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Tuesday, February 13th, 2007
5:05 am
Woah.
The last time there was any progress on this little (little? pschhh.) story of Jess' and mine was May of 2004. That's almost three years ago now. We've been through quite a lot in those three years; fighting, making up, and, finally and most importantly, growing up. We were 17 in May of 2004, the date of the last edit or rewrite, and a couple of years younger when we first began the story at all. (I'll have to confer with Jess on that one, since I'm ass with timelines - fictional AND real.)

Through the past three years, Jess and I haven't been writing with each other nonstop, but we have been writing. We've grown, in a lot of ways, and that's reflected very clearly in our evolved writing styles. About a year or two ago, I suppose (again, I'll have to check with Jess on the actual dates) Jess and I did start writing with each other again, but we've left this story mostly untouched.

At first it didn't really come to mind, as we were really wrapped up in other projects, but every once in a while when there was a gap in our writing, Jess would quietly point out that we had this mountain of story just sitting around. I'd shrug off her subtle hints with new ideas, none of which really panned out.

Finally, just a few days ago, there was such a lull in our collective creativity that this project became very appealing... until, of course, I actually remembered the plots and characters involved. Still, we wrote it and grew to love the characters and now we want to make it into something.

As of now, February of 2007, we've begun the long, arduous process of rewriting this story, which we've dubbed, with a working title that will, undoubtedly change 'Magic and Mayhem.' (It's a cute title, really, but maybe too cute?)

Back in 2004, we were still very much in our 'fangirl/anime' stages and our story reflects that to an incredible degree. Now we've decided it's time to break that off, and we're trying to completely rewrite the entire story we've written and turn our little universe into something interesting to readers. We're trying to inject some coherency to our plots and characters, and hopefully we'll come away with something.

In any case, I've decided to maintain this old LJ. Once we get some workable drafts of our story as it's rewritten, I'll post them up here. Of course, I doubt any of the old friends of this account are actually still around... but we'll see, I suppose. If nothing else, this can stand as an online record of our work for us to refer to, just in case both of our computers spontaneously crash.

I'm leaving our May '04 entries up because, frankly, I like to look at the shit I once spit out onto paper and use it as a reminder that I have, in fact, grown as a writer and a person.

- Manda

P.S.

If any of you ARE still around on LJ and feel like you want to get in contact with me, my e-mail address is mustache_required@hotmail.com. I use MSN messenger quite a lot and that addy doubles as my IM contact. LJ isn't really a vehicle of anything for me any more and I'd, frankly, be surprised if it was for any of you. Still, on the off chance any of my old high school friends log in and see this entry, it's always nice to get in touch.
Saturday, August 26th, 2006
1:12 am
I don't really post on LJ. It's just not really my thing and I'd rather share my life with people by talking to them one on one or even through an IM instead of just talking at a wall and having them respond back at the wall.

I'm really down lately. I feel like anything that I've been shooting for was the pipe dream that I'd, in the back of my mind, always kind of thought it was. I'm being reminded again and again, lately, that aiming to high will only make the fall down that much harder on me. I feel rejected, second best, ignored, and overall just bad. I feel like I'm going to make some big mistakes sometime soon that will leave me living a life I don't really want to live. I know what life I want, in a few regards, but none of it seems attainable at this juncture.

I want to vent, to let everything out, but I don't feel like I have anyone to really vent to at this juncture. I feel like I'm being melodramatic and stupid and I feel like I'm blowing things out of proportion or taking things the wrong way, but I can't help that logic and my point of view skew certain things to look how they do to me.

Blah.
Sunday, July 2nd, 2006
7:15 am
I've been falling into a depression again. I took a step back, looked at my life up until now and I think I've made a huge breakthrough. I think I have... a very serious problem. Nothing that I need committed for, no, but something that it's going to take me a long time to work through. I'm going to need help and I think I know where to look for it, but I know how to deal with things now.

Most importantly I know that I'm not the only one with this problem.

