|US Open #3 and unfortunatly the last one for this girlie
||[Sep. 4th, 2004|01:43 pm]
|||||a night at the roxbury soundtrack||]|
Alright so I fucked up once again.......I'm starting to think I really dont deserve to be seeded 7. Like I just dont perform well anymore. Maybe I never did and I just got lucky alot.
I'm officially out of the US Open. I lost today to Mary Pierce in the third set......I had 14 double faults! I mean thats seriously absurd. What is wrong with me? I just feel like I'm letting my fans down. I just keep dissapointing my coaches, my dad, my country, and myself. I dont know what to do.
But really I cant be too upset about it all. I mean, there alot more important things in the world than my loss. I wore a black ribbon today on my tennis dress in memory of the 340 people who have died in the hostage situation back in my home country of Russia. I just cant believe people would murder people like that. I mean for crying out loud, half of them were children!
I'm sorry this is kind of a downer update but I think everyone should do something in memory of this tragic event. Luvs everyone.