Wed, Nov. 9th, 2005, 10:32 pm
So the party was a bust! There was so much shit going around, like coke, and all that shit! I hate that shit it's so gross. So after five beers me and my friend Eric decided to leave there and come back to the apartment and drink some more! So now, sitting here, updating this, eight beers later, I'm feelin' a little drunk. Eric is my best friend in the entire world for those of you who want to know, and I think i'm secretly in love with him. ah, he wants to watch requiem for a dream, So I think I'm gonna go watch that with him, and then we'll probably fall asleep. Night guys!
Wed, Nov. 9th, 2005, 08:07 pm
Gosh man I thought I deleted this but low and behold I go on livejournal and look! my journal still exists!! Nice right? Of course. Well just an update to let everyone know Krissy is still alive and well. Things have been great here over in Cali, and I'm lovin' every minute of not living with my parents and going to college. Thats another thing thats been taking up my life. Ah life is just crazy isn't it? Whatever, I better get going, Kara invited me to a party and of course I'm going. :) Late.
hey guys. can't get the tounge pierced till i talk mom into it. oh well shouldn't be hard. going to marco for two days tomorrow, i'll be back friday night. i won't have my cell cause i lost the charger. =(. uhm yeah. i gotta get a new one. anyways. wow. tired. i still need to pack and shower. and bring it on is on. so peace.
Mon, Mar. 21st, 2005, 02:03 pm
Hey guys! Ah this spring break has been pretty rockin so far! Friday night I got drunk as shit and some stuff went down but it's nothin to worry about. Saturday was a recovery day and I slept for awhile. and then sunday was just a chill day, went to lantana beach and watched those crazy crackers skim board. Fun stuff. Then went to the park by karas house and just acted like idiots. lmao. good times with her man. I'm wearing someones pajama pants and I dunno whose they are. Waiting for kara to call me back once she hears word from kevin. Might be going to get tounge done tonight. Cool stuff. The reason I can get it without parental consent is cause the place we are going is where kevins ex works. So he's just going to let kevin sign for me, and say hes my legal guardian or what not. So scared, but so excited none the less. =D. yep. I still gotta clean my room before five thirty. yeah. uhm. i guess i'll go now. oh yeah i'm probably gonna be at karas all week, but if you need me call me and we can still chill and whatnot. peace.
Thu, Mar. 17th, 2005, 05:20 pm
I hate this house. I come home and i feel like shit and all I want to do is sleep. I don't feel happy, I feel depressed, and even more so now cause my dad is again jobless. shocker there. Maybe if he didnt spend all his money on beer and pot, then we'd be able to get things we need like oh say FOOD. I need to come up with 237 dollars for my mom by the time I get my license which means I need a fucking job fast. I'm so sick of never having money. My sister is paying me on monday and I get fifty and I'm keeping 40 of it. So I'm only gonna be able to get my mom ten. She started yelling at me today in the car saying i'm irresponsible and I never pay her back for anything and i'm lazy and i need a fucking job. I'm like what the fuck ever. I'm getting my tounge pierced. It's a spur of the moment rebellion thing and i dont fucking care cause she can bite me. i've been pretty pissed at them and i honestly dont know why. maybe cause i've realized just how fucked up their reasonings and rules are. shit i might not even be able to go to lake worth cuz my mom doesnt want me driving that far everyday. seriously wtf. i dont care about driving, how am i ever going to be on my own if i cant take a harmless 25 minute drive to lw? whatever. damn. I NEED A JOB!! ugh only less then a month before i can get one. I have now been accepted by the aasterud family. I miss kara. me and her have grown incredibly close the past few weeks and she said she hasnt had a friend like me since first grade. its cool to have a BEST friend again. i'm gonna chill with her and danielle and david and cuchie tomorrow. fun stuff. those fidelis kids rock. peace.
Life is just this twisted road. One minute, we're all happy with the way things are and it's all working, and life is grand, But then someone can say something and then they can just fuck up something so much theres no turning back. Where am I going? What am I doing in my life?? I mean, really now. What is left for me? Theres probably alot left, but I just don't want to let it happen. I just want to be me. I'm happy for who I am, and i'm happy for what i've become. I know there are gonna be a couple of things in life that'll fuck with me, and shit in the past year i've gotten over so much and i've grown with it, and i'm not bitter about it. I mean... people ask me well are you gonna get married?
I don't fucking know nor do I care much. I just wanna get through high school, and see what happens then. To my future husband... warning, you have a basket case on your hands but I can guarantee you I will love you always and forever.
Tue, Mar. 15th, 2005, 07:11 pm
this is my awesome playlist for the newest mix CD i'm gonna make. tell me what you think.
1. Howie day - collide
2. Jimmy eat world - Work
3. Kelly clarkson - since u been gone
4. Lindsay lohan - Over
5. Live - All over you
6. Mest - I melt with you
7. Primitive radio gods - standing outside a broken telephone booth with money
8. Ryan Cabrera - on the way down
9. Slipknot - vermillion pt.2
10. Something corporate - konstantine
11. soul asylum - runaway train
12. spice girls - goodbye
13. spice girls - mama
14. Sum 41 - pieces
15. Cyndi Lauper - time after time
16. John Hiatt - have a little faith in me
17. The pretenders - i'll stand by you
18. A perfect circle - blue
19. better then ezra - desperatly wanting
20. breaking benjamin - sooner or later
21. Gavin Degraw - I don't wanna be
22. Goo goo dolls - name
Tue, Mar. 15th, 2005, 12:28 pm
No school for me! I'm thinkin' if it does actually happen, I'm going to be homeschooled. I don't want to leave lake worth, but atleast if i'm homeschooled, I won't worry about loosing the friends I already have. Plus it'd be easier to be homeschooled. i don't have f-cat or anything like that to do anymore, all i have to worry about are SATS and those are at somewhere other then school anyways. so yeah. thats that. I dont wanna leave lake worth though!!! but I can do more college classes, and get outta here sooner. (here as in the public high school system). so yeah....
Any suggestions? I want EVERYONE to comment on this entry, please!
Mon, Mar. 14th, 2005, 06:46 pm
it really amazes me at how flippin stupid the people who work in society are now a days. So I go to checkers and I order a fucking chicken sandwich. How hard is that right? the mother fuckers give me a fish sandwich. Not only do i despise fish, but fuck do I hate fish! I mean seriously, how could someone mix up the words chicken and fish? God damn people suck.
mummy wants me to go to palm beach central or do homeschooling next year. I dunno, I'm scared. I'd rather do homeschooling but i'd rather just stay at lake worth. God I dunno what i'd do if I had to leave it. I mean hell it's ghetto. But damn it's home.
Sun, Mar. 13th, 2005, 08:14 pm
sister just left. Had dinner with her, and cody and mum and dad and baby. it was fun I guess. I dont really like family dinners. their somewhat annoying. Yeah. SO uhm. I guess I should go finish up my presentation project, and then go to bed cause i'm fuckin tired, and need my sleep. peace.
oh. hah btw, congrats joe! =)