I'm making this entry not for a pat on the back, but to apologize to my friends who still read this journal.

Because of all of the problems that have stemmed from this central one, which I'm so glad I've finally identified, I've done a lot of things I didn't mean.

Know this - all I truly wanted, deep down, was to help. I'm sorry if I made things worse for any of you at any time.

I'm really jarred right now because this is something that... it's always been obvious, but it never crossed my mind.

I made this entry, also, to thank you. Those of you who have helped me work through things, those who have listened. Thanks. I'm really, truly, 100% grateful.

I'm also making this entry to let you all know I'm finally... reaching out. After identifying this problem and learning how to deal with it, I know I need help and I know where to look. I hope I can overcome it.
Monday, June 5th, 2006
8:37 pm
I find this amusing
Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
Monday, April 24th, 2006
10:30 pm
derob!
I did this before but I'm bored so I'll do it again with my new playlist. Plus I think these are different questions.

Put your music player on shuffle.
Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the question.
No cheating!


How am I feeling today?
Phantom Planet - The Living Dead. XD How apt.

Will I get far in life?
At the Drive-In - Metronome Arthritis. I think it's fitting.

How do my friends see me?:
311 - Who's Got the Herb? XD!

When will I get Married?:
incubus - 2nd Movement of the Odyssey. Nice.

What is my best friend's theme song?:
Pixies - Mr. Grieves.

What is the story of my life?:
311 - Beautiful Disaster

What is/was highschool like?:
Red Hot Chili Peppers - The Zephyr Song

How can I get ahead in life?:
Outkast - Ghetto Musik XD!!

What is the best thing about me?:
Melissa Auf der Maur - Beast of Honor o_o;

How is today going to be?:
Ween - Cold Blows the Wind

What is in store for this weekend?:
The Aquabats! - Awesome Forces! kick arse.

What song describes my parents?:
At the Drive-In - Hourglass

To describe my grandparents?
Sonic Youth - Sunday

How is my life going?:
Audiovent - The Energy

What song will they play at my funeral?:
Phantom Planet - The Local Black and Red

How does the world see me?:
Girl Talk - Time to Get Glamorous

Will I have a happy life?:
The Aquabats! - Welcome to Eltingville

What do my friends really think of me?:
Modest Mouse - Dig Your Grave

Do people secretly lust after me?:
incubus - 11am

How can I make myself happy?:
incubus - aqueous transmission

What should I do with my life?:
Geddy Lee - My Favorite Headache

Will I ever have children?:
Phantom Planet - Always on My Mind

What is some good advice for me?:
The Aquabats! - Love Without Anger

How will I be remembered?
Phantom Planet - You're not Welcome Here T_T.

What is my signature dancing song?:
Sonic Youth - My Friend Goo

What do I think my current theme song is?:
Daft Punk - Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
Radiohead - Bones

What type of men/women do you like?:
Muse - Ruled by Secrecy
10:26 pm
Something needs to be said and I'm not sure who to say it to, and I'm pretty sure it applies to everyone. I have a tiny temper. Teensy. And sometimes I say things when I'm mad that I don't mean. If I say something bad about you and it gets back to you, I'm sorry. I don't mean to skew situations from one person to the next, but I'm human. I try to be truthful and honest. So if someone misinterprets what I say about you, I'm sorry, because I probably shouldn't have said it in the first place. Telling white lies and keeping things from people is a subtlety I'm not good with. No, I won't tell that secret that absolutely can't get out. No, I won't go blabbing to strangers about your innermost secrets should you confide them in me. But maybe I'll bring up a conversation we had and maybe someone will take it wrong. If that happens, I'm sorry. I'm only human.
8:15 pm
I have a lot of misconceptions.

I have a lot of confusion, too.

