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Thursday, December 30th, 2010

Time:3:44 am.
Randomly logged in today after... many months. 

Life is alright. I'm still not sure what to make of it. I've been having strange reminiscent feelings I used to have. Not sure why. I don't really know how to feel or what to think. 

Anyway, things in life always progress much slower than you expect them to. Trying to get a new job, for months now. Been trying to discover new good music. I can't stand my mother. It's a matter of time until I get kicked out I'm sure.

later
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Wednesday, June 23rd, 2010

Time:4:54 am.
so I haven't posted in like 7 months...

I really realized, I'm just very lonely. I've never truly loved someone, and I've never truly been loved. The world is cruel.
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Thursday, May 21st, 2009

Time:1:58 am.
its so beautiful... it makes so much sense.

space
lights
vast
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Saturday, July 14th, 2007

Time:11:28 pm.
 I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

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Sunday, July 1st, 2007

Time:3:08 am.
think i could name my kid riven? (goes both ways for boy or girl) i think its a cool name

or for a girl what about myst?    or if i named two both of them, think they'd find out they are named after video games from the 1990s and be pissed?...
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Wednesday, March 21st, 2007

Subject:oh my god
Time:11:19 pm.
i just realized they might be seizures...
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Saturday, February 10th, 2007

Time:1:18 am.

comps busted

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Wednesday, January 24th, 2007

Time:10:01 pm.
I hate everything.
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Sunday, January 21st, 2007

Time:1:56 am.
I'm in neutral... and flooring it.
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Wednesday, January 17th, 2007

Time:5:39 pm.
You know those music videos (or commercials) where theres someone standing there, and everyone around them is moving so much faster? That's exactly how I've felt today.
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Wednesday, December 27th, 2006

Time:2:36 am.
i love new music
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Tuesday, December 12th, 2006

Time:1:15 pm.
just wanted to let you know.

         im a loser
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Time:2:36 am.
why does no one trust me? at least that what it feels like.
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Saturday, December 9th, 2006

Time:11:48 pm.
what is WRONG with me
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Wednesday, December 6th, 2006

Time:2:25 am.
I don't know if i should say
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Tuesday, December 5th, 2006

Time:5:24 pm.
I'm helpless.
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Sunday, December 3rd, 2006

Time:2:52 am.
*shrug*  I dunno....


....I dunno
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Tuesday, November 28th, 2006

Time:2:25 pm.

I met a girl who hated the world - she used her body to sell her soul
Everytime they'd break her and pay - tear out her heart, and leave her in pain
I never found out how she survived all of the sadness she kept inside
I never found out how she could lie with a smile on her face,
and the scratches she'd hide

You could love her if you paid, you could have her everyday
You could love her if you prayed, you could have her every way

Down on her knees, she wept on the floor - this hopeless life she wanted no more
Dead in her mind and cold to the bone - she opened her eyes and saw she was alone
She never found out how much I tried - all of the sadness she kept made me blind
She never found out how much I cried - the rope so tight on the night that she died...


I never found out how she survived - a life lived in lies is a life of denial
I never found out how she could lie - with a smile on her face and the darkness inside
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Saturday, November 11th, 2006

Time:11:50 pm.
All around me are familiar faces... worn out places... worn out faces... bright and early for the daily races, going nowhere, going nowhere... the tears are filling up their glasses, no expression, no expression... hide my head i wanna drown my sorrow, no tomorrow, no tomorrow... and I find it kinda funny, find it kinda sad, that dreams are in which im dying, are the best ive ever had. Find it hard to tell you, find it hard to take, when people run in circles... its a very very.......... mad world.......... mad world........

children waiting for the day they feel good, happy birthday. happy birthday.... when i feel the way that every child should, sit and listen.... sit and listen... went to school i was very nervous, no one knew me, no one knew me.... hello teacher tell me whats my lesson, look right through me, look right through me... find it kinda funny, find it kinda sad, that dreams are in which im dying, are the best ive ever had. Find it hard to tell you, find it hard to take, when people run in circles... its a very very.......... mad world.......... mad world........
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Monday, August 21st, 2006

Time:1:27 am.
Man, remember my rule about me? How the less I update the better I'm doing? Well it seems to be fitting to a T lately. I've been doing really well and rarely been updaing haha. I just never really have much to say, but boy, this journal sure has been a roller coaster. From deepest depression and suicidal to working my way back up near the top. I feel great. 

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