|001.||Waiting (Save Your Life)||002.||I Hope You Dance||003.||Whatever Happened to the Heroes||004.||Always Come Back to You||005.||Shed My Skin|
|006.||Everybody’s Fool||007.||Walk Away||008.||The Ghost of You||009.||Fallen||010.||Best of You|
|011.||On Fire||012.||Knowing Me, Knowing You||013.||Together||014.||I’m No Superman||015.||Overkill|
|016.||When You Say You Love Me||017.||A Moment Like This||018.||Waiting for My Real Life to Begin||019.||Let Go||020.||Someday We’ll Know|
|021.||Learning to Breathe||022.||Synesthesia||023.||The Days of the Phoenix||024.||This Love||025.||Harder to Breathe|
|026.||She Will Be Loved||027.||Take Me Away||028.||Miss Independent||029.||Someday||030.||Wherever You Will Go|
|031.||Let it Go||032.||I Miss You||033.||In the End||034.||I Hate Everything About You||035.||I Love Myself Today|
|036.||Boulevard of Broken Dreams||037.||White Flag||038.||Surrender||039.||Tears in Heaven||040.||Bridge Over Troubled Water|
|041.||Colorblind||042.||Adam’s Song||043.||Crash and Burn||044.||Truly, Madly, Deeply||045.||You’re Beautiful|
|046.||Never Ever||047.||Play Dead||048.||Holy Tears||049.||Insatiable||050.||The Leaving Song|
|051.||Come Clean||052.||Anywhere but Here||053.||Don’t Turn Around||054.||The Sign||055.||I'm Your Man|
|056.||Pretending||057.||And Love Said No||058.||In Joy and Sorrow||059.||Heartache Every Moment||060.||Monday Morning|
|061.||Introduction to a Broken Heart||062.||Be As||063.||Angels||064.||On My Own||065.||Poetic Tragedy|
|066.||Go the Distance||067.||Going Under||068.||You and Me||069.||Beautiful||070.||Thank You|
|071.||Perfect||072.||Accidentally in Love||073.||Cry Me a River||074.||Bless the Broken Road||075.||I Will Remember You|
|076.||Wrong Impression||077.||Unpretty||078.||Somewhere Over the Rainbow||079.||Never had a Dream Come True||080.||Nothing to Lose|
|081.||Lies||082.||Homeward Bound||083.||Crawling||084.||Breaking the Habit||085.||Landslide|
|086.||Pieces of Me||087.||El Condor Pasa||088.||The Sound of Silence||089.||Rainy Day Man||090.||Fighter|
|091.||Live Like You Were Dyin’||092.||The Color of Blue||093.||Turn Back Time||094.||Good Guys||095.||Good Morning Sunshine|
|096.||The Noose||097.||Writer‘s Choice.||098.||Writer‘s Choice.||099.||Writer‘s Choice.||100.||Writer‘s Choice.|
|001.||Learn to be Lonely||002.||Beautiful||003.||It’s About Time||004.||Allstar||005.||Underneath Your Clothes|
|006.||Incomplete||007.||I Survived You||008.||Pitiful||009.||All I Ask of You||010.||Defying Gravity|
|011.||Holding Out for a Hero||012.||Believe||013.||Love is a Battlefield||014.||I’m a Believer||015.||Two in a Million|
|016.||Viva Forever||017.||Goodbye My Friend||018.||Calling Dr. Love||019.||Invisible||020.||Heartbreak Lullaby|
|021.||Drowning||022.||Perfect Day||023.||Echo||024.||Boom||025.||Seein’ Red|
|026.||Selfish||027.||On the Line||028.||Angel||029.||A Thousand Miles||030.||Gravity Rides Everything|
|031.||Gravity||032.||Picture||033.||Bad Day||034.||The First Cut is the Deepest||035.||As Long As You’re Mine|
|036.||The Prayer||037.||Where is the Love||038.||Quit Playing Games with My Heart||039.||Don’t Phunk with My Heart||040.||Love is Only a Feeling|
|041.||The Future||042.||I Believe in a Thing Called Love||043.||Growing on Me||044.||The Last to Know||045.||Stronger|
|046.||Remember When it Rained||047.||For Good||048.||No Good Deed||049.||My Heart Will Go On||050.||What is this Feeling|
|051.||Savin’ Me||052.||How You Remind Me||053.||California||054.||Love Spell||055.||Here Without You|
|056.||Life Will Go On||057.||Desert Rose||058.||Fields of Innocence||059.||Here is Gone||060.||That Don’t Impress Me Much|
|061.||One Thing||062.||Unbreak My Heart||063.||Faith||064.||Dancing With Myself||065.||Arms Wide Open|
