Do you ever get in the mode where your driving, and you put on a really good record that brings back alot of good memories, and your looking all around you taking in everything your eyes can possibly see?
the skyline suddenly sparks your greatest interest, noticing how beautiful the sunset really is, and how its there everyday but were usually too busy or careless to see it.
I got sucked into that mode today, and i loved it. it was like a cleansing drive for me.
it made me think about so much, where i am in my life right now, where ive been.
and how i dont regret a thing because life is so unpredictable, and thats what makes it worthwhile.
You see we live life trying to please everyone around us but a day comes that we realize its impossible, and we become so selfish and bitter for self appreciation that we only care for ourselves
and it turns into a cycle...
when we start to lose people because we give to much, we give up and then lose people because we give nothing.
it seems like an uneven balance between happiness, and despair, in which we need both in our lives to function.
but why do we do this, and why do we feel these things?
I mean we all love to be happy, but dont always know how to achieve it, it doesnt seem so hard, think about it why dont we just take all the little things that make us happy and make them one
its mere impossible sometimes.
and then sadness
and emotion need it in our life to realize what happiness is.
if there were no such thing as sadness we wouldnt know that we were happy,cause the feeling would be non existent.
and with people and sadness its always i had or i have...
and thinking about overcoming and what weve overcome is when were happy
we need to know that we made it through or are fighting through those things to know that the light will shine again, and it will. it always does.
As messed up as life seems sometimes, in reality, even when its hardest to see it, life is perfectly balanced
the bad voids the good
the good voids the bad
everything in this world is balanced.
its all connected and perfectly in place even when it seems so messed up.
But through it all im glad to be apart of this adventure,and ill make the best of it.