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My heart belongs to you...just you [18 Nov 2002|04:11am]
[ mood | Amazed ]

I probably shouldn't say anything.


But I'm happy again. Extremely happy again.


Indescribably happy.


It's amazing the way my heart pounds. The way a smile, no matter what, immediately breaks out on my face.


All of it's amazing.


I'm in so deep, and there's no turning back...but I don't even want to look over my shoulder. Just ahead.


I believed in destiny, but I never thought I'd actually come across mine.


Lyin here, I watch you while you sleep
The dawn is closing in with every breath you breathe
I can feel the change, the change you made in me
But will I ever see
All the things you see in me

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[13 Nov 2002|06:43pm]
[ mood | loved ]



Didn't I say
I wasn't ready for a romance
Didn't we promise
We would only be friends

And so we danced
Though it was only a slow dance
I started breaking my promises
Right there and then

Didn't I swear
There would be no complications
Didn't you want
Someone who's seen it all before

Now that you're here
It's not the same situation
Suddenly I don't remember the rules anymore

This night is mine
It's only you and I
Tomorrow
Is a long time away
This night can last forever

I've been around
Someone like me should know better
Falling in love
Would be the worst thing I could do

Didn't I say
I needed time to forget her
Aren't you running from someone
Who's not over you

How many nights
Have I been lonely without you
I tell myself
How much I really don't care

How many nights
Have I been thinking about you
Wanting to hold you
But knowing you would not be there

This night
You're mine
It's only you and I
I'll tell you
To forget yesterday
This night we are together

This night
Is mine
It's only you and I
Tomorrow
Is such a long time away
This night can last forever

Tomorrow
Is such a long time away
This night can last forever

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[13 Nov 2002|05:09am]
[ mood | angry ]

There's something to be said to the person who makes the woman you love wake you up at five AM and cry on your shoulder.


Fuck you, asshole.

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[11 Nov 2002|01:57am]
[ mood | happy ]



My breath is short, my heart is beating fast
Every time I smile at her she’s smiling back
If I’m dreaming, please just let me sleep
Anyone can see that she’s too good for me
Oh, give her time, she’ll find out soon enough
Just let me have and hold her ‘til she does


What we’ve got going on is so incredible
This chemistry between us feels so wonderful
But knowing me, I’ll probably
Find a way to mess it up
Who knows, who cares, right now
Just let me be in love


Don’t concern me with reality
Don’t convince me she’s too heavenly
Forget the future, disregard the past
Those are questions I don’t want to ask
To my heart, all that matters is tonight
Just let me live this moment in her eyes


What we’ve got going on is so incredible
This chemistry between us feels so wonderful
But knowing me, I’ll probably
Find a way to mess it up
Who knows, who cares, right now
Just let me be in love

What we’ve got going on is so incredible
This chemistry between us feels so wonderful
But knowing me, I’ll probably
Find a way to mess it up
Who knows, who cares, right now
Just let me be in love


Who knows, who cares, right now
Just let me be in love
Let me be in love
I just want to be in love

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All of a sudden I'm not who I used to be [08 Nov 2002|07:44pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Have you ever just had something that you just wanted to run and scream to the world at the top of your lungs for as long as you could.
That's how I feel right now. Mostly, anyway.


I'm not a mean guy. By any means. Really, I'm not.

It seems that my entire family is going to ignore the fact it's my birthday tomorrow. Isaac said my mom & dad were flying out, but I called all the siblings, ya know, to see if they were 'around'...all of them gave me the same answer. If Mom & Dad were coming to surprise, I woulda gotten varied answers. But all of them gave me the same answer.
Mom is in Seattle with Jeff (my step-dad Jeff) and Dad is in Ireland with Iris for some anniversary thing.
My brother doesn't even acknowledge my existence anymore.
Most, no, all of my siblings are too caught up with their own lives to give a shit.
So fuck them.

See if I fuckin come home Christmas. Or give anyone a call on their birthday.

Sorry, I've got better things to do than give you what you don't deserve.


I don't need them anyway. I was blessed with an incredible gift for my birthday this year, and I haven't been this happy in a very long time.

You know who you are--thank you.

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[06 Nov 2002|09:56pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

Guess what?

I've got a secret.

No one's allowed to know.

I said it was a secret, didn't I?


