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[Tuesday
May 24th, 2005 at 2:07pm]

new lj for OREGON people and ARIZONA people ONLY.

 

passout
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Newportttt here I come?! [Monday
May 23rd, 2005 at 6:31pm]

So my mom wants me to move to Newport, OR with her.
Hmm...

I don't know about this one.

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I wrote you every day for a year.... [Wednesday
March 30th, 2005 at 6:31pm]
[ mood | emotional ]

FURRRRENDS ONLY, NIGGGGUURRRRR.... =)=) Comment to be added.

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I wore green on accident. [Thursday
March 17th, 2005 at 1:05pm]
[ mood | good ]

I'm so bored.
Anyone wanna get dirty?
Call me for a good time.
19285325461


OK OK OK OK OK OK OK OK JUST KIDDING.


But yeah.
I'm bored.

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I have to pull myself back in. [Wednesday
March 16th, 2005 at 8:34pm]
[ mood | upset ]

My heart is beating faster and faster, I can feel it. I feel my lungs expand with each breath that I dare take. I can't get to sleep when these images of her pass through my slumber as fast as there goes summer. Even the thought of summer warms me, just the pure thought. Dull is the sky when I open my eyes, but when I close them, it is blue as anything. Reminds me of a kid I once knew.

That kid once told me that scent is the strongest sense tied to memory. I pushed him doubtedly and became apathetic towards his theory. But although I don't believe that skinny-legged blue-eyed kid, I do ponder frequently on a theory of my own. Isn't it amazing how you can memorize the voice and actions of everyone you love? It assures you in the future that you will never forget them.

Think about it.

xoxo
Pamee





I'm in envy of addicts, you're obsessed with stars.
Don't, don't you sound so excited. You're showing me your vanity.
Whisper it once, just a little bit, C'mon....
Whisper it twice, I cant stand to see the spotlight shine one more night.
It's KILLING me to see you.

Just tie the rope and kick the chair.
Just leave me hanging there gasping for air, yeah, don't mind me
Three feet from the ceiling.

You'd rather watch me drown than see your hands get wet.
You took the plot from stage to screen and turned it to an epic scene.

So whisper it once, tell me again, C'mon....
Whisper it twice. I cant stand to see my whole life flash before my eyes.
When im with you, there's no point in breathing.

And I think I know why you never get too close...
It's cause you're too scared to.
When I'm with you, there's no point in breathing.

So, so you run away for no apparent reason 'cause you and I are changing with the seasons.
You give me an answer as to why you're leaving.
The tables are full but nobody's been dealing, so fold your hand.
Come on and fold your hand.

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HAHAHAHA [Tuesday
March 15th, 2005 at 2:24pm]


Your Brain is 26.67% Female, 73.33% Male



You have a total boy brain

Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts

And while your emotions do sway you sometimes...

You never like to get feelings too involved


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[Monday
March 14th, 2005 at 4:20pm]
FRIENDS CUT.

(Check in info to see if you're still there. If you want to be there, comment, bitches.)
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oh my god! [Monday
March 14th, 2005 at 3:49pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I just don't feel good today! Emotionally and physically! I don't know what is up with me. I just feel like staying home tomorrow and hiding and sleeping, haha. Hell, it sounds like fun to me. And I'm so friggin' inspired to write a song, but nothing's coming out. I f-in' hate it when that happens.

Dude this butch girl is totally crushing on me and I think she is hella disgusting. I mean, HELLA. She was all telling Brittany G today: "Yeah she's soooo fucking hot, I just wish she'd like me"... Um yeah if something like THAT is crushing on me, it drags my self-esteem down a few flipping notches. Fucking ew.