Can you ask someone if they're really dying? A liar, no less? I don't know if it's just more drama, or if it's really happening. But it depresses me, either way. I don't like to think about death. It messes with my head. I'm not exceptionally faithful. I don't know what to think about the existence of an after life. It depresses me that I can't whole-heartedly believe in heaven. It depresses me even more that anything can just... end. I don't want anyone to end. Thinking about death puts me in a state of paranoia and depression, which is awkward. Because it makes me want to seize the day and all that poetical nonsense, but I get too afraid and timid. I feel like I'm becoming the old me again, and that's really not cool. I don't want to do that.

I saw my sister yesterday and the first thing she told me was that I was too fat for the pants I was wearing. That's not very nice. Not nice at all.

I'm really mixed up. I love Pittsburgh and I love a lot of people here, and if someone's really dying, then maybe I ought to stick by their side. But I want to go. I want to get on with my own life. Thinking about the future is fun, so long as I don't think too far ahead and get stuck thinking about death again.

I haven't been sleeping very well, but I suppose that's expected. I wish I could just sleep normally like so many people I know. I'm jealous of them.

I'm sick of fucking teenage angst. I'm just out to have a good time while I can, to get my mind off of things. It doesn't work very well when I'm constantly being thrown back into highschool. I don't like to gossip. I do it a lot, but I hate it. It just hurts feelings and I always regret it afterwards. But at the same time I want to help people with their problems. But I can't without judging. I don't know. And no one seems to extend me the same courtesy, but they can't. I think my mind's a little too scary of a place to ask other people to delve into it with me.

I want to talk about everything, but I don't want to drag other people down. I'm not angry, nor really frustrated, just sad. I've delt with it before, but I can't remember how. It's not complete depression, I don't think. I still have fun. I'm still playing music. But I'm starting to prefer to spend my time alone, and that's not very healthy. I'm turning to RPing as solace, and though it's a healthy way to get my mind off of things, it's not healthy to spend all my time doing it - emotionally or physically.

I don't really expect any of you to get it. I'm just in a rambling sort of mood. I do appreciate you listening, but... I don't know. I just need to talk. So I'm talking.
Saturday, April 22nd, 2006
10:15 pm
I was really tired but didn't end up sleeping last night. Around about ten or eleven, Dru finally woke up and we popped in Firefly, an old TV series he kept raving about.

HOLY CRAP.

Totally worth not sleeping.

I spent the entire day watching the entire series and I can't fucking wait to see Serenity. It's SO good.

Dr. Who with Christopher Eccleston still rules my world.

But ZOMG.

Firefly.

<3.
Thursday, April 20th, 2006
2:47 am
Agent Sparks. Red Rover. Coming to you soon. Pre-orders get autographed copies. www.agentsparks.com

I saw a few clips on MySpace of Dirk Lance playing on stage. I came. Seriously, honestly. I came. Man. Bass. Rockin'. Rawr. So good. So very good.

I'm thinking about jumping state. Who know, who knows. I don't knows. Do you knows?

Maaan. Bored. I'm bored. Why aren't you naked and with me? Fool. You don't know what you're missing. Psch. Fine. Psch. Whatever.
Tuesday, April 18th, 2006
6:25 pm
WOAAAH
I got a new AIM. MC Smoothlove - send me your love, homies.

...

...

=D.
Monday, April 17th, 2006
10:55 am
I had a dream I couldn't sleep. So odd.
Tuesday, April 11th, 2006
11:00 pm
La-dee-da.
I'm such a geek. That's not something that particularly bothers me or anything. I'm just a geek.

It's occurred to me, recently, why I get so easily frustrated with people. For a while, I was really laid back, but then I stopped smoking so much pot. I'm smoking again, but not so often as I used to. I don't think I can afford to weaken my memory much more. People frustrate me because they're not all as... I don't know how to put it, exactly, but, driven? as I am. When I put my mind to something or when it strikes me as particularly important, I'll pull out all the stops to get it done. That isn't something that's apparent about me, I realize, as I'm rather lazy and laid back about most things. I've been job searching for months and am still not employed - obviously, that's not a priority to me.

