September 15th, 2007
STILL. i really would like to stop missing him so much.
August 9th, 2007
yes, you ian. if that wasn't obvious.
August 5th, 2007
i will always miss you.
July 21st, 2007
|12:55 pm - criteria. play on words.|
we sit alone and talk our problems out
but instead we confused them
and gravity took it all
it used to be we had a grace all our own
and instead we abused it
and gravity took its toll
i want to be the one who's profound
but i can't keep with your pace
total lack of confidence displayed
and i don't think you asked for it
my complaint, my complaint
i still call you the one that got away
and to think i'm the one who let you go
my complaint, my complaint
never had a chance to know
say what you want
but it's a play on words
to say we're in love
it is a trait i should have never picked up
but it's a bright way to attract
June 1st, 2007
all people start to
come apart finally
and there it is:
just empty ashtrays in a room
or wisps of hair in a comb
in the dissolving moonlight
it is all ash
and dry leaves
and grief gone
like an ocean liner
when the shoes fill with blood
that the shoes are dead
comes from true revulsion;
when things get bad enough
the kitten will eat the lion
the statues in the churches of my childhood
and the candles that burn at their feet
if only i could take these
and open their eyes
and feel their legs
and hear their clay mouths
say the true
( in this picture, i am small and chubbyCollapse )
Current Location: orlando
Current Mood: peaceful
Current Music: andrew bird
December 23rd, 2006
November 12th, 2006
i'm 20 today. shit.
October 22nd, 2006
i got a job at the berkeley art museum and im stoked. 11.86 an hour!
October 3rd, 2006
they got to the part with the cattle and the creeping things. they said i'm pretty sure we've heard this one before. don't it all end up in some revelation? with four guys on horses, and violent red visions, famine and death and pestilence and war. i'm pretty sure i heard this one before. you in the corner with a good looking drifter. two cups of coffee and ten packs of sugar. i heard gideon saw you in denver. he said you're contagious. silly rabbit, tripping is for teenagers. murder is for murderers. and hard drugs are for bartenders. i think i might have mentioned that before.
he's got the pages in his pockets that he ripped out of the bible from his bedstand in the motel. he likes the part where the traders get chased out from the temple. i guess i heard about original sin - i heard the dude blamed the chick. i heard the chick blamed the snake. i heard they were naked when they got busted. i heard things ain't been the same since. you on the streets with a tendency to preach to the choir, wired for sound and down with whatever. i heard gideon did you in denver.
she's got a cross around her neck that she ripped off from a schoolgirl in the subway on a visit to the city. she likes how it looks on her chest with three open buttons. she likes the part where one brother kills the other. she has to wonder if the the world ever will recover. because cain and abel seem to still be causing trouble.
she said: i was seeing double for 3 straight days after i got born again it felt strange but it was nice and peaceful. it really pleased me to be around so many people. of course half were just visions but half of them were friends from going through the program with me. later on we did some sexy things. took a couple photographs and carved them into wood reliefs. but that's enough about me. tell me how you got down here into ybor city.
he said: i got through the part about the exodus. up to then i only knew it was a movement of the people. but if small town cops are like swarms of flies and if blackened foil is like boils and hail. then i'm pretty sure we've been through this before, and it seemed like a simple place to score. then some old lady came to the door and said mckenzie phillips doesn't live here anymore.
--the hold steady, cattle and the creeping things
September 28th, 2006
i won't be updating for a while. i thought i'd delete it, but i missed reading.
so i'm still here. i just can't seem to make the words fit anymore.
July 7th, 2006
"please lord give me strength to be nobody. because i am not my thoughts. because i am not my thoughts."
November 29th, 2005
restless, restless restless.
Current Mood: restless
Current Music: neutral milk hotel