|066.||Disease||067.||Gonna Change the World||068.||Here Comes the Sun||069.||Stand by Me||070.||Tainted Love|
|071.||Love Me Do||072.||Closure||073.||Fever||074.||Fall Back Down||075.||River Below|
|076.||Welcome to My Life||077.||She’s All I Ever Had||078.||Private Emotion||079.||Reflection||080.||Going Under|
|081.||Bring Me to Life||082.||Haunted||083.||Imaginary||084.||Taking Over Me||085.||Touch|
|086.||I Don’t Want to Wait||087.||Do You Only Wanna Dance||088.||Baby, I’m a Train Wreck||089.||Missing You||090.||Karma Chameleon|
|091.||Time of My Life||092.||Kryptonite||093.||More to Life||094.||Eye of the Tiger||095.||Blessed|
|096.||Out Here on My Own||097.||Writer’s Choice||098.||Writer‘s Choice.||099.||Writer‘s Choice.||100.||Writer‘s Choice.|
CD: Enchant by Emilie Autumn
Character/Pairing: Penelope Clearwater
|1. Across the Sky|
|2. How Strange|
|3. Chamber Maid|
|6. Second Hand Faith|
|11. Heard it All|
|12.If You Feel Better|
|13. Save You|
Great. I'm depressed again, and or no reason. I've not eaten in forever, and once again I didn't go to class, (well, ater being sick, though, I wasn't sick today). I seriously don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe once I finish my homework, I'll feel better.
Maybe this time, I'll be lucky
Maybe this time, he'll stay
Maybe this time
For the first time
Love won't hurry away
He will hold me fast
I'll be home at last
Not a loser anymore
Like the last time
And the time before
Everybody loves a winner
So nobody loved me;
'Lady Peaceful,' 'Lady Happy,'
That's what I long to be
All the odds are in my favor
Something's bound to begin
It's got to happen, happen sometime
Maybe this time I'll win
What. The. Fuck.
This will end bad. I have to stop it.
Throwing our lives away for one happy day?
No vows, but enough said.
The Poet. The Courtesan. No Dwarf Dressed as a Nun. No Unconcious Argentinian. No Zidler. No Duke. No Moulin Rouge.
Why live life from dream-to-dream, and dread the day when dreaming ends?
|Your Five Variable Love Profile|
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is low.
You see love as a gift that you should give to many.
It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time...
Let alone one person for the rest of your life!
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Your dominance is high.
It's your way or the highway when it comes to love.
You like to be very involved in your sweetie's life.
No question, you like to be the one calling the shots.
Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.
Your independence is high.
You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.
Having your own life is very important for you...
Even more important than having a relationship.
[x] During the summer, I pretty much wear only flip-flops.
 The only reason I go to school is for the boys!! Duhh!
[x] My favorite toy as a child were Barbies and dolls
[x] My favorite color is purple
[x] When I was young I danced ballet - or even as I got older.
[x] I love skirts.
 Hollister is one of my favorite places to shop.
[x] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear.
[x] I love chocolate.
[x] I've never had a real job
[x] My hair is straightened or scrunched and worn down almost everyday.
[x] I am on AIM or Yahoo Messanger at least 5 hours a day.
[x] I have at least 8 myspace pictures.
[x] I usually go shopping at least once a week
[x] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
 I have a real diamond ring
[x] I've had at least 10 boy friends
[x] I've gone to a tanning salon
[x] I go to the beach to tan - not to swim
[x] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes - not including flip flops
 I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach obsessively.
[x] I flirt. A LOT.
[x] I change my icon weekly.
