugaNspice777: right.........
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Behind these hazel eyes- Kelly Clarkson [May. 25th, 2005|09:34 pm]
Ally
[Current Music |Kelly clarkson- Behind these hazel eyes]

Not Waving but Drowing
~ Stevie Smith

Nobody heard him,the dead man,
But still he lay moaning:
I was much further out than you thought
And not waving but drowning

Poor chap, he always loved larking
And now he's dead
It must hve been too cold for him his heart gave way,
They said.

Oh, no no no, it was too cold always
(Still the dead one lay moaning)
I was much too far out all my life
And not waving but drowning.........
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made of porcaline [May. 25th, 2005|09:06 pm]
Ally
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]
[Current Music |Behind these hazel eyes- kelly clarkson]

made of porcaline

Give a glance, smile my way
I'll smile back
But look longer
That smile was painted there
Laugh out loud, joke a while
I'll joke too,
But listen closer
That was recorded
Tell me secrets, whisper close
I'll keep them
But touch my face
Feel ice beneath your fingers
Hug me close
I'll hug you back
But embrace me longer
Feel the hollowness inside
Wave good bye, say so long
I'll smile still
And blinded eyes decieve you
I shatter, porcaline doll still standing

By Me
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(no subject) [May. 24th, 2005|10:17 pm]
Ally
[Current Mood |bouncybouncy]

SugaNspice777: omg he answers
SugaNspice777: ....
USERWORD: lol
SugaNspice777: we have contact
SugaNspice777: haha
SugaNspice777: nothing thats why i'm talking to you
SugaNspice777: hehehe
USERWORD: ha ha, no
SugaNspice777: how stupid was i in key club today
SugaNspice777: HAHA
USERWORD: lol, that was great
SugaNspice777: i screamed idiot
USERWORD: are you g oing on friday?
SugaNspice777: i can't
SugaNspice777: ambassadors is going to take over my life
USERWORD: my dad wont let me
SugaNspice777: and then key club of course
SugaNspice777: WHAT
SugaNspice777: NO RYAN YOU ARE KEY CLUB
YOU ARE THE KOALA
USERWORD: i know, we have to go to his office for an interview, cause im applying for a job, then we are going to buy his new car
SugaNspice777: (how do u spell koala? kolala?
SugaNspice777: RYAN BE THE KOLALA
USERWORD: koala
SugaNspice777: fuck how do you spel koala
SugaNspice777: AHHHHHHHH
SugaNspice777: I SPELLED IT RIGHT

USERWORD: lol
SugaNspice777: PUNTOS

SugaNspice777: serious puntos
USERWORD: lol
USERWORD: "vagina"
USERWORD: lol
USERWORD: you come up with the best words ever
SugaNspice777: yes.... did invent the word vagina
SugaNspice777: it came to me one night
USERWORD: lol
SugaNspice777: i woke up and i was like "VAGINA!!!!"
SugaNspice777: i think i will name my genitals vagina
USERWORD: lol
SugaNspice777: actually when i was little i called it a "pachina"
SugaNspice777: my parents won't let me forget now taht i say vagina all the time
USERWORD: lol, i used to call it a china

SugaNspice777: well the have vaginas in china
SugaNspice777: i guess you could call china one huge vagina
SugaNspice777: filled with asians
USERWORD: lol, i guess you could, uh...

SugaNspice777: omg!!!!!! KEY CLUB IS A VAGINA!!!!!!!!!!
SugaNspice777: i'm a genius
USERWORD: lol
puntos
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(no subject) [May. 22nd, 2005|09:20 pm]
Ally
[Current Mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[Current Music |nada]

Garrett: I love you SOOOOOOOOOOOO much!!!!
Auto response from SugaNspice777:tarea no es divertido~
Garrett: Thank you for being so supportive
Garrett: I love you again, and I will ttyl
Garrett: ;-)

I love you too.
You and your family are in my prayers...
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(no subject) [May. 16th, 2005|09:53 pm]
Ally
[Current Mood |amusedamused]
[Current Music |American Baby]

This song just reminds me....
I can't help it...

If these walls came crumblin' down
Fell so hard, to make us lose our faith
From what's left you'd figure it out
And still make lemonade taste like a summer day

Stay, beautiful baby
I hope you
Stay, American baby
American baby

Nobody's laughing now
God's grace lost and the devil is proud
But I've been walking for a thousand miles
One last time, I could see you smile

I (I) hold (hold) on (on) to you
You bring me hope, I'll see you soon
And if I don't see you
I'm afraid we've lost the way

Stay, beautiful baby
I hope you
Stay, American baby
American baby

I (I) hold (hold) on (on) to you
You lift me up and always will
I see you in life
Hope I don't get left behind

I (I) hold (hold) on (on) to you
You bring me hope, I'll see you soon
And if I don't see you
I'm afraid we've lost the way

Stay, beautiful baby
I hope you
Stay, American baby
I hope you
Stay, beautiful baby
I hope you
Stay, American baby
American baby
~DMB

P.S. prom was amazing, all because of some amazing friends =), and one incredible guy. I just can't get enough.
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(no subject) [May. 11th, 2005|08:24 pm]
Ally
[Current Mood |happyhappy]
[Current Music |We Belong Together- Mariah Carey]

How Do I Love Thee?
Elizabeth Barrett Browning

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with a passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, -- I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! -- and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

this poem says it all.......
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(no subject) [Apr. 30th, 2005|12:53 pm]
Ally
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]
[Current Music |nothing]

I want to cry, or scream, or somthing. Nothing ever turns out right, ever! I've been looking forward to today for an entire week and now its sucks. On top of that i have to be understanding, and i don't want to be. I know its not his fault i know he can't help it AT ALL, but still i'm just so sad. We spent yesterday together and it was awesome and i loved it, but still i was looking forward to today. All morning i've been so happy and so excited, and now i just want to crawl into bed and fall asleep, hoping i can wake up again and start today all over. I hope he feels better and nothing is wrong. I would rather have him alive than risk his life driving here. But still, i told him my mom offered to drive me over to his house, but he didnt want that. He said that he would be too out of it and that it "wouldn't be fair". Honestly that hurt. I felt like crying when he told me that. But i think i wanted to cry more for the fact that i know why he wouldn't want me there is completely right. I hate this. Why do i care? He feels bad and i need to accept that. I know he's sorry and thats why i didn't tell him how i really felt. He doesnt deserve to hear this. I had planned somthing special for him today and i just couldn't wait to see his face when i gave it to him, but i guess i'll have to save that for another time. Today sucks. Haven't seen him in about a month, and even though we spent all yesterday together that wasn't enough. People were with us about 85% of the time and then the moments we were alone in the spa I was afraid his parents were watching and acouple times i got extremely embarassed because i think they saw us. Then the half an hour we had last night before he had to drop me off was great but still.... not enough. Tonight was supposed to be awesome but not it sucks. i'm so selfish
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