It frustrates me that, when I want to get something done right away, not everyone supports me on it. Thinking back, working on projects in school, I used to literally yell at other kids for not working as hard as I was. That and my crippling shyness were what made me hate group work.

I'm glad I've realized this about myself. Naming the problem is really going to help me be a lot more tolerant, which is something I'm always working for. I lack the rage I used to harbor, but I still have a temper and I still want it to get less severe. I'm running into a lot of situations that would have made me explode earlier in my life and I'm happy, for the most part, with how I'm handling things. Avoiding arguments avoids hurt feelings, and it's not as if I'm skirting issues completely. I just think it's better to talk when people are calmer. But I still crumble under stress, and that's what I'm trying to work on.

I'm never going to be able to change how driven I am to finish things, so there's always going to be frustration at other people for not being as driven as I am, or as passionate about the same things. I know I probably frustrate people by being lax with things that are important to them. What I can change is how I deal with that frustration. Lashing out at people is never the answer; violence begets violence.

My god, a serious entry. Even I didn't expect that. Uhm. Well, I promised Ranie a serious update at some point, so I guess this was it.
Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
5:05 pm
11 2/3", Oak, Veela
You scored 63 wisdom, 22 bravery, 10 emotional, and 16 martyrdom!
Oak signifies wisdom, endurance, protection, and authority. The veela hair as a wand core means that you are slightly unpredictable but very powerful.



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You scored higher than 9% on bravery
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You scored higher than 20% on martyrdom
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I'm sorry Miss Jackson, I am for real; never meant to make your daughter cry, I apologize and tributize.
Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
5:55 am
Protected
1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet and current street name)
Pony Middle ... -_-


2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandfather/grandmother on your dad's side, your favorite candy)
Irma Skittles


3. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME: (first initial of first name, first two or three letters of your last name)
A. Wo.


4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite animal, favorite color)
Wolf Purple XD


5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Joyce Pittsburgh


6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (first 3 letters of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name)
Woe Pan Eth


7. JEDI NAME: (middle name spelled backwards, your mom's maiden name spelled backwards)
Ecyoj Aznap


8. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The", your favorite color, the automoblie you drive)
The Purple Nothing XD!!!!!!

Saturday, March 25th, 2006
4:20 am
Can I rule you?
Can I rule you? Pleaaaase? I'm taking over the world one person at a time. Dru/MC Mystery is my co-ruler. You'll get any single desire granted by us, so long as it's reasonable. Our world's gonna rock. Joooiiin!

<3<3
Tuesday, March 21st, 2006
7:46 am
Why I Smile.
I don't have a job. I don't have a boyfriend. I'm not in college. I'm a horrible person, I've done horrible things in the past and there's no guarantee that I won't hurt anyone ever again.

But that's okay.

You know why?

Because at least I'm better than you.

That's right. I'm better than everyone. I'm pretty. I'm musically talented. I got good grades in high school. I have friends. I have people who worship the ground I walk on, and that's damned right of them.

Oh, and by the way?

Just so we're clear?

This entry's a fucking joke.

No, I'm not better than you. In fact, I probably hold a good number of friends above myself. In fact, I used to get depressed about how much better I thought everyone was than me.

I just think it's funny that some people really do think they're better than everyone else. I don't envy those people. Those are the people that, actually, I think of as lower beings. Because they're only happy when they come out on top.

No, this probably isn't directed at you if you're reading this. Because only my friends read my LJ. And clearly, if you're friend, I don't think I'm better than you.

Thanks.
Saturday, March 11th, 2006
6:14 am

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5:56 am
Two Names You Go By
1. Manda
2. MC Smoothlove

Two Parts of Your Heritage
1. German
2. German XD.

