- motivational speakers
- March 10th, 2004
[real title left in too-large-large chef pants. why are they chef pants if i'm not a chef?]
fire razing cities
little [me] still [you] doing this.
respect for you when i'm stuck falling on[back?] down.
[wrote about drunken danny.]
--ditto that. date was 6 march.
just some unpolished stream of consciousness i wrote after big discussions and a little beer after work on saturday.
earlier tonight i was tryign to articulate good randomness vs. bad randomness. i thought about it, and i think randomness can have negative connotations when it's emotion-driven instead of physically driven. not emotions like love, just emotional closeness. it's strange when a previously non-existant physical element suddenly becomes existant without you really thinking about it.
"if you can't have financial discipline for yourself, if you can't say, 'i'm not going to spend here, i'm going to allocate there,' ...if you can't say that for yourself, how are you going to run a business?" - jp richards
"the best way for you to learn is to write 'em all down" - greg howard
so i took the low road. again.
i. killer talks with jordan on saturday. sickness, hospitals, dying, bodylanguage, work, career, choices, stress, schedules, home, help.
ii. jordan refuses to call his poetry poetry. but proposes to lend me some of it. he also knows the difference between a compliment and a compliment.
iii. dave bronfman still owns a car and is still sweet enough to be the only guy i will let escort me to my door. he also has no aversion to flying giant paper airplanes across the diningroom at 1am while managing even if there are still upwards of fifteen patrons in the restaurant.
iv. my mom can put a positive spin on anything and bring me up sometimes from the lowest lows even when i'm supposed to be doing that for her.
v. anna is so much more beautiful than me. and is horrible with directions and street names.
tuesday 10 march -
1 tim horton's extralarge coffee double-double with cream even though i ordered milk. won me a donut though.
1 piece of mocha-related cake at future's bakery in the annex.
random nibblings at work.
extra garlic, extra pesto, extra sauce.
1 large glass tropicana nopulp orange juice
1 half-litre st. ambroise pale ale. quickly becoming 'the usual'. i'm sick of snoreau, and ephemere may only be ordered when already tipsy or when greg is on the bar.