|old entry..... it makes me think alot.
||[Feb. 8th, 2006|09:53 pm]
this entry has a solid place in my memory. like 2 years ago.
my weekend was awesome until last night.........
man today was a horrible day. first of all i want to apologize if you talked to me today because i was in a bad mood all day. im sorry. i think the first time i smiled was when mr bruce came on the announcements in third period and said "teachers and faculty, be on the look-out, we have one of our multi- handicap students on the loose, sorry for the interruption." so, i was on the phone last night with someone who told me they did something that was stupid, but it was so serious to me. i cant help it, but i care so much for my friends and i want nothing less than perfection for them. it killed me that that happened. i didnt know what to say. so i just started crying. after we were off the phone it got worse.. i just broke down. im not really sure why. i think a bunch of things hit me at one time. anyway, i could use some praying for. i cant tell who this is but just pray that God will lead them in their decisions.
Who shall separate us
Who shall separate us from Your love
Nothing can separate us from the love of Jesus
Nothing can separate us from Your love
im sorry for my selfish ways father forgive me. cleanse me and make me anew.
football practice went ok though. i didnt get yelled at for anything. no dropped passes, no fumbles, nothing. sometimes football helps me though. it gets rid of my stress and clears my mind. on the field today i forgot somewhat about the situation. i was myself for a few minutes. God reavealed his comforting arms to me last night and i was able to sleep after a few minutes. this is about all for tonight . thank YOU so much i love you..