Two things that scare you
1. Flying Zombie Cats
2. Regular Cats

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. Agent Sparks T-shirt
2. Socks with cows

Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists
1. Agent Sparks
2. Phantom Planet

Two Physical Things that Appeal to You
1. Arms
2. Hair

Two of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. Bass
2. RPing

Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. A Band ><
2. Money to travel

Two Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. California
2. New Zealand

Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. Record on an album
2. Tour

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
1. I'm tired
2. Jess likes pooping

Two Stores You Shop At
1. Used to be Sam Goody, but they're closing...
2. Giant Eagle

Two people you haven't talked to in a while
1. Jen
2. My sister

Two favorite web sites
1. www.hogwartsirt.com
2. www.agentsparks.com

Two Favorite Sports
1. Hiking
2. Ultimate Football *cackle*

Two things you did last night
1. Played Frequency
2. Ate some cheese fries

Two shows you like to watch
1. Family Guy
2. Fullmetal Alchemist

Two places you like to go to:
1. King's
2. My uncle's art gallery

Two Favorite People:
1. I like people!
2.

Two Favorite Subjects In School:
1. German
2. Herbology lmfao.

Two Favorite Places to eat:
1. Any Indian Restaurant
2. King's XD

Two People that live in your house:
1. Jake
2. My Dad

Two things you like about yourself (physical):
1. My boobs
2. My lips

Two things you ate today:
1. Waffles
2. Chocolate cake

Two people you last talked to:
1. Keith
2. Dru

Two Things You're doing tomorrow:
1. Possibly seeing the Dave Chapelle movie
2. Possibly eating at King's
Monday, February 27th, 2006
3:35 am
I'm soooo laaame.
Randomize your playlist, blah, blah, blah. I put the little '>>' in to differentiate between song titles and comments. Because I felt the need to comment on every one.

1) What do you think of me, iTunes?
Summer Romance by incubus

>>Apparantly iTunes wants to sex me.

2) Will I have a happy life?
Ticklish by At the Drive-In

>> I don't know. The tone to it's frustrated, so I assume I'll live a frustrated life.

3) What do my friends really think of me?
Smile Lines by incubus

>> They think I'm horny. Or childish. But I love that song, so it's all good.

4) Do people secretly lust after me?
Seven Caged Tigers by STP

>> I think this is like 'ask again later.' To quote the song, 'and the answer gets harder and harder; and the truth's getting farther and farther.'

Tried again, got Right on Time by Red Hot Chili Peppers.

>> I'd take that as a yes.

5) How can I make myself happy?
Nobody's Fault by Phantom Planet

>> I guess I should blame myself?

6) What should I do with my life?
Talk Shows on Mute by incubus

>> Make fun of uneducated people. XD.

7) Why must life be so full of pain?
Agoraphobia by incubus

>> Because people are fake and I want to stay inside.

8) How can I maximize my pleasure?
This Apparatus Must Be Unearthed by The Mars Volta

>> This plain doesn't apply.

So I tried again and got Road Trippin' by the Chili Peppers

>> Obviously, I should road trip with my two favorite allies.

9) Will I ever have children?
Don't Forget Me by Red Hot Chili Peppers

>> I'll take that as a no.

10) Will I die happy?
Always On My Mind by Phantom Planet

>> I'll probably die lusting after someone I'll never get. So no.

11) Can you give me some advice?
The First Season by John Frusciante

>> First line is 'let the pretend take over.' So I'm going to RP more. XD.

12) What do you think happiness is?
Choke by Agent Sparks

>> That song rocks. Nuff said.

13) What's my favourite fetish?
Shaft by incubus

>> XD.

14) How will I be remembered?
Admiration by incubus

>> Aww. Thank you, iTunes.
Thursday, February 9th, 2006
8:05 am
HAVE YOU EVER:
1) KISSED YOUR COUSIN: HELL no.
2) RAN AWAY: Lots. XD
3) BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART: Probably. >>
4) BEEN IN LOVE: I thought I was, but, no. I just like sex.
5) CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: When Fred died, a lot.
6) BROKEN A BONE: Nope.
7) DRANK ALCOHOL: XD. Lots.
8) LIED: NEVER!. XD. Of course I've lied.
9) CRIED IN SCHOOL: I think so, not positive.