I was thinking today about how pimp Jo and I are gonna be when we get to drive. We are gonna be the coolest bitches on campus, all hxc and shit. I'll have my lip done and I'll have plugs in and she'll have her tattoo, her belly ring, and her plugs in. We'll be so fucking hot. Na-na-na-na, na-na, na-na (*Can't touch this*). -Dances-

Oh YEE-uh!!
God DAMN!!

xoxoooooooo
Pamee

P.S. It's snowing. =D

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She's a mystery of creation where heaven meets the earth. [Sunday
March 13th, 2005 at 4:05pm]
[ mood | sick ]

I don't feel good. I want to go outside and do something, but I'm so tired and lazy and I feel so gross. Sasha left earlier. She left the cutest note ever, aww. I wonder what I'll do tonight. Probably just chill at home and comment on people's livejournals. I'm excited for school tomorrow, I get to get my guitar fixed in second hour. And yeah. Well, yep. K bye.

xoxo
Pamee

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Fun nighttttt [Saturday
March 12th, 2005 at 1:13pm]
Ok yeah, last night was so much flipping fun. After school, we went to Marissa's so Sasha could do her hair or whatever. We get there and Me and Trev were like, "OMG LET'S GO JUMP ON THE TRAMPOLINE" and Brandi was like "OMG ME TOO". So we go and jump on the tramp and me and T rev wrestled. He's freakin' two hundred and something pounds, and I totally got him on the ground MORE than once. Then we chilled outside for a while, then went back inside. We watched something on VH1 and me and Trev made fun of the girlie magazines that Marissa and Sasha were reading, we were like "WTF GUESS WHO'S DATING WHO LIKE OMG IS JUSTIN AND CAMERON MARRIED??!!" It was amusing. Then Marissa and Sasha got tired of Trev, Brandi and I so they were like, "Whatever, why don't you just go drive around for twenty minutes." Me and Trev and Brandi all looked at eachother and was like... OK! So I snatched the keys and we ran out to the car and yeah stuff happened. Then we came back and finally they were ready or whatever. So then we did all this shit, drove around, met up with people or whatever, got Kayla, took pictures, went to Conoco, went to Wal-Mart, went to Pinetop, back to Wal-Mart or whatever, and then finally we decide to go Go-Carting. Fun stuff, I WON I WON I WON ok I LET SASHA WIN because I slowed down so it'd be a close race (of course I'd win) and she freakin' cut me off and beat me. I was like wtf? So yeah. After that we went to Show Low lake I think, and Brandi and I jumped in the water. It was so freaking cold, I couldn't feel my legs. Everyone that was fishing there or whatever was like, "UMMMM" and Brandi and I just looked at them and laughed. Then we walked back up to the car, I stripped right there in the middle of the road, got clean clothes on, we went and got my guitar, and went to the coffee shop so I could play, but they were closed. So, Brandi and I sat on the side of the road and jammed out. Then one of the cuties that worked there came out and was like, "Yeah, so like, what kinda music do you guys play?" I was like, "Uhhh emo shit." She was like, "Aw cool come back tomorrow!" But I don't think I want to go. Then, hmm... We went to JB's... Drove around.... Went to Denny's and ate... I told our weird waiter that it was my birthday and they sang to me, and I asked the guy to blow me a kiss and the weirdo actually did it... Um then I saw this hott guy and he called Marissa over and invited her to a party.... But we didn't go because I don't know, we just didn't.... Then we drove around... Dropped Marissa off.... Went to Sasha's.

OMG THATS MY NIGHTTTTTT





Yay.
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Big Red gum is goo-oo-ooooood. [Friday
March 11th, 2005 at 11:21am]
I think someone hit Sasha's car. And I don't think she knows it yet. Me Kayla and Ashley were talking about it a minute ago, yeah. Uht-oh, Sasha is going to be PISSED. We're supposed to be double-dating tonight with Trevor and Marisa. So yeah I don't know. Then we're supposed to go to White Mountain Coffee Shop so I can play guitar. But I don't wanna go. Anyway, yeah. That's today.