 I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic. Unless you gave me money for it!
 My cell phone might as well become a part of me.
 I wear eye liner, mascara, or cover up everyday.
[x] I've been or am on a diet.
[x] Bathing suits are adorable! That's why I have 3 of them!
 I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[x] Big sunglasses are hott.
[x] I have gotten my nails done.
[x] I own over 10 handbags.
 MTV is my favorite channel.
 All I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys, boys and more boys!
[x] I love to have other girls do my hair and make-up.
 I don't understand how people can like Fall Out Boy, From First to Last, System of A down, and all of those other crazy bands!
 I hate bugs!
[x] Carnivals are very fun.
 Summer is THE best season.
[x] I don't do sports.
 I HATE to run. Unless I'm tring to get away for someone or something.
 I squeal when I am surprised or angry.
[x] I dance ALL of the time
 I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house.
[x] I only have like 5 billion hair products. Ha..ha...HA
[x] I love dresses and dressing up for no reason.
[x] Every part of my outfit needs to match.
 I talk on the phone at least 4 times a day with my friends.
[x] I would love to have a photo shoot of myself. O
 One of my myspace pictures is of me making a kissy face.
[x] Price on clothes hardly matters.
[x] I apply lip gloss 200 times a day
[x] I wish I was a model.
 I wish I could meet Paris Hilton.
 I wore something that was semi-slutty on Halloween.
[x] I own Uggs.
 I pop my collar.
[x] I LOVE to be the center of attention.
 Guys with mohawks ROCK!!
[x] Horses are beautiful, and fun to ride.
[x] Cats are adorable.
 Old Navy is like a K-mart
[x] I write poems or my own music
[x] I can get VERY jealous.
[x] I would love to visit or have already visited Hawaii.
 Valentines day is so cute! It's definitely not just a way to make money!
 White clothing, accesories, and shoes are totally better than black.
 I wouldn't be caught DEAD in all black. Unless it was either my or someone else's funeral.
[x] My closet is STOCK-FULL of clothing.
 I HATE the grungy feeling of a beard. Every guy that I date MUST be clean-cut.
[x] I LOVE to read gossip magazines.
 I LOVE to gossip!
 I kiss and tell!
[x] Old ladies are adorable!
[x] I LOOOVE kids.
 I'm ALL about being vegatarian.
[x] I REFUSE to eat at McDonalds!
[x] I check my myspace everyday.
[x] I LOVE life! Well, most of the time.
[x] I have A LOT of jewlery!
 My screen names have x's in them.
 One of my myspace screen names contain <3's.
[x] I would NEVER want to be a guy! Well, almost never.
| You scored as Theater. You should be a Theater major! Like a bohemian actress, you are seasoned and confident and not afraid to express yourself!|
What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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| You scored as Ravenclaw. You are academic, logical, and fond of the process of learning for learning's sake. Often aloof to the real world, you prefer to analyze it and, like many academics, come up with conclusions in accordance with textbook laws but impractical in everyday use. Still, with your value in fairness and your insistence to understand EVERYTHING, your decisions and actions can be astonishingly wise.|
Which Hogwarts House Philosophy Fits You Best?
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Shiny. Valentine's Day is coming up. You know, there was only one year when I did not have a completely pathetic Valentine's Day because I didn't have a date; and over that weekend, he had to go out of town because of something to do with his fraternity.
I met a guy today. Too bad he's been dead for forty-five years. Went to the graveyard to take some photos for Photo class, literally stumbled upon this this grave of this guy who died at age eighteen. The grave was pretty dirty and abandoned, I just got this sense of loneliness standing there, so I knealt down and brushed some of the dirt off of the grave, and spoke to him. Well, he didn't answer, but you know... I bought some roses to put on his grave tomorrow so that it isn't so abandonded. Robert. It said "Our Bob" on his headstone. No one visits Bobby anymore. In fact, it looked like I was first one to see his grave in years. Then again, no one really visits me, so Bobby and I share that. Well, they do, but no one ever calls me from school unless I call them first. And then, I walk around campus alone.
I know, that sounds weird, but that's what happened today, so I wrote about it.