WHICH IS BETTER:
10) COKE OR PEPSI: I used to love Pepsi, but I'm all about Diet Coke now.
11) SPRITE OR 7UP: I don't really like either, but Sprite has those nifty remixes now.
12) GIRLS OR GUYS: I'd have sex with either. XD. But I prefer a nice dicking.
13) FLOWERS OR CANDY: I fucking love candy. Dude. I'm a fat kid. Give me candy.
14) SCRUFF OR CLEAN SHAVEN: Scruff can be reaaaally hot, but it all depends on the guy. (or girl?)
15) QUIET OR LOUD: I'm pretty loud.
16) BLONDES OR BRUNETTES: I love blondes. Rawr. Brunette is hot, too, though.
17) BITCHY OR SLUTTY: Well, I'd prefer to run into a slut than a bitch.
18) TALL OR SHORT: Tall!
19) PANTS OR SHORTS: Shorts are stupid. Unless they're on a girl with a hot ass and they're non-existant. Rawr.

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX:
20) WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: Hair, arms, chest.
21) LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: Probably Dru? I'm not a big dancer.
22) WORST THING TO DO: Have a shit fetish.

THE LAST TIME:
23) SHOWERED: Like, an hour or so ago.
24) HAD SEX? It's been a couple of months, I think. Going on two?
25) HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX: Ah, don' know.

WHAT IS:
26) YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM: My necklace and my signed bass strap. <3 Paul Fried and Sam Farrar.
27) PERSON YOU HATE THE MOST: Uhm. I'm not really in a hating mode right now.
28) THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY: I'unno. I got to watch Rocko's Modern Life, that's pretty ace.

FAVORITES:
29) COLOR: Orange, purple, black, silver. Blue. I like colors. White.
30) MOVIE: Prolly summat Kevin Smith. Or White Castle. I don' know. Too many good movies out there.
31) BOOK: Currently, it's gotta be something Neil Gaiman. I'll always have a soft spot for George Orwell, too.
32) SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: I'm not in school at the mo', but I really like music classes and foreign languages. English is cool.
33) JUICE: Grape. <3.
34) CARS: I'm not a car person. I like ones you can fit lotsa people in.
35) ICE CREAM: Coldstone's sweet cream, plain ol' vanilla, or chocolate with peanut butter.
36) HOLIDAY: Halloween or New Year's, prolly.
37) SEASON: Spring. It's got decent weather.
38) BREAKFAST FOOD: Cereal. I'm a fuckin' cereal NUT.
39) MUSIC TO BROOD TO: Ehm. Prolly summat Chili Peppers. I don't really brood.

DO YOU EVER:
40) SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT: I have, but it's not something I'd do now.
41) SAVE INTERNET CONVERSATIONS: I don't think I ever have.
42) SAVE EMAILS: I don't really mean to save them. I'm just lazy.
43) WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE: Not too often.
44) WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: No. Only when peeing is being talked about. Come on! I'd love to pee out a window. A car window.
45) CRY BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS: I used to, but not anymore. Feh. Fuck 'em, yeh know?

BEST:
46) COLOGNE: Axe? Can that count?
47) FRIEND: Dru or Ranie. <3.
48) KISS: Hem. Well, Larry was a pretty good kisser. If he'd fucken brush his teeth.
49) ROMANTIC MEMORY: Ehhh.
50) MOST RECENT ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU: "Do it for yourself." Oddly, no, it wasn't about masturbation. XD.