I've been spending time with Chrissy Aguilera. She's a totally sweet girl. Both of us are kind of in the same spot right now. But I'm glad she's around. I can really see myself becoming real good friends with her.

Speaking of good friends, Anna Kournikova is proving to be quite the wonderful woman. She's just so much fun to talk to. She listens to me bitch, which, I wish I wouldn't do, but ya know....a bitching partner is a bitching partner is a bitching partner...
She's in a rough spot and I feel a little helpless only being able to offer a shoulder. But I'm going to do everything I can. What're friends for, y'know?

So my birthday...in 3 days. Apparently Mom & Dad are flying up. I'm not supposed to know, but Ike can't keep his trap shut.

I think I saw Drew last night. When I went out to eat. If it had been him, though, he probably woulda come over. So it probably wasn't. Too bad. It woulda been nice to see what the fuck is up with him. We haven't talked in.....

Whatever.

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Why is my heart so weak [05 Nov 2002|02:32pm]
[ mood | confused ]



We could sit around and talk about the ins and outs
Of why we shouldn't take a chance
Be so afarid it's gonna rain we sit and miss a sunny day
To avoid circumstances
There's a million and one reasons we could run
But it's too late for that


Time's wastin it ain't waitin for us
I know that we can make it
We can make it with a little luck



Call me crazy that might be, go ahead and laugh at me
But I still believe that dreams come true
So let's forget the past the times we could but didn't dance
It's all come down to me and you
We're right here and right now, baby there's no doubt
We have what it takes to do it, but


Time's wastin it ain't waitin for us
I know that we can make it
We can make it with a little luck


We only have to trust in our love
We've got memories to make for heaven's sake, baby
Let's not forsake another moment, 'cause


Time's wastin it ain't waitin for us
I know that we can make it
We can make it with a little luck


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[02 Nov 2002|12:36am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

If I get connected to Jessica what's-her-face one more time, I'm going to scream. Very very very loudly. I dated her--everyone makes mistakes. And now it's over. O-V-E-R. Fucking tabloids. They need to find something interesting to write about. Dumb broad also needs to find something interesting to do. Like...find some talent? Yeah.


I hate people who think what I did with the guys is all I can do. Fuck you. You don't know a damn thing then, do you? I hate it even more when they're supposed to know music. Get out of my face. I'm not the pretty boy from 98 anymore. I'm me now, and I want something else. If you still see me as the other Nick, please, there's the door, and I'll certainly make sure it hits your ass on the way out. Don't waste my fucking time.


So I'm not Timberlake, I'm not Carter, but dammit, I deserve just as much respect as they do. I don't doubt their talent at all, they've done a lot to be so succesful. But they didn't have to work. They didn't share a one-bedroom apartment sleeping on mattresses found in dumpsters, they didn't work odd jobs for minimum wage just to pay bills and have a meal, maybe even two, a day.

I'm not trying to put either of them down, they're phenomenal talents. But I worked to be where I am, and all I want is the chance to prove that I can branch out and do my own thing. I deserve that.


This is where Nick really hopes nothing is taken out of context and doesn't get his ass chewed out. Nick and Justin-I admire both of you, your talent, your passion, your drive. You're incredible men.


Now that I'm finished ranting, I'm going to eat and watch TV and feel like a normal guy on a Friday night...or Saturday morning, whatever you prefer.

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Don't pay no attention to me... [31 Oct 2002|05:46am]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Stopped at a club for a little while tonight. Wasn't too impressed. Pretty sure I saw Timberlake and Carter. Never got a chance to ask Carter about his record. Shared a few dances with a lovely lady, and didn't manage to scare her off. Score one for Lachey.

I know I should be used to recording...but I've never done it alone. I've always had at least one of the guys with me to vent over, but there's none of that now.

Speaking of the guys, did they suddenly lose my phone number? Jesus. At least they're not dead. I'd get hysterical mother messages then.

Maybe it's better this way, though. Drew keeps insisting we haven't broken up as a group. Which is exactly why he's off trying to act, Jeff's off....doing something, and Justin's managing a goth group...what the fuck is that anyway?

And here I am, singing my little heart out. Whatta joke. Go ahead and keep thinking that, little brother.

I should probably get my ass to bed. Wake up call in an hour! What an improvement!

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