<3 Pamee
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For the rhythm of life is a powerful beat. [Thursday
March 10th, 2005 at 4:07pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Oh my fuck, I have a choir concert tonight at seven. How gay. My girlfriend Sasha said she is going to stop in and see me, but urgh! I don't want her seeing me in a fucking dress? Um, ew? Haha I'm so cool, I pulled Savanna's P.E. shorts down today in the hallway. She flashed her pink thong to everyone. It was... Hilarious. Hahahahaha. Yeah I totally pissed Nikki off when I told her I was with Sasha. And fucking ew, some girl told Brittany she thinks that I'm hott. What the fuck? Hello, have you seen my girlfriend? 1,000,000 times cooler than any of you... OR your bitches.... Actually, cooler than you and your bitches combined. Anyway, I jump from subject to subject, yes? It's just.... Everything is going right at the moment. My grades are climbing, me and my dad have a wonderful relationship, and hey not to mention the relationship I have with my girlfriend. So everything is just wonderful right now.

The air is getting warmer, and I'm loving it.

I feel Spring...

And will eventually feel Summer.

 

I've never been excitederererer....

xoxo

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[Monday
March 7th, 2005 at 10:49am]
ok im not single anymore, as of thursday.
isn't that cool?
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...fuck you. [Saturday
February 26th, 2005 at 1:38pm]
k im single.























i've never been so hurt in my life.
xoxo....
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[Wednesday
February 23rd, 2005 at 2:31pm]
UMM YEAH I KISSED CANDACE AND I HAVEN'T BROKE UP WITH NIKKI YET.


She called me from Phoenix and she said....

"I miss you more than ever."



AWW <3
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picture time! [Wednesday
February 16th, 2005 at 6:02pm]

Yeah yeah um yeah and ummmmm Yee-uh.

xoxo

el picturos. umm yeah.Collapse )

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sultry tongue [Saturday
February 12th, 2005 at 4:32pm]
cuteforadork  is hot.
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my dog taking a shit. [Friday
February 11th, 2005 at 5:53pm]
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Stab my <3 for the last time. [Friday
February 11th, 2005 at 5:37pm]
[ mood | sdfdfhgsfgdsfhrfg ]

K WTF. THIS PAST WEEK, I FUCKING COME HOME AND THE PHONE RINGS. IT'S JO, SHE FUCKING TALKS TO ME UNTIL LIKE 8PM AND WHEN I TELL HER I HAVE TO GET OFF, SHE FREAKIN' MAKES IT HARD TO SAY BYE 'CAUSE SHE SAYS "UMMM..." FOR FIVE GOD DAMN MINUTES.

So today, I come home and look on my caller I.D. and it says Jo had just called like ten minutes ago. So I was like "k whatever, I don't want to talk to her tonight." Then like 2 minutes later, the phone rings and it's Jo. I ignore it and get online. So she signs online and is like, "Get off the internet I was trying to call you" and I was like "K I will in a few minutes, I just got on" and she's like "WTF PLZ I ASKED YOU NICELY" and we sat there and argued. Then I started to get pissed, I was like JO WOULD YOU HOLD ON FOR LIKE FIVE MINUTES WE HAVE ALL FUCKING NIGHT TO FUCKING EXCHANGE WORDS ON THE GODDAMNED TELEPHONE and she was like "k BYE BITCH" and blocked me. WTF.

Yeah.

 

And I like a guy, wtf. His name is Paul, and I got his number. MMMMM'HM that's right. But oh shit, that's right I have a girlfriend. And I get to see Candace this weekend. I hope she isn't all over me, 'cause that means I'd have to push her off.

 

DAMN SKIPPY.

xoxo

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WTF. FAT BRAD IS FUCKING sXe NOW!?!! [Tuesday
February 8th, 2005 at 7:55pm]
He came to school today all fag-like and crossed his arms and I saw his faggish little x that was drawn on his hand. And I was like, "You're straight edge now?" He's like, "Heh, yeah man!" and I almost bitched him out. He can't be fucking sXe unless he's been poison free for fucking 2 years straight. Bitch, please. Just... Just don't.

Anyway, I love Nikki. Loveeeeeee. Yay.

And um Candace Robinson talked to me.
Her: So are you single you sexy beast?
Me: Why, are you?
Her: Sort of.
Me: What do you mean sort of.
Her: I mean I have a boyfriend not a girlfriend.
Me: Oh hellllll no. *Walks away*

AAAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
anyway....



xxooxo
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