DO YOU:
51) COLOR YOUR HAIR: Yup! It's going to have to be plain soon. *mourns*
52) HAVE TATTOOS: Yup. Jes' the one right now, but I'll so be getting more.
53) HAVE PIERCINGS: My lip. Maybe I'll get my tongue done. Or my nose.
54) HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND/BOTH? Nope. I like it.
55) OWN A WEBCAM: No.
56) OWN A THONG: Yeah, actually. I didn't know it was a thong when I bought it cos I grabbed it out of an underwear bin so I could say I bought undies from a bin.
57) EVER GET OFF THE COMPUTER: No... Not really. XD.
58) SPRECHEN SIE DEUTSCH: Ein bischen.
59) HABLA ESPANOL: No.
60) QUACK? Ducks really aren't that cool, man.

HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU:
61) Stolen anything: I've stolen things. Prolly will steal more.
62) Smoke: Pot and cigarettes. Yummy for my lungies.
63) Schizophrenic: I don't think I am/ever have been.
64) Obsessive: About some things.
65) Compulsive: Not really.
66) Obsessive Compulsive: Nah.
67) Panic: I used to have a lot of panic attacks. I'm chill now.
68) Anxiety: Not really anymore.
69) Depressed: Nope, got over that.
70) Suicidal: Nope.
71) Obsessed with hate: Nah.
72) Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? Not really. Zombies pop up sometimes, but I'm afraid of them.
73) If you could be anywhere, where would you be? On stage. Or having sex. WITH AGENT SPARKS AND PHANTOM PLANET. ALL AT ONCE. XD.
74) Can you do anything freakish with your body? Do you want me to? How much will you pay me?
75) What facial feature do you find the most attractive? Hum. Eyes on a guy, I guess. Maybe chins. Lips on a girl.
76) Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? Maybe.
77) Would you marry for money? If the guy was tolerable. Like, honestly, yes, I would.
78) Have you had braces? No. I need 'em bad.
79) Do you pluck your eyebrows? Usually. They're not groomed right now cos I didn't remember to bring my tweezers to Harrisburg.
80) Do you like hairy backs? No. Who would? Freak.
81) Could you live without a computer? Yeah, definitely. I just prefer having the internet as a passtime.
82) Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list, etc...? Just MSN.
83) If so, how manny people are on your lists? 21.
84) If you could live in any past time period, which would it be? 60s/70s easy.
85) Do you drink enough water? Usually.
86) Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off? I usually take them off to get comfy, but if I'm going somewhere else that day they'll stay on.
87) What is your favorite fruit? Kiwis and strawberries.
88) Do you eat wheat bread or white? Wheat. White if it's PB&J.
89) Do you kiss on the first date? Dude. I PUT OUT on the first date. XD.
90) Are you photogenic? I've been told yes, but I dun think so.
91) Do you dream in color or black and white? Color.
92) Are you wearing fingernail polish? Nope.
93) Do you have any dimples? Very slightly on one side.
94) Do you remember being born? No.
95) Why do you take survey's? Because it makes me feel special.
96) Do you drink alcohol? Quite often.
97) What is the best accent? Uh. american? Wtf.
98) Who do you want to kiss? Paul Fried. XD. Hot boys. And Ranie!
99) Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? Sunsets.
100) Do you want to live to be 100? Maybe. Like, if I could be 100 and not senile or sickly. That'd be cool.
101) Is a flat stomach important to you? Yeah. I dun have one. But on me, I think its important. I don't really care about a guy's stomach, as long as it's not like 'woahmg, that's fat.'
102) Are you loyal? Yeah, I guess.
103) Are you tolerant of other people's beliefs? Yup.
104) When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? I don't really care.
105) Do you have nightmares frequently? No.
106) Do you like your nose? Yeah, it's cool.
107) Do you think you can draw well? No.
108) At what age did you find out Santa Claus wasn't real? No clue.
109) How many pairs of shoes are in your closet? 3.
110) Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like variety? I'll switch it up between colors of chuck's depending on my outfit, or I'll wear my clunky shoes if it's wet out.
111) Do you write poetry? Not really anymore. Maybe I oughtta try my hand at it again.
112) Do you snore? Possibly. I dun think so.
113) Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? Sides and stomach.
114) Dog/cat? FUCK CATS. God. They're EVIL.
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