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long time gone....... [Dec. 7th, 2011|06:49 pm]
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Haven't been here in years,..........nothing has changed, I can't take God's silence......
Fear him? oh yeah.....
Love him? hell no......
Love us, bless us, help us.......
enough mystery and misery....
take care of your children.....
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the homeless....... [Oct. 16th, 2006|09:40 am]
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I was 8 years old, I was driving with my mom and her friend, it was my first time in New York city, it was very cold and gray outside, we stopped at a red light, I was looking out the window and I saw an old man in raggedy old clothes and he was sleeping on the sidewalk, I asked my mother "why is that old man sleeping on the side walk?" she said that is where he lives because he is homeless......I then asked her ,(as I watched people walk right by him), why doesn't anyone help that poor old man, and she said because nobody wants to, and she then made me aware that there were many many poor homeless people living in the streets, to this day I carry in my heart the pain and sadness and helplessness I felt for that man that day, I will never forget that awful image...........
I saw on the news the other day 2 billionaires, one was a lady who paid $20 million dollars for a ride into space and the other was a man who spent $4 million dollars on a custom made car.......
SHAME....SHAME.....SHAME.......ON ALL OF US!!!!!THERE IS NO REASON TO HAVE HUMAN BEINGS SLEEPING IN THE COLD STREETS!!!THE RICH ARE SUPPOSED TO CARE FOR THE POOR, WHY IS NO ONE WILLING TO SACRIFICE ANY OF THEIR OWN COMFORTS TO HELP.....yes some people do what they can but it takes more than that, it takes the will to deny yourself indulgences and the will to sacrifice your material lusts........take every movie star, every sports star, every rock star, every oil tycoon and so on.....
it seems like the world is hopeless but it only is because we allow it to be so, God gave us the power to change the world, there's just not enough people willing to do it.......I am crying FATHER.....because I too am part of the problem,....guide me, and use me, I can't take the pain that is spewing from this dark place, let your light shine on me....
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more human than human...... [Oct. 13th, 2006|09:30 am]
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my husband just saw on a show last night that over in europe, people are so scared of muslim terrorists that they don't report alot of the f'd up crap they do, and back around 2004' there was a man who spoke out and said America is one of europe's best hopes because we don't tolerate terrorists and when Bush got re-elected some muslims found that Guy riding his bike and they shot him and stabbed him to death and left a manifesto type letter nailed to his chest with a knife, and at the man's funeral someone painted on a wall "thou shalt not kill" and the muslims cried out, that was a hate crime, so they painted over it to settle them down...........what the fuck!!!
I leave with this prayer....God in Heaven....DELIVER US....SEND US ANOTHER BROTHER MOSES .......AMEN
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ignorant fool............. [Oct. 6th, 2006|09:56 am]
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way up in the sky little lamb......
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nothing........ [Oct. 3rd, 2006|01:04 pm]
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keep your promise........before I fade to black.........
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too harsh..... [Sep. 26th, 2006|01:03 pm]
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my last post may have seemed like I hate God, not the case....just frustrated with his mysterious ways ...
As ignorant as I am I do know all hope lies with him,
I'm knocking but I feel like he's pretending he's not home.....
ANSWER THE DOOR PLEASE....
GIVE A DOG A FREAKN BONE..........
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(no subject) [Sep. 25th, 2006|09:39 am]
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killing in the name of god and religion....
children being raped....
the homeless...
the abused....
the deformed....

will this shit please end.....

Surprise! you're dead!
Guess what?
It never ends...

The pain, the torment and torture, profanity
Nausea, suffering, perversion, calamity
You can't get away................

God's honest truth.......

I have no love for a God who lets evil reign.........

maybe tomorrow will be different......that's all I can hope for, if not well its in God's hands........what a joke

.....save me
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nothing to say....... [Jun. 17th, 2006|07:48 pm]
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(no subject) [Jun. 3rd, 2006|05:24 pm]
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Lord in heaven these mental wars are taking their toll on me, I don't want to fight anymore, I want to come home, this world is cruel....ugly....and dead.....

this Psalm of David is me to a tee...........
Psalm 25:16.....TURN YOURSELF TO ME AND HAVE MERCY ON ME, FOR I AM DESOLATE AND AFFLICTED....
25:17....THE TROUBLES OF MY HEART HAVE ENLARGED, BRING ME OUT OF MY DISTRESSES!!!!!!!!!!
25:21.....LET INTEGRITY AND UPRIGHTNESS PRESERVE ME,.....FOR I WAIT FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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lucifer......oh how you have fallen........... [Jun. 2nd, 2006|02:52 pm]
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Isaiah 14:12-15 (New International Version)

12 How you have fallen from heaven,
O morning star, son of the dawn!
You have been cast down to the earth,
you who once laid low the nations!

13 You said in your heart,
"I will ascend to heaven;
I will raise my throne
above the stars of God;
I will sit enthroned on the mount of assembly,
on the utmost heights of the sacred mountain. [a]

14 I will ascend above the tops of the clouds;
I will make myself like the Most High."

15 But you are brought down to the grave,
to the depths of the pit.

I really want to hate satan but I know I am not to have vengence in my heart for it belongs to God alone, I realize lucifer is a creation by God, and though we sin he loves us, so he must still in some way, love lucifer.....

We need redemption........freedom.....everlasting peace.........
LET US ALL PRAY..........
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